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7 months ago

⚠️Spoilers ahead fam⚠️

I am not well with what happened to my Lilia in this episode 😭

"I loved being a witch." LILIA YOU DID NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO BREAK ME LIKE THIS

Where are the writers? I just want to talk 😃🔪

I'm dehydrated, I love her so much, I'll be crying for the rest of my life, my heart is broken and I'm in grief for my love

Cannot, will not accept this, she's alright and I'm gonna gaslight me by telling myself she's very much alive and that at the end of the road someone will wish for the coven to be all alive and reunited (Jen I hate you but please you're the one who can wish that) 😭


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7 months ago

Lesbians don't want girlfriends they want Lilia Calderu grabbing onto her counter in a robe

Lesbians Don't Want Girlfriends They Want Lilia Calderu Grabbing Onto Her Counter In A Robe
7 months ago
Its Finally Agatha Wednesday And Lilia's Trial! We Must Protect This Diva At All Cost. She Did Not Survive

Its finally Agatha Wednesday and Lilia's trial! We must protect this diva at all cost. She did not survive 400+ years to die on the road.

7 months ago

just a small announcement, that from this point forward my blog is going to be pretty much every single kind of spell or content that tells me lilia will NOT die on this episode. I WILL NOT LET THEM HAVE MY OLD WOMAN.

7 months ago

me: *takes a deep breath*

me: i lo-

anyone who’s spent five seconds around me ever: yes, you love patti lupone, i know you love patti lupone so much, she’s the light of your life, you love her so much, you just love patti lupone, i KNOW, you love patti lupone you fucking love patti lupone, ok i know, i get it, YOU LOVE PATTI LUPONE, I GET IT

7 months ago

Suprise

Pairing: Patti LuPone x fem!reader

Plot: Patti finished one of her shows and you're waiting in her dressing room, only she doesn't know you're there

Warnings: Patti being sad is a major warning and trigger don't you agree?

A/n: I'm simply and completely obsessed with Patti LuPone and some of her characters 😩 it's not even healthy fam

A/n II: also this isn't my best work, but will do ig

Suprise

Today was Patti's premiere of A Life in Notes and I wasn't able to go as I was shooting for my new upcoming movie... At least it was what Patti thought.

I was always present on her first and last shows without failing, always there to be the loudest in the crowd when the show was over. But this time was different, I couldn't be there because this movie was draining me out, always shooting and reshooting.

Of course she was sad when I told her and I was too, seeing her like that made my heart, the one who beats for her, break. But what she didn't know was that today the shooting went really well and by the time I was finished I still had an hour to be at the theatre where Patti was doing her show.

I was currently changing clothes and putting some makeup on, so I could hurry up and go to Patti's show when a knock sounded on my trailer door "Come in!" I say and as the door opens Aubrey, who was part of the cast of the movie I was working in, walks in with a smile, already changed from the costume "You ready, love?" she asks and I frown "For what?" I ask confused, I don't remember making plans after shooting, she simply chuckles "Your wife's show duh." she says and I relax "Totally! Are you coming too?!" I ask excitedly "Of course I'm coming, wouldn't miss a Patti show for nothing." I just smile from ear to ear, grab my purse and walk out with her "Don't tell Patti we're going, she doesn't know and I want to make it a surprise!" I say excited and Aubrey just laughs at me "You look like a child ready for some candy, y/n." I stop and look at her "I am a child and my candy is waiting for me." I say smirking and winking at her, which she responds with a mocking disgusted face making me laugh.

As we arrived we were instantly met with Kathryn and Joe "Oh my god! Y/n! Aubrey! You made it!" Kathryn said as soon as her eyes landed on us, I was changing messages with her all day and of course she knew what was going on, she gave us a big hug and so did Joe "Yes! Isn't it awesome?!" I asked excitedly as they nodded with big smiles "Oh, and please don't tell anything to Patti, I want to surprise her, she doesn't know we're here." Kathryn already knew but nonetheless she lifts her hands in surrender as saying she won't tell anything and Joe seals his lips with an invisible key.

As we're talking I see from the corner of my eye the director of the show walking by, excusing myself I walk away so I could get to him. As I'm approaching him his eyes fall on my figure and he instantly recognises me "Mrs. LuPone!" he says happily greeting me with a warm hug "Oh, please, call me y/n. We're friends after all." I tell him and then proceed to explain what my plan is and to say he's delighted and excited too is an understatement "Patti really was a little low today and now I know why, but this will certainly make her night Mrs. LuPone- I mean, y/n!" he says laughing softly "Great! Then it's a deal." I say clapping my hands and saying goodbye so I could join the group again and go find our seats.

The show goes smoothly, we laugh, we cry, we sing and we feel everything. My eyes were always glued to my love, the glint in my eyes just like a child seeing his favourite toy, the love and admiration evident in me, proud emanating from my body as I followed her figure on the stage. And her voice. Oh, her beautiful voice. I'll never get tired of it, at home she's always singing something and sometimes I join her, but mostly is her singing while I watch with pure joy and love.

The last song is over and the crowd erupts into applauses and cheers and, as always, I scream from the top of my lungs and whistle, trying to be the loudest of them all, completely forgetting what I've planned and that she shouldn't know I was there.

I'm brought back to reality when a member of the crew approaches me and tells me to follow them, as well as the rest of the group. We're arriving at Patti's dressing room when suddenly she appears and I quickly jump behind a random black tall box that's in the way. Aubrey looks at me confused and so does Kathryn and Joe, then I point into Patti's direction and they all hurry to her cheering and congratulating her about her performance as I slip into her dressing room.

"You guys! What are y'all doing here!" Patti says, her big smile reaching her ears as she receives big hugs from everyone "You were incredible Patti!" Kathryn says "Yeah! Just wow! No words- like wow." Joe says and then she turns to Aubrey with wide eyes "Aubrey! What- How are you even here?!" and with that Aubrey just replies with one of her sarcastic and funny remarks "I ran away from the studio." she says shrugging her shoulders while everyone laughs "What about y/n, did she came with you?" Patti asks expectantly "I thought I heard her in the crowd screaming and whistling, but couldn't find her." she says still hoping it was true and I was there, but Aubrey being the good actress she is, puts on an act "No... Sorry, Patti she had more scenes than I to shoot. She couldn't make it." she says with a sadned and apologetic tone. Patti's face drops "Oh, alright. It's... Alright." she says and gives them a tight smile "I'm goin to change and then we could all go out for dinner, hm? My treat?" she asks and all of them agree.

I was seated on the little couch near the door waiting for my love. The door opens and I see her coming in and leaning into it as it closes, she lets out a shaky breath and it breaks my heart... She really wanted me here tonight "What's wrong, my love?" I ask softly while getting up from the couch.

She gasps and jumps, her eyes open quickly as she was not expecting someone to be there "Oh my gosh! Wha-" her eyes lock with mine as I approach her figure "Y/n?" she asks, her hands reaching out to my face, cupping and caressing it "Yes, my love." I say smiling lovingly "You really didn't think I would miss your show, right?" I ask with a breathy laugh, Patti lets out a shaky breath and brings our lips together to a soft and tender kiss, comforting even. "I love you." she breathes out against my lips bringing a big smile on my face "I love you too, Patti." I say kissing her again.


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7 months ago

ITS BEEN 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS ALREADY SOMEONE TELL PATTI TO LEAVE MY FUCKING DREAMS ALONE 😭😭😭

7 months ago

Welcome to the curious

7 months ago
Girl Kisser Aura Is Off The Charts
Girl Kisser Aura Is Off The Charts

girl kisser aura is off the charts

7 months ago

I NEED HER SO BAD!

I NEED HER SO BAD!
I NEED HER SO BAD!
7 months ago

GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, can i get some icons of her on this last episode???

GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, Can I Get Some Icons Of Her On This Last Episode???
GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, Can I Get Some Icons Of Her On This Last Episode???
GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, Can I Get Some Icons Of Her On This Last Episode???
GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, Can I Get Some Icons Of Her On This Last Episode???
GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, Can I Get Some Icons Of Her On This Last Episode???
GOD LILIA AS A HAND READER LOOKED SO GOODDDDDSSSSDDDD, Can I Get Some Icons Of Her On This Last Episode???
7 months ago
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.
AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar By Thy Side - 1.06 Dir. Gandja Monteiro.

AGATHA ALL ALONG (2024) Familiar by Thy Side - 1.06 dir. Gandja Monteiro.

7 months ago
🏃‍♀️💨 …🧎‍♀️

🏃‍♀️💨 …🧎‍♀️

7 months ago
The Way Things I Want Her To Do To Me Would Actively Have Me Burned At The Stake Back In Her Time

the way things I want her to do to me would actively have me burned at the stake back in her time

7 months ago

Sunflower 🌻

(maybe a series?? Idk you tell me 👀)

Pairing: Lilia Calderu x fem!reader; Agatha Harkness x fem!reader (platonic/ex lovers) {if I proceed to make it a series Rio Vidal x fem!reader (platonic/ex lovers)}

Plot: Agatha came to Lilia for a proposition, but didn't know her once friend (and more) was there too

Warnings: none (??)

A/n: Weeelllll, tell me what you think!! I mean I really want to proceed with this story, but idk really; This one's short tho, but if continued I'll do longer xd

Sunflower 🌻

I was attending Lilia's and I garden in the little backyard we had, now watering the beautiful lilies and sunflowers we had growing in there when my ears pick three voices coming from inside.

Furrowing my eyebrows as I don't know two of them I get up and walk in "Lilia dear, who are you-" I start but quickly stop as her face comes into my vision, I freeze under the door frame, my face dropping to an annoyed and angry one "What is she doing here?" I ask my beloved walking to her side as she gives the woman a paper "It is a pleasure to see you too, sunflower." she says "Not a pleasure at all, Agatha." I bite back.

Lilia and the boy who's standing behind Agatha look at us intrigued and curious "Do you know each other, darling?" Lilia asks me and after taking a deep breath I turn to her "Of course we do! Y/n and I were really close." Agatha says with her mischievous glint raising her eyebrows before I can get any words out of my mouth "Oh?" Lilia lets out with her eyebrows furrowed and her eyes darting between us two, I see a little hurt and sadness on her face as she realises what Agatha means and it breaks my heart.

I close my eyes and turn to Agatha "Won't you just shut up? What are you even doing here?!" I ask frustrated and ready to slap her gorgeous face, but Lilia hand wraps around my wrist as she knows I can be dangerous when angry and with her touch I stay grounded "Agatha's searching for a coven to go to the road." Lilia says carefully "What?! You're crazy." and then it hits me, my eyes widen in realisation as I turn abruptly to Lilia "You're not going are you?" I asked and she shakes her head "No, love, I won't." she says tenderly as her hand caress one of my cheeks softly, her eyes drowning me with love.

"Actually." Agatha interrupts us "You're both on the list you gave me... Lilia." she states, mockingly saying Lilia's name in a deeper tone as she shakes the paper in her hand "What?!" Lilia let's out shocked "Guess you're joining us after all." Agatha says laughing and walking away, the boy who was with her approaches us and gives us another paper "Agatha's address, be there by 5 pm." he simply says and then rushes to catch Agatha.

I'm in shock as I try to process what just happened and what this means "Darling, we can't go. She's dangerous and the road... It will kill us!" I say frantically walking from one side to the other of the kitchen "Dear, dear! Hey, listen to me. This could be good for us, you know? We could have our wish come true, my dear." she says softly, placing her hands tenderly on both of my cheeks, my forehead instantly lays against her and I close my eyes "You think it is worth it? I don't- I can't lose you, my love." my bottom lip trembles as I say those words, my heart feels like it's being ripped apart just thinking about that.

Lilia pulls away from me and makes me look at her, my eyes full of tears "Do not worry, my dear. You won't get rid of me that easily." she says with a chuckle making me slightly laugh at her "I'll protect you from everything and everyone, my love. My Lilia." I say kissing her lovingly, tenderly... With all the love I feel for her.


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7 months ago

Confession:

I constantly update the lilia calderu x reader tag page to see if there are any new fanfics. The number of times I do this per day is frightening, per hour even more so.

Confession:
7 months ago

I actually hate every day that isn’t a Wednesday I need those silly lesbians and I need them now

7 months ago
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(x)

7 months ago

"why do you let them believe those things about you"

"because the truth is too awful"

Guys, what if "the truth is too awful" is about Agatha taking the power from her son?! What if she really can't control this ability, and at some point Nicholas may have been playing with his new powers and mistakenly directed it at his mother... and that's how it happened?!

And "Mama, stop!" - is a flashback of him asking his mother to stop taking his power and killing him? 😭😭😭

"why Do You Let Them Believe Those Things About You"
7 months ago
I've Never Feared An Actual HOUSE This Much Like The Moment I See A Single Pixel Of It I'm Gonna Freak
I've Never Feared An Actual HOUSE This Much Like The Moment I See A Single Pixel Of It I'm Gonna Freak
I've Never Feared An Actual HOUSE This Much Like The Moment I See A Single Pixel Of It I'm Gonna Freak

I've never feared an actual HOUSE this much like the moment I see a single pixel of it I'm gonna freak out whaT GOES ON IN THERE WHY IS EVERYTHING BLOWING UP and also can we please let agatha breathe like that's my baby stop throwing shit at her and making her miserable hasn't she suffered enOUGh

7 months ago
AGATHA ALL ALONG TWEETS
AGATHA ALL ALONG TWEETS
AGATHA ALL ALONG TWEETS
AGATHA ALL ALONG TWEETS
AGATHA ALL ALONG TWEETS

AGATHA ALL ALONG TWEETS

(part 5)

two more days till my lesbians come back to me guys

discord saw most of this first

7 months ago
Can Y’all Tell Who’s My Favourite Character Or Am I Being Too Subtle

Can y’all tell who’s my favourite character or am I being too subtle

7 months ago

not that I don't love teen, im intrigued to see more of his character -but I kind of need to see rio comforting agatha, esp after what just happened with her mother and her son

7 months ago
#Rio Having A Crazy Good Time!! #while Everyone Else Is Screaming
#Rio Having A Crazy Good Time!! #while Everyone Else Is Screaming

#Rio having a crazy good time!! #while everyone else is screaming

7 months ago

not being funny but rio defending agatha was not only adorable but also really emotional, she loves her SO much

7 months ago

rio saying she will cut agatha's throat for the lols when in reality she was about to fight a ghost for her

7 months ago

"you're so much like your mother" and then he proceeds to mind control them???? So much like his mother in did

7 months ago

okay so ep 5 debrief. (SPOILER ALERT!!)

ALICE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. LITERALLY WTF

Rio’s interaction w Agatha’s mother spoke VOLUMES. V O L U M E S . She KNOWS how Agatha’s mother treated her, she is NOT leaving her with that woman ever.

AGATHAS GLACE AT RIO AND THEN LOOKING AWAY WHILE THEY WERE ON THE BROOMS LORDDDDDD

Agatha and Rio awkwardly doing the broom trade thing was so funny.

TEEN BETRAYING THEM WAS CRAZY. INSANITY I FEAR. also where was Rio at the end?? Was she still with Alice’s body? Was she taking Alice’s body like?? Is the next ep gonna start w her finding teen but Agatha, Jen, and Lilia are gone???

THIS EPISODE CHANGED EVERYTHINGGGG.

7 months ago
#the Lesbian Gaze
#the Lesbian Gaze
#the Lesbian Gaze

#the lesbian gaze

AGATHA ALL ALONG 1.05 - Darkest Hour Wake Thy Power

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