Oh, To Be Dragged Away From An Apathetic State By An Outgoing Friend. To Be Thrown Around From Place

Fyolai headcanons because I'm trash

1. Fyodor is usually cold and blunt, but around Nikolai he becomes passionate, in more ways than one, he talks more freely about things he enjoys, he laughs more (chuckles mischievously), and he's more willing to be himself in a way

2. Nikolai struggles to braid his hair, which leads him to pestering Fyodor to do it for him, which means rat man usually sees the clown without a shirt, early in the morning, late at night, etc

3. Fyodor is an anemic rat, and Nikolai takes advantage of this, whenever Fyodor stands up to fast and starts wobbling, Nikolai is immediately there to catch him

4. Nikolai often laughs so hard he cries, and Fyodor wipes his tears away while gently holding his face

5. Nikolai follows him around sometimes, giving advice and trying to scare Fyodor

6. They read together, you cannot convince me otherwise, these two write things together or write things for each other, much like Poe and Ranpo, Nikolai will write soliloquys and poems about how Fyodor makes him feel, whether it be good or bad, and Fyodor reads old literature to him

7. Nikolai makes Fyodor food on a regular basis, usually cake and sweets, because Fyodor surprisingly isn't very fond of heavy/bitter food, and occasionally this food will be poisoned or include some kind of prank, because y'know, it's Nikolai

8. Nikolai likes to sew (flashbacks to when he sewed that guys skin back on inside out) and he has definitely sewed himself plushies of Fyodor, and they are either adorable or horrifying, he loves them all. He stabs them occasionally, but he always makes more. He also once sewed Fyodor a Nikolai plushie, and Fyodor refuses to admit it, but he keeps it safe and out of harms way, sometimes he'll pretend to play chess with it, or talk to it, Nikolai cuddles with these plushies almost every night, and has at least 7 tucked away in his cloak for when he's away and wants something to do or something to comfort him

9. Fyodor told a joke once, and Nikolai was thoroughly devoted to him ever since, he adores the anemic rat, through all of his flaws and strange tendencies

10. (Bonus) Sigma takes pictures of them at various times, he knows this can be dangerous and potential blackmail if they ever got out, but he finds it sweet that the two have each other (really Sigma is struggling with his "humanity" and he cherishes the moments Fyodor and Nikolai spend together because it makes him feel like he belongs with this strange family of two (borderline insane) husbands and their strange book spawned kid) He got one framed once, of Nikolai poking Fyodor on the nose, and both Fyodor and Nikolai keep a copy with them

@saintsprotecttheghoul and @thebgcharacter here you guys go 🏃 (I'll be reblogging this later because almost everyone is inactive djdbdjh)

Mha actor au but Todoroki actor has the exact same burn as his character on his face it’s just the wrong side

crush

a cursed series of textposts………………………… 

everybody straight till the narrative foil walk in

about the fatui harbingers

can’t believe teyvats being taken over by a bunch of edgy theatre kids 💀

he really is out for blood

[ID: An edited Brooklyn 9-9 meme with Tecchou instead of Rosa. In the first picture he's looking straight into the camera. He says "I've only lost Jouno for ten minutes". In the second picture he's drawing his sword and and is looking down with his eyes hiddedn in the shadow. He continues "But if anything happened to him, I will kill everyone in this room and then myself". End ID]

1966 - Buffy Sainte-Marie has been ahead of her time for fifty years.

𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐒𝐃 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒

✧ Characters : Dazai, Chuuya, Akutagawa, Atsushi, Ranpo, Fyodor, Nikolai, Poe, Kunikida, Tachihara

✧ Word Count : 6K

✧ Warning : These can be triggering although I don’t know whether they’re accurate since these are simply my analyses, observations, and character study.

Disclaimer : This is a mini project to challenge myself to understand people and characters deeper. There is absolutely nothing personal against those who kin these characters. If I offend/hurt any of you, I apologise in advance.

— 𝗗𝗔𝗭𝗔𝗜 𝗢𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗨

Nihilistic. Commitment issues. Dubious.

You enjoy putting on an act or mindset that chips off pieces of you and it comes both deliberately or by instinct. It can be acting like someone you’re not, forcing yourself to fit into the definition of what’s “normal”, actively having self-destructive thoughts, making yourself hang around people you don’t click with, or sometimes all of them. You’ve lost your sense of creating meaningful bonds with other people because you can’t even be at peace with yourself.

What is self-fulfilment is to you? You place everyone at a safe distance and don’t mind if they leave because of your (artificial) antics. In fact, you foresee it happening. You see no point in connections if everyone is ultimately doomed because of themselves. You feel relief when you find out the hidden sides of other people because you’re uneasy if you don’t. That’s how you fidget. You have to know what’s incoming so you can brace yourself. The wariness is never gone, it’s as if you’re anticipating the exact moment they hurt you. You’re distrustful, never letting your guard down when interacting, even with those whom you like. You don’t want them to know that you know much.

Your awareness that everything lacks permanence combined with your wariness about everyone makes you pessimistic in forming new meaningful relations. Everyone is bound to either leave or screw things up, you see the lack of urgency to make amends to broken relations or to create new ones. You’re happy with who and what you have now, you’re satisfied with your stagnance. Nothing has to change. It’s comfortable this way.

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