she/her. 27yo
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BREAKING NEWS: A NEW NO. 6 NOVEL SERIES CALLED "NO.6再会", OR "NO. 6 REUNION" HAS JUST BEEN ANNOUNCED.
YES! Reunion is finally coming! Congratulations to Nezumi, to Shion, to Asano Atsuko, and above all, to the No. 6 fandom for our patience and our faith!
The novel series has an amazon page: [LINK] Toi8 has also confirmed that they drew the official cover [LINK] Read a translation of the Amazon page by jaywishings here: [LINK]
In Asano-san's words: After fourteen years, I present to you once more: No. 6.
“what’s that song called? watching over me? great - that’s about cas. did you know that? did he say that publicly? am I outing him?”
misha WHAT the fuck
How come you always have a boyfriend? How come you only want what you can’t have? Whoa. I know what I want, but I can’t have it. Besides you don’t want me, you just like too flirt. You’re just a complex manifestation of his memories designed to keep him distracted. The fantasy was far too real. No, guys, this is my life, this is the dream. It’s just a dream. Look, I have no illusions, okay? The life I live… It’s a lot of things, but it’s rarely happy. You know what? I'm a realist. I don't see much hope for us. No strings attached. Well, I’ve seen much stranger things happen. Damn, it’s good to see you. A hell of a lot stranger. Anything? Oh, sweet. Almost anything. He’s dead, all the way dead. Because of you. I’ll see you…I will. Is that really you? Part of me always believed you’d come back. Welcome home. But you’re always there, you know? Maybe if you didn’t up and leave us. I left, but you didn’t stop me. I should’ve stopped you. You’re the best friend we’ve ever had. You’re my best friend, but I just let you go. Man, I hope you can hear me… I know you’re in there…I know you can hear me...it’s me. We’re family. The people in your life, in your real life..? You ask, what about all of this is real. You’re my family. We are. People, families, that’s real. Out there, we need you to come back. We need you. We were a family and I didn’t wanna lose that. I need you. I forgive you… I’m sorry it took me so long...I’m sorry it took me ‘till now to say it. I love you. And I let it slip away… You’re our brother, I want you to know that. I love all of you. I need to say something. You don’t have to say it. You don’t have to say anything… Wait, there’s one thing… When Jack was dying…I made a deal. To save him. The price was my life. They’re not gonna get anything from me without agreeing to a few conditions. When I experience a moment of true happiness, the Empty would be summoned and it would take me forever. Why are you telling me this now? I wanted you to know…that when I do picture myself happy… I always wondered, what it could be…what my true happiness could even look like. There’s things, people, feelings…that I wanna experience differently than I had before. It’s with you. Or maybe even for the first time. I never found an answer. Because the one thing I want…it’s something I know I can’t have. But I think I know…I think I know now. Happiness isn’t in…the having, it’s in just being, it’s in just saying it. Why does this sound like a goodbye? Because it is. Whatever you’re thinking of doing, don’t do it. Don’t do this. I have to… You really suck at goodbyes, you know that? This is a better goodbye than the last time. You changed me, Dean.
I love you.
Goodbye, Dean.
I should’ve said, “I love you, too.”
smile and wave boys, smile and wave
... and Castiel was gonna be there, sitting at the bar with his arm around Dean.... 🫠
Forgive me if this doesn't make sense but
Dean understands himself. He is not drowning in internalized homophobia. He doesn't not know that he's into men. What Dean is, however, is a liar. He lies to everyone, all the time. I think this touches on the queer experience in a way we dont always see in media. We always talk about coming out and coming out scenes but what we never talk about why we come out. It's because of how difficult the lying is. But deans lied about everything, all his life. Not just about his sexuality, or things related to hunting. But he lies (directly or by ommission) about the music he likes, the clothes he likes, literally everything, just to fit into this box of what everyone expects him to be. He understands himself, you just don't have the critical thinking skills to see past his lies, you take his word at face value even though the show has told you repeatedly that dean is a liar
Do you ever think about how Castiel loved Dean so much that he broke the narrative. That he faced god and said “you don’t own us” and fought tooth and nail to keep Dean safe to keep Dean happy even when it came at his own expense?
Do you ever think about that all and realize that no matter what you do no matter who you meet no one could possibly love you as much as Castiel loved Dean Winchester?
Do you ever just want to cry?
[the cw after multiple failed attempts to silence and/or fire misha]: bro why won't the fans let us get rid of this gay ass angel he's ruining our homophobic show
misha destiel collins:
the thing about destiel is dean just wants to be needed and cas just needs to be wanted
Why does every supernatural episode with both dean and castiel in it look like people were FIGHTING in the writing room and just couldn’t agree on wether the two should be together romantically or not so they just settled on giving the public a bit of both
A bisexual man with abandonment and self-worth issues having trouble communicating to the man he loves that he wants him to stay -
And a gay man who is haunted by his surroundings, reminded of his son who's no longer with him, thinking there's not a reason for him to stay because no one will give him one and that the only way to make amends is to leave -
Now where have I heard this before...
riiiiiiight....
"...Dean. You asked what about all of this is real. We are"
I'm going insane do yall want anything
i hate when i’m just going about my day and all of a sudden- “you changed me, dean”
every badass wife of the 118 comes with a lame detective firefighter
So I started watching season 2 of 9-1-1 and I am officially a Eddie Diaz lover first and foremost and a human being second
the Cain plot was actually crazy bc wdym the writers said yes here’s Cain but Abel’s not important. What IS important is Cain had a wife and she was the only person who could stop Cain from becoming a monster (flashbacks provided). Now here’s a parallel of Dean and his “best friend” Cas that follows the exact play by play of Cain and his wife. Oh but it’s strictly platonic we’d never make Destiel happen. HELLO??????
close enough, welcome back dean winchester confessional scene
I'm going to reblog every 911/spn confession scene I see
there is something so tragically beautiful about repressed homosexuals in a confession booth 🙃🙃
eddie’s gonna get in that confession booth and say there’s things, people, feelings he wants experience differently than he has before maybe even for the first time
heaven is not fit to house a love like you and I
thank you mr. hozier for blessing us with francesca it is truly thee most destiel-coded song ever produced
watch it on youtube
I just watched a still from a scene where Eddie is in a confessional, and it reminded me of the confession on spn (because everything reminds me of that show, I can't help myself), I am not saying that the content of the confession it's the same, because I didn't watch Eddie's confession, so Idk.
Till this day spn keeps running in my head, what do you mean Dean Winchester has people/ feelings that he wanted to experience it for the first time or differently! What did it mean!
glad to ride with you guys
listen I'm ace af but eddie diaz 👀
november 5th you will always be famous