๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ต.
โ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐๐๐ ๐โ๐ผ โ๐๐
๐๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐: ๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ธ(๐ฆ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐), ๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐บ ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด, ๐๐ถ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ(๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ), ๐๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ, ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐ฆ๐น (๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ), ๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐๐ฆ๐น, ๐๐ฐ๐ค๐ฌ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฐ๐ด ๐๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐น๐ถ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ด๐ฆ, ๐๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ ๐๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ(๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต)
๐๐ ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ช ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐๐๐ค ๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐, ๐ก๐๐๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐ก๐ ๐ค๐ฅ!
ใChaos Daddy, yes Chaos Daddy, is King of Camelot which means he can have whatever he wants whenever he wants. He chooses to spend his time using sex as a stress reliever. And Arthur has a lot of pent up stress so...buckle up people it's time to hit the road.
ใLet's get this out of the way first.
ใNo matter what you do, Arthur is always going to ask consent. Whether it is to cum inside of you or if its to kiss you. He's always asking and it's sexy as fuck. He's the King of Camelot, King of Chaos, and the King of Consent. Chaos Daddy will not fuck you without a definite yes. No matter how possessive he is, how jealous he is, how fucking desperate he is, he's going to ask.
ใKing of fucking Consent-
ใArthur is constantly stressed, little things sending him off the rails due to his new powers. With Chaos now as his new power, he has heightened senses. The tiniest things that his lover does can set him off. It could be the way they walk or the tiniest tease of a lick to their upper lip. He will whisk them away and have them up against a stone cold wall in no time.
ใIf he has his arm regenerated, it most likely resembles something of his old arm. It's just maybe black and clawed like a demon's regenerated limb. I'd say sort of like Derieri's.
ใWhen he's finally gotten his lover in a private corner, Arthur is sure to use his body language and hands to show them what he wants. Hands wandering along their body, groping and squeezing the squishy parts of their flesh.
ใA sign that he wants sex could be him gripping his partner's thighs. Honestly, Arthur is a thigh man. Drilling into his partner from above, he grips both hands into their thighs and splits them apart to the point where their muscles are getting that delicious stretching feeling.
ใThere's always a hand on his partner's thigh because Arthur does not quit. He will have his hand on their thigh when eating them out, using his tongue to lick along their entrance and eat them out with such skill.
ใChaos daddy likes to fuck his lover from behind in a mirror so he can see their expressions. Eye contact is a big thing for Arthur because he loves to see the expressions that his partner makes. Their faces and noises get him off, causing him to just fuck them harder than before.
ใArthur has a major breeding kink due to him being a king in all. He has to eventually have an heir and the idea of his lover being swelled with his seed makes him go crazy.
ใHe will often go for 3 rounds of sex when he's up for it. These aren't just sexual rounds, its a 'session' for him. He wants to ensure that his lover knows that they are his. He will be fucking them, cum inside of them, keep himself inside for a few moments, and then go for another round with his release still inside from the previous sessions.
ใ The dirty talk is real-
ใ"You're so lucky to be filled up with your King's seed...Be a grateful bitch and take it~!"
ใ"You're my loyal slut..."
ใ"Tell me you want my seed. Tell me you want me to cum inside of you...~ Beg me for it~..."
ใ"If you want to come on my dick then beg for it..~" ใ"Want me to come inside you? That's so sexy baby."
ใMakes a BIG DEAL about you having his 'royal seed' inside of you. Even if he asks to come inside of you, he still makes you beg for it. He thinks that you're his slut and that you need to be grateful that such a powerful king is taking the time to fuck you.
ใOf course, this is all just talk because he is actually the sweetest little aftercare sunshine ball even if he's been taken over by Chaos.
ใSpeaking of Chaos, he uses Chaos to get himself off. Once his lover found him masturbating using Chaos. His hand was bracing himself on the bed post whilst using makeshift stone hands to force his thighs apart whilst another rubbed up and down his shaft. He looked at his lover, one eye open, and moaned their name to come help him relieve his stress.
ใ "C-Come over here and h-help your King~!"
ใLet's just say that his lover ended up being shoved down onto his dick, riding him whilst the hand played with his balls. Chaotic hands roamed all over both their bodies, and the only sounds the poor people in the castle could hear were Arthur and his lover loudly moaning each other's names despite Arthur using Chaos to fuck them both.
ใHe has their wrists tied above their head, summoning Chaos tentacles to feel along their body whilst he thrusts his hips forward in a deep and rough motion. He can feel everything that they do, able to imagine its his own hands feeling along his partner's body. Whenever Arthur feels his partner tighten on him, he throws his head back and gives out a loud moan or a broken whine.
ใVery expressive when it comes to being in bed. He knows what he wants- He will tell you what he wants in the moment and then ask you if you're okay with it.
ใLuckily, his lover is usually a very open person~ ใHe makes sure he slowly slides into them, hips touching each other, and fills them up all the way before slowly rolling his hips into them. The best way Arthur does this is in doggy position.
ใThey will have their body pressed into the bed, ass up, whilst Arthur's back and whole body is pressed up against them. He gives a few short shallow thrusts before pulling out and then fucking right back into them.
ใIf his partner doesn't hold back, Arthur doesn't hold back. And he will comply when you want more- fucking harder, deepening his cock inside of them, causing them to be louder and louder than usual.
ใThere's a lot of 'yeahs' and praising from his side, constantly telling them how tight they are and how good that they feel. When he cums inside of them, its to the point where there's a bulge in their stomach.
ใArthur will purposefully go multiple rounds to see this bulge, even if its the smallest thing. Its indication that his dick is big enough to keep all of that seed inside of his lover. And sometimes he will sit back whilst using Chaos to fuck his partner after, and jack off to the sight.
ใPoor poor poor (Name)....
ใAny kinks his lover have will be incorporated into his sex routine-
ใHe enjoys cumming right at the same time as his partner because the feeling of them clench around him must cause his whole body to feel like its being milked.
ใThrone sex is a must for Arthur as well. Either getting off by choking on his dick in the throne room, or by riding him on the throne whilst no one else is there. Its a power move for Arthur, finding himself wanting someone to walk in. Even if its a poor servant, he's going to feel amazing.
ใ"Yeah, you like that? Bouncing on my royal cock? Hm? Say it~" ใHe will start training his partner to please him the right way. It starts by him slowly sticking his fingers in his lover's mouth to train their gag reflex. Arthur does not care what kind of gag reflex his partner has, he is going to be fucking his hips into his lover's mouth if he feels like he wants to release. He chases after the feeling, finally accomplishing what he wants at the end.
ใHe will first fuck your throat with his fingers before you are allowed to suck his royal dick. It's a privilege...Earn it.
ใANYWAY YEAH DADDY CHAOS DOES DO A LOT OF GOOD <3
ใI HAVE A LOT MORE TO SAY BUT THATS IT
๐๐ก โ๐๐ฉ๐ฅ: โค๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ค โ๐๐ฝ๐ โ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ค
๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐๐๐๐๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ค, ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐, ๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ฒ, ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ, ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ค, ๐๐ก๐จ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐
Self Indulgent fic for @iz-ana
Tag List: @18moosie @little-miss-chaoss
Why was it that you were so irritatingly gorgeous? It frustrated Arthur, hungrily staring at you from his throne whilst you talked with such fervor. It drove him crazy, the way your lips moved and the passion within your voice. Your passion ignited so much within his own body. It made him angry. Why did he desire you so much in this moment when he was supposed to find a solution to a life or death problem? His knee bounced up and down rather impatiently, waiting for this meeting to be over. He attempted to use his hand to cover his eyes, but he could see you through his fingers. Earlier in the day, he'd been messing with his own magic that he had been blessed with for years now.
Something went awry, an unending desire to fuck a feeling out of him. His cheeks had immediately heated up, but no matter how many times he tried to relieve himself, he was unable to stop thinking. It had been about the 3rd time today that his mind had slipped into erotic thoughts of you, and erotic thoughts they were.
He imagined his fingers sliding down your curves, gripping onto your thighs as he delved his head down into your sopping wet pussy that was all for him. He would tongue fuck you so well, bend you in unheard of positions, fuck you against his cock until you were only allowed to say his name. The King of Chaos wanted to cum inside of you, fill you with his seed as you begged for more. Gods, the sight of you pinned underneath him just excited him so.
Arthur's mind was wandering elsewhere, the tent in his pants underneath the table growing greater. This was so much so that he abruptly dismissed himself from the table in hopes to relieve himself once more. He slammed the door behind him, much to your own concern. Had your speech made Arthur mad? Did you say something wrong? Your heart beat in anticipation.
Entering his room, he closed it shut with as much force as he had. The tent in his pants had began to hurt, desperately wanting to feel himself inside of you. Arthur relieved himself of his clothing, turning back down to his aching cock as his hand captured it after deciding to use his own split as lube. He hissed at the feeling of contact, his eyes tearing up slightly as he began to slowly pump his cock up and down. A string of soft moans came out of him, imagining your mouth taking him as deep as you could. His hips stuttered, rolling in motion hesitantly with his hand's pumping.
Meanwhile, you had dismissed the meeting with the other Knights. How could Arthur just leave? You were Arthur's and he was yours. You always communicated, but nothing had concerned you more with his behavior this past day. You knocked on his door, "Arthur...?" In response, you heard a hiccuping moan.
To you, it sounded like he was in pain. Quickly opening the door he forgot to lock. The sight ignited a feeling within your core, a slight pounding of arousal coming from it. Your mouth ran dry at the sight of Arthur, eyes rolled back into his head as he desperately tried to relieve himself. His hand moved fast, hips bucking in pace. You knew by his moans, he was close. Arthur didn't seem to notice you until you appeared right into his sight.
A wanton whine came from him, your hand grabbing onto his wrist and removing it from his aching cock. His knees buckled together, toes curling as his arousal came right back. "(N-Name)?" Your fingers left his own, quickly beginning to unbutton your shirt. Arthur's magic automatically summoned another arm from the one that had been eaten off by Cath. He wished to fondle with your body, standing upwards.
You felt your back hit the bed, Arthur pulling your hair as his teeth grazed right along your hot skin. You hurriedly pulled off your underwear after he shimmied off your pants, but a hand caught your panties in-between his fingers. He pulled them right down to your ankles, skilled fingers working to rub his ring and middle finger up against your folds. He was desperate to get inside of you, your hair being pulled to the side harshly to expose half of your neck. You yelped in mild pain, moaning his name as his hot tongue glided along the expanse of your neck. His thumb pressed into your clitoris, beginning to furiously rub back and forth whilst his fingers began to become coated in his arousal. "Arthur...!" You moaned out, feeling his tongue lead right up to about the base of your ear. His other hand was fondling your breast, squeezing it and pinching your nipple in-between his thumb and index finger. "You are a fucking slut, you know that? Keeping me worked up all day... Daddy's going to stuff his cock right up into you...make you scream. I wanna be inside you. So hurry up and get wet you whore. Im impatient." He groaned out, feeling you grind yourself against his erection. Arthur's purple eyes gleamed down towards you, panting softly in rhythm with your own rising and falling chest.
"I want Daddy's cock-" You croaked out, bucking your hips up against his palm to add more stimulation. Scooting himself away, Arthur took his hand away from your sopping wet cunt giving a whine of disatisfaction from you. Rubbing both of your thighs, Arthur grinned at you. "Don't you worry, daddy's gonna please you so good. You're going to be so ready for when I stuff you full of my cum...God, I want to cum just because of that thought."
You propped yourself up on your elbows, watching him palm his aching cock, "You see how hard you've made me? I'm gonna stretch you full my love." But he didn't give you the satisfaction of stuffing you full with his tongue, no. What he did was dip his face down to your entrance. "Looks delicious~" He grinned, but ran a finger right along the folds of your entrance.
"But not wet enough for my liking..." That's when he spit right into your cunt, using it as lube to slide his tongue right into your pussy. Your back arched, electric sparks running up your spine as you whined. You attempted to close your thighs, but Arthur squeezed both his hands on your thighs to force them apart. His tongue began to fuck right up into you, licking along your walls and sucking in all of the juices dripping out of your cunt. His nose bumped up against your clit, causing your back to arch. There was a stretching feeling, almost uncomfortable, coming from your thighs. Although this was the case, Arthur's tongue voided any worries from your mind.
He sucked and lapped with fervor, pressing his head inwards to better get an angle where he could feel you writhe and shiver under his grip. Fucking you with his tongue was just the beginning. That wasn't the only thing hot and wet that was going to be inside of you. He worked his tongue right through, watching signs of you getting to your high. Gripping on his hair, pulling forward on it harshly for him to go faster. Your toes curled, eyes shutting as you felt yourself coming on your high. "I-I'm gonna cum Arthur! Keep on going I'm gonna cum! I'm-...!!?!" You whined out, feeling him remove complete contact from you once more.
"Why?!" You tilted your head, Arthur using his knuckle to wipe off the mix of drool and juices from your cunt dripping off his lip. "Because, you don't get to cum. I haven't been able to come all day." He tapped your thigh with two fingers, indicating for you to get onto your hands and knees. His fingers quickly slid into you, giving a few experimental pumps and scissoring you wide just to test it out.
"Good enough-" He muttered to himself, lining up with your entrance, "Gods, I've been waiting for this all day..." Arthur closed his eyes, bringing his head forward as he rubbed his cock along your folds.
You were his to have all to himself. He didn't want anyone else seeing you like this, being able to fuck you like this. The view of your cunt squeezing around nothing drove him crazy. He aligned your hips with his own, rolling them forward and slowly letting himself fill you up. When he bottomed out, an exhale of relief filled you two. A pained whine came from him, trying to stop himself from coming early inside of you, "H-hn...you're so tight~" You reassuringly looked back at Arthur, who looked like he was straight about to lose himself. His eyes flickered, the dark black threatening to consume his irises.
Arthur's hips slowly began to thrust into you, soft moans coming from him with each moment. His lip curled upwards into a sneer, grabbing the back of your hair as he fucked you with more fervor. Your back stretched, head being forced back into the pillow. His hips smacked into your own, almost hearing a hiccuping moan coming from him at how good you stretched around him. Your moans were in tandem with his own, your bodies rocking back and forth. He rolled against your backside with long high pitched moans exiting out of him, rivaling yours in volume.
"Shit f-fuck!" He cussed out, "So good, so good..." He'd pull your hair rather harshly with each good thrust that hit against your g spot. His hips ground up against your clit, providing light friction that accompanied the dull hurting of your head. "Daddy.." You managed to moan out, your hands gripping the edges of the bedsheets.
"What do you want, baby?" He brought up his hand that was gripping your hip, giving a light spank over your asscheeks. That pain caused your eyes to begin to water, sniffing inwards. You couldn't choke it out so Arthur struck your asscheeks once more, a tear slipping down your cheek. He leaned over, causing you to yelp as your thighs were suddenly held up in the air by tentacles that seemingly came from nowhere. Whilst he drilled into you, Arthur used his tongue to lick up your salty tears from your cheek. He slammed into you two more times, until you tightened around him and gushed your juices right all over his cock. A broken cry left you, his name coming right from your mouth as electric shivers of pleasure ran up your spine.
He pulled out, still rock hard. He didn't come yet, he was disatisfied. Instead, he pushed you over by your shoulders to your back. Pushing your thighs right over near your shoulders, he bent you at an odd angle. You moaned feeling him fill you up again, both his hands going to squeeze your jugular. The sounds of hips slapping against each other filled the room, his moans coming out as you tried to breathe out. All you managed to get out were gasps, tears running down your face from lack of air and the full force of feeling his cock ram in and out of you. It was glistening with your juices, Arthur's moans sounding out.
Disgusting phrases flittered out of him, "God damn it baby, you feel so good, so tight. I'm gonna fill you with my seed. F-Fuck...You're gonna give me an heir! Shit! Fuck! Fuck! I'm gonna come! It's coming! Shit!"
He thrusted 3 more times until his muscles twitched, collapsing against you as a broken cry left his lips. His hot cum spilled inside of your insides in fat globs, filling you up to the point where it was spilling out of you due to how tight a fight his cock was around you. He kept himself right inside of you, trying to keep as much of his seed sloshing around in you. The warm feeling ignited inside of you, wrapping you arms around the slumped Arthur who slowly removed his flaccid cock with a whine and observed the sticky substance leave your cunt in globs.
"Fuck yeah, you're so hot." He collapsed next to you, finally feeling relief from earlier flood his body. Arthur trailed kisses along your neck, your chest heaving up and down from all of the feelings surrounding your body. "Mmm, Arthur I love you..." You wrapped your arms around the big King, him cuddling up against your chest.
"I love you too." He turned over, hiking his leg up over your own. He grinned and mumbled out, "You're so beautiful...Most beautiful thing ever." The cavity between your chest was kissed chastely by him before pressing a chaste kiss upon your lips.
"We'll clean when we wake up. I want it in you as long as possible~" He mumbled out into your neck, "Next time lets try cockwarming though-"
"A-Arthur?!"
"Im kidding!"
๐ฆ๐๐ฌ'๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐
caleb xia x fem!reader, boyfriend!rafayel qi x fem!reader
summary: 1.0k
He doesnโt know what he expected. For you to wait for him? For you to mourn him to the point of never moving on, if there was something to move on from in the first place? To you, he was dead for a year. Heโd just have to live with the consequences of that.
or the one where you convince caleb to come with to you an art exhibit in which he learns more about who you've been hanging around since he's been gone.
content: jealousy, unrequited love, possessive caleb
masterlist | beat you to it masterlist
When you had initially invited Caleb along to an art exhibition, heโd been confused. Donโt get him wrong, he was happy to go with youโmore than happy to accompany you on what he thought to be the first of many date-like outings since heโd come back, saying yes with a dopey grin on his faceโbut this hadnโt ever really been his scene. Or, your scene, for that matter. He remembers the field trip your class had taken back in grade school to the Linkon City Art Museum, when you were still only single-digited in age, and how youโd begged Gran to let you stay home for weeks prior. Even the morning of, when youโd pretended to have the flu by sticking your thermometer in front of the space heater in your bedroom.
So, for you to now be dragging him along to some artistsโ showing by choiceโฆ yeah, he was questioning things. Youโd simply shrugged your shoulders when heโd asked the day before, smiling softly, โI know the artist.โ
โOhโฆโ heโd said. โThat Rafayel guy? The one who pays you to go on trips with him?โ
It shouldโve clicked then, he thinks, rather than after youโd already dragged him through dozens of paintings he could care less about, only to stumble up to the final piece which was undeniably a portrait of you. In molten shades of reds and violets, the colors blended your features into something divine. Something worth worshipping, if he hadnโt already been prepared to drop to his knees for you before you had the chance to ask.
Calebโs jaw nearly dropped, his hold on your hand loosening as he let you step closer to the painting. It was beautiful, truly, the only artwork he thinks he would hang on his walls if given the chance. But, then again, what was this Rafayel guy doing painting such a portrait of his girl.ย
โHey, pipsqueak?โ he asks. The sound comes out, but it sounds distant. Far away from the cotton currently filling his brain.ย
You turn to face him with that cheeky grin he remembers from so long ago, the nostalgia tugging even harder at his heart. You were still that same girl heโd fallen for all those years ago. The only girl heโd fallen for, and probably ever would.
โYeah?โ you ask.
โArenโt you his bodyguard?โ he asks, more for reassurance of his own thoughts than anything else. Arenโt you just his bodyguard?
You nod, returning back to his side. For some reason, it didnโt give him the assurance he wanted. Then, with a flicker of your eye line, your attention on him wavers. In an instant, itโs like youโve forgotten him.
โRaf!โ you squeal, wandering away from him to throw your arms around a purple haired man in a navy suit.ย
โHey, cutie,โ the man snickers, lifting your feet up and off of the ground as he accepts your embrace. โHowโd you like it?โ
He nods toward the portrait behind you. Your eyes donโt leave his even as you nod enthusiastically. Rafayelโs smile softens a bit as he sets you back down, lifting his hands to your cheeks to pull you into a reserved kiss. Caleb thinks about excusing himself to go and throw up in the restroom.ย
โOh! Raf, this is Caleb,โ you say as you tilt your head to face your childhood friend. So you do remember him. Rafayel nods as he sticks his hand out to shake Calebโs, a gesture he tentatively takes.ย
โPleasure,โ Rafayel hums. His arm wraps around your waist. The look you give the artist, your head resting delicately on his shoulder, has Calebโs stomach churning further. He hadnโt realized how moon-eyed youโd been over him as a child until he saw that gaze turned onto someone else.ย
Rafayel blinks a few times, tilting his head as he squares up Caleb. It feels like a laser focused on the raw points of his heart, exposed and beating and freshly bruised. Though it feels like hours, in a moment the artistโs gaze returns to you.
โAre you coming to dinner with me and Thomas tonight?โ he asks.
โDinner?โ Calebโs throat is dry and he nearly coughs the statement out.ย
โMy beloved usually joins me for celebratory dinners after these exhibitions,โ Rafayel says, using his spare hand to cradle the side of your head briefly. You hadnโt mentioned anything about dinner. Caleb had already been planning on making something when you got back home.ย
โI told you I couldnโt,โ you say, poking the pout that appeared on Rafayelโs lips. The pilot bit his cheek. Hard. โCalebโs staying with me for a bit. Remember?โ
โYou should go,โ Caleb hears himself say. Heโs off somewhere else in his mind, watching these events unfold before him. Heโs sitting in the attic of your old house, a hand wrapped tight around yours with you kneeling between his spread thighs. You donโt need him anymore. Thatโs what youโd said.
โReally?โ you ask. โYou think you can make it back to my apartment okay?โ
โYeah, yeah. I can get there alright. Iโll wait up for you,โ he swallows.ย
โYou donโt have to do that. Iโm not sure when Iโll make it back,โ you say softly, reaching out a hand to rest gently on his shoulder. Itโs fire and ice all at once. All Caleb can do is nod helplessly.
Itโs not long before Rafayel is ushering you away from him fully, whispering things he canโt hearโand, likely, doesnโt want toโwhile he continues to stand there at the heart of the exhibit. Thereโs a couple of paintings surrounding the painting of you. Various land and oceanscapes strung together in violets and maroons. Periwinkles, navys, ocean skylines that have him craving the comfort the clouds give him back in Skyhaven.ย
He doesnโt know what he expected. For you to wait for him? For you to mourn him to the point of never moving on, if there was something to move on from in the first place? To you, he was dead for a year. Heโd just have to live with the consequences of that.ย
A/N: hello hello this is also cross-posted on ao3 so you can check it out there too if you wanna! i donโt know if thereโs any demand for bertolt content but if there is i am here to provide. hope you enjoy ;)
Summary: A pile of letters, tied in red ribbon and addressed to her from a man now dead.
Warnings: Angst. Fluff and Angst, meaning fluff on the way but angst on the end. Iโve never written angst so I donโt know if iโm any good at it but it made me sad writing it so maybe that means something
This bad boy is over 12k words. Please set aside the appropriate chunk of time if you would like to read it all in one sitting.
Pairings: Bertolt Hoover/Reader
โY/n?โ
There was no response when Jean knocked on the door. She had been in her room for the last day now, only appearing in brief intervals to accept meager portions of food or take a trip to the communal bathrooms. Everyone who saw her gave her at least ten feet of clearance, as though she were going to combust, as though she were going to sink her teeth into her own hand and transform before their eyes.
โY/n, I know youโre in there. I have something for you.โ
โNo, thank you.โ
โToo bad. If you donโt open the door, Iโm bringing Mikasa to break it down.โ
He had wanted to threaten that he would break down the door himself, but Mikasa carried a certain weight around the barracks that he simply could not attain.
Jean balanced the weight of the letters in his hand. There had to be at least two dozen in the pile, likely more, and some of them were several pages long. When he had pulled them out of the wall, they had been wrapped neatly with a red ribbon and kept in a simple leather pouch that tied shut with a drawstring. Bertoltโs other effects were in various states of disrepair, showing signs of water damage, wrinkling, or general wear and tearโ
The letters were pristine.
He had taken one look at the letter on top of the pile before averting his gaze. The words were not meant for him. Every single letter was addressed to the same person, who was now in the middle of reluctantly shuffling towards the door before Jean could call in reinforcements to smoke her out.
โWhat do you want?โ
โDonโt be rude. I brought you something,โ he reiterated, shoving the pile of letters in her direction before she could refuse them. โMail for you.โ
โMy family is dead. No one sends me mail.โ
โYouโll want to read these.โ
She scrunched her brow but finally accepted the letters and slammed the door in Jeanโs face, purposefully ignoring the indignant, โyouโre welcome,โย that he shouted through the door. She carefully pulled open the red ribbon and let the pile fall out all over her desk. As she scanned the words, it became incredibly obvious why the letters had been given to her and not kept for evidence.
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oh, how he just wants to make a pretty little house wife of you. leave you with absolute freedom and autonomy over your time.
you want to go shopping? here's his card.
you to join a yoga/ pilates/ kickboxing class? let's register you together!
you want to renovate the kitchen? my buddy knows a guy.
he wants to come home and smell the amazing cooking you have for him. or on lazy days, plop on the couch with you and eat take out.
he wants to smile at his phone while at work because you sent him a self of you eating breakfast at noon, or taking the dog for a walk, or with shopping backs in the trunk or with the people you're volunteering with or whatever it is your heart desires.
he wants to see you on the porch, barefoot and pregnant, rubbing your belly and waving to him as he pulls up in the driveway.
he wants to hear you ramble on about the new book you read and hated/loved. or help you brainstorm ideas for your passion project.
he wants to brag about you to all his work buddies and bring you to all the corporate dinners and stroke his own ego while you bashfully tell his coworkers that you "don't have a job, my husband takes care of everything."
NANAMIN, BAKUGO, KIRISHIMA, FATGUM, IZUKU, aizawa, yuuta, armin, iida, iwazumi, sugawara + whoever else you want!
Laois x Fem!Reader
!!REBLOGS APPRECIATED!!
A/N: this is a request from AO3!! Short but sweet ^^
warnings: big breeding kink, reader gets pregnant, Laois is really insistent on filling you up with his cum, biting, overstimulation
Laois held onto your hips, squeezing the soft flesh as he pulled you close to rub his bulge against your needy pussy. โYouโre so prettyโฆโ
His eyes were slightly hazy with lust, and you couldnโt help but whine, rubbing against him desperately. โP-please, Laois! I need it!โ
The feeling of his calloused fingers tracing over your belly made you shiver in anticipation. Lately, you had noticed how focused on making sure you were well fed he was, along with fascinated with your tummy.
โGonnaโฆโ he murmured, his fingers pressing down on the fatty part of your belly that protected your uterus. โgonna put a baby there, okay? Gonnaโฆโ
Your cheeks flushed with heat, the wet spot in your panties growing. Laois had never talked like that before, you didnโt even think he wanted childrenโฆ
His thumb rubbed against your clothed clit as his lips pressed against your neck. โYou want it? Want me to make you a mommy?โ
โP-pleaseโฆโ you managed to choke out through your whimpers and panting. โNeed it so bad!โ
โAnything for you, sunshineโฆโ
He pulled off your underwear, his cock rubbing against your dripping pussy. Usually he was insistent on eating you out, but today he desperately needed to fill you up with his cum. Laois needed to breed you more than he needed to breathe air.
He pushed in, groaning against your neck as your pussy clenched around him, eager to drain him of all his cum from the get go. โThatโs my baby, gonna fill you up, promiseโฆโ
Laois fucked into you, biting down on your neck hard enough to have you yelp. But the pain ebbed away into pleasure, and his teeth were replaced with his lips, kissing away at the red mark.
โSorry, loveโฆ canโt help itโฆโ
He was hitting that special spot, making you cry out his name. โL-Laois, please donโt stop!โ
Your nails dug into the soft flesh of his back, making him let out a sharp hiss. โWonโt, I promiseโฆโ
And he was right. Even hours later, when you were beyond exhausted and stuffed full of cum, he was still hitting that special spot, making you cum on his cock over and over.
โT-too muchโฆโ you were being fucked stupid, barely able to speak.
โShh, you can take it. Gotta make sure it takesโฆโ
He lightly pressed down on your belly, making his cum squirt out of you. Laois pouted a little.
โLooks like Iโll have to go againโฆโ
โโโโโโโ
A few months later, you sat with Marcille as she fawned over your baby bump. โOh, I canโt wait to be an Aunt! Do you think the baby will call me Auntie Marcille?โ
You laughed, glancing at Laois as Falin and him watched the two of you through the doorway. โProbably. Marcille might be a mouthful for a baby though.โ
โWhat about Marcy!?โ
Laois and Falin cracked up, causing the blonde elf to blush. โW-what are you two laughing at?โ
โNothingโฆ it just seems like youโre more eager for the baby to come than (Name) and I are.โ Laois said, taking you into his arms. His hand brushed over your belly, his thumb rubbing against the bump softly.
Falin smiled warmly. โI think weโre all excited. Senshi has already started mapping out a meal plan for (Name)โs pregnancy.โ
โHaha, he said heโll teach the baby everything he knows, and Chilchuck is already giving me advice,โ you said, laughing. โItโs sweet, you know they say raising a child takes a villageโฆ you guys are our village.โ
Marcille started crying, hugging you. โOh stop it, Iโm going to cry!โ
โDear, youโre already crying.โ Falin replied, kissing the top of her head.
You and Laois shared a kiss before he led you away by the hand. โSorry ladies, but my wife needs a nap.โ
Laois curled up next to you in bed, his face nuzzled into your neck. โRest, my love.โ
And you did, curled up with your beloved.
5.4 k words / warnings - misunderstandings, you're manipulative but in a marriage-seeker way, lame ass exposition dump at the beginning sorry
summary - you go to The Island in hopes of finding a suitor better than what your parents picked, you meet Laios. disaster ensues.
posting while bleaching my hair send hlep ~~~
When you were five, your fatherโs first hunting dog died. Matilda. A hound mix he praised as if she were his firstborn, and that would sound neglectful if she didnโtย feelย like your eldest sister. When she died, a true member of the family died. Your child heart exploding out of your little chest with the mosaic of grief ripping you this way and that. It was so ugly, you hadnโt expected to feel that way until your parents or a human sister croaked on you.
Itโd also inspired you to do better for yourself than what destiny had in mind. As the youngest in a long line of children, you had little hope of a large inheritance from your well-off father. Instead, you would marry rich and smart and handsome.
Leading you, with a throbbing disinterest in the suitor picked by your parents, to set for The Island in the year 510.
Where you met a very strange man named Laios Touden.
Denial
Month 1 - your first proposition
โWe should celebrate with drinks,โ you skim a finger along the waistline of his cuirass, โAnother dive with no deaths.โ
โOh, yeah,โ Laios nods, grinning blandly at you, โYou think I could rope Shuro into sticking around this time? He usually skips nights out unless Falin asks.โ
โI was thinking something a little more private. Just you and me, maybe?โ
โSure,โ suddenly his brows furrow, a serious ridge setting across his lips, โIs there something you need? I know rent in the western part of The Island is starting to go up, do you live there?โ
โLaios, I- โ you cut yourself off before reminding him you two live on the same street because a sudden idea strikes you. Heโs doing this on purpose. Of course, he is. Heโs the type of guy that wants you to actually ask for it, โI mean, if you really want then I guess everyone coming isnโt so bad.โ
But two can play at that game.
โOkay, great! Iโll let the party know,โ he gives you a thumbs up and turns towards the rest of your group as they pack for the surface.
You watch him wrap an arm around Toshiro and beam at the withdrawn man. You deduce that heโs the type that likes to be chased. Which you feel is a little beneath you, but youโre willing to play a long game as long as he makes it worth your time.
Month 2 - the time you take him to dinner
โThis place is so quiet,โ Laios murmurs, both hands splayed across the table.
You study his fingers, thick and red at the joints -- you bet a gold wedding band would glitter nicely on his hand. Candle light flickers suddenly, a shadow sharpening across his face as he looks around. This snags your attention, you lean forward and curl both arms on the table, chest pressing into the well.
โWell, itโs nice, right?โ
โI guess,โ he avoids looking you in the face, instead focusing on your painted lips before flitting to the table, โI just feel like it's more for couples, right?โ
This is it!
โHuh, you think so?โ
โMhm,โ his eyes settle between your own, observing the curve from your forehead to your nose.
โI bet we make a pretty couple, then.โ
โOh,โ he nods slowly, mulling over the suggestion, โProbably. Iโd say weโre both decently attractive people.โ
Is this it?
Just as you go to ask whatย exactlyย he means by that, your food is ready and Laios starts rambling about how hungry he was regardless of the awkward atmosphere. It makes no sense, but heโs the next village chief of his hometown so you let it pass.
Month 6 - the time you two take a walk
โThanks for accompanying me.โ
Laios waves off your gratitude, โIt was nice to find out we live on the same street anyway.โ
You bite your tongue from telling him that he should already know this in favor of boldly wrapping an arm around his. A rehearsed yelp splices your throat; practiced stumble rocking you askew. Immediately, you set to memorizing the feel of his beefy bicep around yours, wondering how his waist feels. His thighs. His neck and calves and cheeks.
โI saw a rat,โ the lie slips easily, spare hand coming up to coyly cup your own cheek.
โReally?โ he peeks over your head, โWhere?โ
โLaios, thatโs not important!โ
โI didnโt hear any squeaking, do you think it wasย tryingย to be quiet?โ
โLaios!โ you pinch his arm, apologetically rubbing over the tender skin when he whines, โI hate ratsโฆโ
โTheyโre just- โ your sudden furrowing brows and massive scowl halts the rest of his sentence, โSorry. Are you scared of them?โ before you can respond, he spins you towards his other side -- arms still linked tightly, โIf you heard it over here, itโs probably best I stay on this side.โ
โAww,โ you tilt your head against his shoulder, โThatโs actually so sweet, Laios. Thank you.โ
โUh-huh,โ youโre too blinded by the gesture to notice his intense stare scavenging along the dark ground, if you did then you probably wouldโve realized he just wanted to see a rat.
Month 11 - the time you find his gourmet guide
โIs this why you started a party?โ
โNo,โ his face flushes rogue from forehead to collarbones, eyes darting away from you. Hands twitching to rip the book from your own.
โYouโre an awful liar,โ you wave the stained, peeling green book -- careful to not rip any of his carefully placed tabs or note cards in the swaying, โWhy hide this? Everyone already knows youโre chock full of monster trivia.โ
Laios sighs quietly, reaching out for the book, and he seems genuinely surprised with what little fight you put up. He smooths one of the curling edges of the cover under his thumb, โThis book hasnโt gotten the best reception before. It's easier to just avoid people seeing it.โ
Somewhere in your chest, thereโs a twinge and ache before youโre speaking again -- for once no plan or motive to your words, โThatโs terrible, Laios. You should be able to show it off.โ
โYou think so?โ he grins.
Technically comforting him will only advance your plan to wed, but strangely youโre finding that you justโฆ want to. You donโt want him to filter himself to live, that sounds cruel.
โYou can talk to me about it anytime,โ you donโt find monsters so fascinating -- to you theyโre no different from a common beast, what does it matter that theyโre eaten by Laios? Despite your own indifference, you want nothing more than to indulge Laios, โIโd love to hear about how they taste.โ
And youโre not sure where that desire comes from.
โI havenโt been able to eat one yet, but Iโm hoping to. I canโt find time to traverse the first few floors by myself.โ
You just know that it feels right to see him excited.
โYou donโt have to go by yourself now, I can join. Youโll be able to go deeper that way, right?โ you laugh at his flaming cheeks, โAnd what luck: Iโm a support mage, you couldnโt ask for a better setup.โ
โIโll have to see when our next rest period is, that way we wonโt be exhausted before going on our own.โ
And when youโre in bed alone later that night, you justify to yourself that having a secret between one another will lay good foundation for future intimacy. You pretend that was on your mind the entire time you made the offer.
Year 2 - the time you invite him into your home
โI have lychees. Itโd be a shame to let them go bad, you know?โ
โWhat are lychee?โ Laios glances from your neck to your room door.
โYouโre kidding,โ you twist the knob and swing it open with the weight of your body, thudding against the wall to allow Laios entry, โTheyโre fruits! Imports from the Eastern Archipelago, I wouldโve thought youโd hear about them since you pester Toshiro about the area all the timeโฆโ
Laiosโ head is on a full axis swivel to find anything unfamiliar, ready to taste all your excitement about the fruits, โNo, never came up,โ he watches you stride past him to a cabinet, โBy the way, whose Toshiro?โ
Quietly, you laugh to yourself, pulling down a rocky, pinkish ball. Laios is too busy thinking about the damage itโs looking to do to his bare hand to process the fact you never answered his question.
(you thought he was joking)
โConsider this a gift for walking me home again.โ
โYou asked,โ he shrugs, watching as you squeeze around the fruit until it cracks in the middle, then peeling the shell away, โBesides, we live on the same street so itโs not out of my way.โ
You hope he says that because he remembered, rather than having โdiscoveredโ it for the fourth time. To stop yourself from asking clarification, you slice the pearly fruit in two, plucking the dark seed before handing both halves to Laios.
โIโve heard some people just pop the whole thing in their mouth, but Iโve never tried it that way,โ you confess, watching him roll the fruit from one cheek to the other before chomping down.
Laiosโ eyes flutter shut, a muted moan following, โThatโs sweet.โ
โI know, right?โ
โBut I still get hints of citrus.โ
โI know, right?!โ
He points to the other lychee in your palm, โDo you have more, orโฆ?โ
You donโt.
โHave it,โ you peel and deseed the one in your hand to press against his lips, โSay โahhโ!โ
He smiles faintly at the cooing, popping his mouth open for you to slide the fruit past his teeth and onto his tongue. A soft kiss tickles your fingertips as he mutters, โThanks.โ
โUh, yeah,โ you pull back slowly, tangling your fingers behind your back and rocking onto the balls of your feet nervously, โYeah, of course.โ
Youโve never been nervous this way around a man before. Youโve felt fear and youโve felt hatred and youโve had crushes, but none of those have made your heart pound quite so hard.
Itโll be good to be attracted to your husband, you think,ย anybody can marry into power but it takes a real hunter to find power so handsome and polite.
Year 3 - the time you ask him to marry you
โWe should get married,โ you blurt, interrupting Laios as he ponders aloud the best way to safely boil a scorpion.
Laios darts up from his book, wide eyes unabashedly boring into your soul, โWhat?โ
โYou and me,โ youโve chased enough, now youโre ready for him to get serious -- you canโt live like this. Dangling just out of reach, only to be abruptly yanked at his whim. Your parents want to meet your fiance, the one youโve abandoned home to find: the one youโre apparently certain is better than their choice for you. You need him to admit defeat before you go insane, โWe should get married.โ
โThatโs what I thought you said, but I wasnโt sure,โ he closes his beloved gourmet guide around a bookmark you crafted specially for him from braided yarn and beads. It had multiple tassels for slotting various spots through the guide simultaneously to more easily find sections he was currently occupied with rather than sort through tabs. He loves its practicality, and he loves it more when he thinks about how you made it with him in mind.
He thinks youโre nice. He thinks youโre charming. He likes spending time with you. You even already know about his monster obsession, and youโre on-board!
Which is basically the best he can get, right?
Dinners with his parents were silent, and the roomโs temperature would sink to match their chilly demeanors.
Dinners with you would be warm, and the quiet moments would be comfortable.
โSure,โ he eventually answers, when he finds no protesting nausea bubbling in his gut he takes it as a good sign, โWe can get married.โ
Not the exact response youโd been hoping for. Though, you shouldโve been more direct, Laios is stubbornly socially inept after all.
Youโll mark it as progress anyway, overjoyed Laios is baseline willing. Which is enough for you.
Definitely enough.
Definitely. Just.ย Enough.
Anger
Upon arrival to the dungeon three years ago, you found it difficult to acclimate to the fact that death was not the end down here. When you saw your first corpse on the second level, you were nigh inconsolable in the weary arms of Toshiro as he mumbled assurances in your ear.
Now, as a seasoned adventurer, youโre reasoning that coldblooded murder isnโt immoral in the dungeon.
(of course, it is, and also of course, you wonโt murder anybody. but- )
You rather like the image of the woman flirting with Laios exploding
Honestly the longer he goes without refusing her, the more you like the image of him exploding too.
โLaios is an idiot,โ Toshiro again is the one to comfort you, โItโs best not to watch.โ
Youโre sure heโs right. Youโre also sure you want to keep watching -- which will entirely ruin your mood for the crawl ahead of your party. This is only your first day, on the first level, during the first meal before you all officially set off. And Laios is explaining to a strange, yet beautiful, woman the way a slime can seep out overhead and suffocate her to death. She isnโt even appreciating the knowledge, sheโs just staring at his stupid pink lips.
โOnce she hears what heโs saying, sheโll lose all interest,โ Toshiro adds, then continuing as your glare fails to subside, โIt isnโt like you two are actually married. She probably thinks heโs single.โ
โHe is single,โ Chilchuck buds in, hands locked behind his head, โInter-party relationships are bad news, you know? Iโve seen lots of people fall apart because of jealousy and cheating,โ he shoots daggers at Toshiro briefly, โPining is just the first step to an all out collapse.โ
You gasp at the accusation. You areย notย pining!
โI donโt even like him that way. We should just get married for the land and wealth advantages!โ
You entertain his monster fantasies for the money, you feed him lychees for the status, and youโre fiending to rip that woman away for the property expansion. Thatโs all! His being handsome is just a bonus, not a factor. His soft heart is a neat detail, not something you dream about holding.
Chilchuck doesnโt believe you. And you donโt think you believe yourself at this point either.
Depression
In the wake of Chilchuckโs ominous warning: youโve been avoiding Laios. Youโve been avoiding most of your party, actually. First to lay and last to rise from your bedroll to most effectively close yourself off from nipping at Laios again.
He hadnโt even managed the nerve to ask what had you so perturbed following his conversation with the floozy on the first floor. He just strolls along, normal as he could hope to be while you languish in the back of the party with Toshiro. You wonder if Laios notices youโre not at his side, you wonder what precisely is going through his head. Did he notice she was flirting? Did he care? Is he still keen on marrying you?
Was he ever?
Toshiro catches the sudden exasperated huff you let out, you rub at your aching eyes. While he detests Laiosโ clueless and overly familiar nature, he does feel grateful to work with you. Heโd consider it a massive shame if you were to drop from the party because of emotional duress.
โRead any good books lately?โ
Your hands lower, eyes blinking sluggishly until youโre staring at him with full inquisition, โWhatโฆ?โ
Maintaining a forward stare, Toshiro reaffirms his resolve, โHumor me.โ
โUh, wellโฆโ you comb through your brain for any answer other than the honest one, exhaustion and melancholy blurring your lying ability, โJust one.โ
Eager to strengthen your bond and hopefully secure your stay in the party when this Laios fiasco fully explodes, Toshiro smiles softly at you, โTell me about it.โ
โItโs, well, old. Really old. A little gourmet guideโฆโ you pout, โLaios and I read it together.โ
โOh,โ Toshiro clears his throat, โSorry.โ
Bargaining
Laios could not seem to care less as the handsome dwarf perched at your side pays you yet another compliment. A shred of you feels terrible, terrible pity for the man as every other second your attention sears across the packed tavern to your party. To the blondie still in his armor; the blondie not even looking your way.
โAnother drink, then?โ
โHm?โ you beat ungracefully, forgetting you were meant to be charming the man.
โWould you like another drink?โ he gestures to the barrels behind the bar, โOn my coin, of course,โ his tone falters, head shifting to follow yours, โI get the idea you need to forget this night.โ
โOh, I- no, itโs nothingโฆโ you risk another peek at Laios, finding him somehow more disinterested in you than before -- thoroughly enjoying a one-sided conversation with Toshiro, โIโm notโฆโ
โBetter ways to get your misterโs attention than flirting.โ
โOh,โ youโre embarrassed to be figured out like this, โIโm sorry. Really, I canโt-ย God- Iโm sorry.โ
โHeโs lookinโ this way.โ
Chancing it, you confirm that Laios is now looking at the both of you. His amber eyes flit from your face to the man beside you, to the floor. He returns all focus to Toshiro.
โWow.โ
From pitier to pitied at breakneck speed is more jarring than Laiosโ carelessness.
โHe said he wanted to marry me,โ you reason.
โDid he now?โ the dwarf so obviously disbelieves you, youโre sick just hearing his voice.
โYeah!โ
The dwarf nods slowly, a sarcastic lilt in his following words, โSeems like he meant it.โ
โIโm not drinking anymoreโฆโ you slide off the bar stool, pausing when the manโs voice punches your gut once more.
โYou should find someone more attentive to you.โ
Racing away from the dwarf, you tug Laios away from your partyโs table by his elbow. Youโre glaring, youโre glaring so hard and so viciously that it genuinely startles him.
โAre you okay?โ his neck cranes to gaze upon the dwarf, โYou were talking to that guy, right? Did he freak you out?โ
โSo you knew I was with him?โ you scoff, โDonโt you care at all?โ
Laios shrugs, he didnโt seeย flirtingย -- he has no idea what youโre talking about, and he doesnโt want to seem like a nightmare boss, soโฆ โNot really, I guess.โ
โAre you serious?!โ
โItโs not a crime for you to unwind at a bar. Besides, it isnโt like we belong to each other or something.โ
You turn suddenly, back completely to him before charging out of the bar -- Laios chases, disliking how this conversation is slated to end. He slams into you at the edge of the street, and when he tries balancing you by the shoulders you knock his hands away.
โI thought- โ you circle back to stare at his face, โI thought we wereโฆ I was always on top of you, and we- I said-ย youย said we should get married.โ
Laios squirms with humiliation, then irritation, โWell, you said it weird. Marcille says that stuff to Falin all the time. Why didnโt you just ask to be together?โ
โI did!โ
โDid you?โ
โAll the timeโฆโ
Acceptance
Laios squirms with humiliation, then irritation, โWell, you said it weird. Marcille says that stuff to Falin all the time. Why didnโt you just ask to be together?โ
โI did!โ
โDid you?โ
โAll the timeโฆโ
โI never knew,โ he blinks at you, and the most dreadful thing is you know heโs not bluffing. Laios is a terrible liar, youโve prided yourself on plucking his fibs apart in the past, but this is not one of those times.
โYou didnโt notice?โ youโre lightheaded at his nonchalance, arms coiling around your waist as if to belt your insides right where they are, โYou seriously didnโt notice?โ
โNo,โ Laiosโ pretty lips tear in a frown, โShould I have?โ
He means it literally: are you terribly sad or can we start all over again?
You assume heโs being himself, oblivious and avoidant and so, so, so annoying.
โIโmโฆโ you stumble back, face so hot youโre seconds away from blacking out with terror. Stretching out to steady you, Laios continues to play the kind leader, and it only makes your dinner lurch up your throat. Instinctually, you clasp a hand over your mouth, shaking your head and taking a step back toward the bustling dirt path, โIโm going home.โ
โAre you sure? You donโt have to, we can- โ
You shush Laios, memories whacking you over the head every millisecond just to taunt how stupid you were. Indignity blinds you, eyes snapping shut, โIโm going home, Laios.โ
Panicked, you stammer a goodbye before lugging yourself away. Laios watches you fade into silhouette, drowning under the clogging crowd by townsquare until not even your head is visible. His fists screw at his sides, knuckles burning white, his feet feel the phantom pummeling of a rush against the ground; urging him forward. That might scare you though, and you already seemed awfully upset, so Laios figures it better to let you sleep off tonight. The two of you can rekindle tomorrow.
Peeking over your shoulder, you spot no broad shoulders or sandy blonde hair looming over the rest of the townsfolk.
Call it melodramatic and frustrating, but you were hoping Laios would follow just to grab your hand and ask you to stay. Not that you should be surprised. More often than not recently, youโd felt a burden on the party. Perhaps Laios is content youโre removing yourself. Perhaps heโll be relieved youโre no longer pestering him. Perhaps heโll walk inside and out your feelings to the rest of the party for them to share a laugh over.
(you should know him better than that, but youโre not in your right mind: storming into your room, a teary-eyed mess, to throw your things into bags)
Laios feels a lithe hand dig nails into his arm, he squeals sharply at the sensation and rips back to see Marcille gaping up at him. She throws an arm out toward the dirt road, โWhat are you doing?!โ
Falin gently pries the elf off from Laios before humming thoughtfully at her brother, โThey seemed really distraught. What happened?โ
โWhereโd you two come from?โ Laios twists toward the tavern door, โI didnโt hear you at allโฆโ
Flustered at the questioning, Marcille scoffs and drags Laios inside toward their table, โThis isnโt about us! Have you never read romance before?! That was terrible!โ
โThey were upset, they probably wanted space,โ Laios reasons, slumping into his seat at the head of the table, โWeโll see them tomorrow, weโll talk again.โ
โWhatโd you do now?โ Chilchuck lifts a bottle of wine to his lips and tosses it back in a way that makes Toshiro cringe.
Namari quirks a brow at the man, waiting until heโs finished gulping to ask, โI thought you hated personal relationships and work?โ
โI do, but if he just got rid of our other cleric then we should probably know about it.โ
โI didnโt get rid of them!โ Laios folds his arms with a sigh, โWeโll sort everything out tomorrow when weโre well-rested.โ
Toshiro debates even opening his mouth. Laios is a one-man paradox, somehow well-meaning and belligerent in one breath -- overbearing and entirely hands-off. Laiosโ spot in Toshiroโs heart is a complicated one: at this very moment the spot is incredibly tender. Down to that part of a night out where Toshiro empathizes with how clueless the bumpkin is, and it's that part of his brain that chastises him. After all, if it were him and Falin, he would want someone to say something.
โTheyโre going home,โ Toshiro mumbles.
โHuh?โ Laios cocks his head at the input, โI know, buddy, she told me she was heading home.โ
โNo,โ be nice, be nice, be nice, be nice, โHomeย off The Island. No returning to the dungeon.โ
โHowโd you get all that?โ Marcille leans onto the table with both elbows, nervously brushing long flaxen locks behind her ears.
โWhen we first met, it was something we talked about,โ Toshiro confesses, โIf they couldnโt marry on The Island, theyโd have to take the suitor arranged by their parents back home. This rejection must be the final one.โ
With Falin around, he decides to bite back his next statement:ย Iโm not sure why Laios caught their eye in the first place, though.
โPretty ditzy of you, party leader,โ Chilchuckโs jab echoes into the bottle already resettled against his lips.
Laios stands, unsure of why except for the fact he cannot take the news lightly. His heart is racing in protest, one word jamming another in his hurry to speak, until he finally stutters out, โSo?โ
So, what should I do?
So, why wouldnโt you mention that?
So, why did he let you walk home alone?
โSoโฆโ Falin jumps to respond first, settling a massassing hand on Marcilleโs shoulder to subdue the fuming woman, โIf you want to smooth things over, you should probably go.โ
Laios charges from the tavern despite Namariโs scolding that tonight was supposed to be on his tab.
Quickly coming to terms with the fact youโre long gone, Laios heads straight for the inn he and Falin live above. Certain once on that road, the memory of which hostel youโre renting out of will flood back to him.
. . .
Youโre jamming bags puffy to the clasp when overzealous knocks threaten to rattle your door from its hinges. The only reason you donโt flee via window to shake the banging madman is because you recognize his voice: Laios, calling your name.
You sigh, forfeiting, โCome in, Laios!โ
Despite your own disinterest, you want nothing more than to indulge Laios. It seems that this is something youโll let devour you.
Flinging the door open and shut behind him, Laios stares at you -- slack jawed and pupils eating away irises. He stares into your face.
โWhat is it, Lai- โ
โWe can actually get married!โ he blurts, stunning you into utter bewilderment, โYou donโt have to take a suitor, you can marry me for real! I donโt care much for inheriting the village, but we can tell your parents I do.โ
โLaiosโฆโ
โI donโt have much to throw for a wedding, though, so itโll have to be something quieter than you probably imagined.โ
โLaios.โ
โHuh?โ
โI canโt marry you,โ you turn away from his confused pinch, now sweeping a finger along the scratched edge of your nightstand, โYou donโt get it.โ
โSo make me get it,โ he says so casually, you almost believe itโs really that easy.
โI canโt marry you because I donโt care about your dad,โ heโs struggling to hold in the confused puppy-head-tilt of questioning, you can sense it, โI stopped throwing myself at you for stupid titles a while ago. For a long time I did it genuinely. Because I wanted to.โ
โBecause you liked me.โ
โNow he gets it,โ you huff bitterly.
โI can hear you,โ Laios steps bravely to be beside you, โDo you still like me?โ
You laugh because thatโs all you can think to do. The sun just asked a daisy if it enjoys photosynthesis. A rhino wonders if the oxpecker is well fed. A black cat curls around an orange one in a window sill. Weeds grow so tangled up they need to be ripped as a knot. Two moth-gnawed coats hanging in the back of a rich manโs closet. Stars scorching at one another, colliding lightyears ahead. Squiggly stick figures holding hands in a defaced oil painting. Two eagles clawing at one another as they plummet from the sky.
โI donโt know if thereโs a plane where I donโt.โ
His morbid fascination and tactless enjoyment of life have you in a chokehold, one so fatally unshakable youโre certain heโll someday kill you. Eventually, heโll say something so thoughtlessly true to himself, with so much excitement it oozes from his pores, that youโll have a heart attack then and there.
โSo, why not stay?โ
One day, heโll lead you so deep into the dungeon that you cannot escape.
โYou know what youโre implying, right?โ your voice catches behind chattering teeth, a nervous whisper all you can manage, โI couldnโt, not if youโre just saying this out of guilt.โ
โI know what Iโm saying, I want you to stay so we can be together,โ his face flushes, โI know how selfish it is, but I donโt want you to go home and marry someone else for your family. I want us to marry each other because I like you.โ
His abrupt and daring confession has you petrified. Only your jaw is capable of movement, and the most it can do is dumbly drop before you gargle out a stunted, โOkay.โ
โOkay!โ he excitedly flails out both arms before crushing you against his cuirass, intensely aggressive and deeply endearing at once, โDo I have to meet your parents now?โ
โYes, thatโs kind of the reason they let me stay here, you know? To see who Iโd find on The Island instead of home.โ
โI hate meeting adultsโฆ theyโre soโฆ weird.โ
You choose not to point out that he, as well as everyone he associates with, is an adult.
โJust be yourself,โ a sudden, maybe minorly manipulative, plan roars behind your eyes, โYouโll impress them so much, theyโll leave me alone forever!โ
Hope
โAnd since theyโre slimes, if you poke their eyes they stay perfectly calm! Which is another good way to tell them from the human theyโre mimicking,โ your dad made the mistake of asking Laios what he studied, misinterpreting your use of โfascinated by natureโ to mean โbiology scholarโ. Laios immediately began ranting and neither of your parents had reawakened from their shock yet, โSuccubi can also duplicate people, but thatโs usually when taking the most desired form their target has. Which is mainly sex appeal, so for me itโd probably be, well you know!โ he affectionately squeezes your hand in view of your parents. You watch a little more of your dadโs soul crumble within his eyes, โThe strangest is probably mirror monsters though, since they reflect what they see. They rely on flattery and illusions to swap with humans. Iโd love to meet one so I could see their lure techniques in real time.โ
โWow, honey,โ you grin, peeking at your parents across the table, โCan you circle back to how the shapeshifters make their copies? I just canโt wrap my head around why theyโd use memories instead of the real things!โ
โOh, so itโs actually pretty simple!โ Laios devolves into another ramble, eyes alight with excitement.
Youโre just as glad to be feeding his need to talk about monsters as you are to be terrifying your parents.
โAnd you have a village in the North?โ your father finally coughs out, holding a hand up to silence Laios.
โItโs my fatherโs,โ Laios glances at you through his peripherals, visibly unsure how to carry out the conversation. To his credit, heโd pestered you about whatย exactlyย you wanted him to say about his father, and you only brushed it off as something youโd take care of.
โYouโre the eldest, right?โ your mom chews her thumbnail nervously, โA son at that!โ
โYes, yes, heโs a firstborn son,โ Dad looks to you, โIt was in the letter!โ
โI am,โ Laiosโ foot taps beneath the table. Again glancing at you for further prompting.
โWeโre not moving from The Island anytime soon,โ you return Laiosโ previous hand-squeeze, hoping to ease his nerves. You sit up straight, โWe want to keep exploring the dungeon.โ
โYes, but after that?โ Dadโs eyes are wet with concern and dread, โYouโll have to settle down eventually.โ
โWeโll be fine, Dad. Iโm fine living like this, Iโve had lots of fun -- I want to keep having fun. Iโm excited to marry Laios, and heโs excited to marry me,โ to add to your point, Laios nods enthusiastically, โIโm happy marrying for love, and I donโt care what it implies about me as your child.โ
Meeting Laios was like striking gold. Heโs different from anybody you grew up with, and youโre content to be with him as you continue to grow old.
โIf youโre sure,โ Mom lays a hand on your fatherโs back, as if to wrangle a dog before it bites, โJust visit more often, okay?โ she catches how Laios perks up at the mention of more traveling, โAnd bring Laios, too. Heโs veryโฆ interestingโฆโ
You know. Thatโs why you courted (suffered) him for actual years.
(Choso) touching my face with bare hands and holding me high in his arms, I could touch his chest and feel his soft, warm breathing up my face .He gave me a soft kiss on the lips and a bite on neck.
my QUEEN, i am all yours
4:35
Well.
This was certainly a problem. You and Caleb were only supposed to be hanging out while it rained. That meant reading, building model planes, maybe making soup...
Not...this.
Not sitting with your back against his chest and his hands under your shirt, head on your shoulder watching some movie series on TikTok you randomly found. He hums, making some comment about the protagonist and how they should have done something some other way. You had stopped paying attention a while ago.
You didn't even remember its title.
His hands cupped your breasts, under your bra, kneading them lightly. Occasionally, he would offer a firm squeeze here and there.
"Mm, next part please,"
You blink, your back going stiff for a moment. "Eh?" "The next one, pipsqueak- please." "Oh- oh, right."
Your thumb scrolls up to go down to the next video, but it moved on to some reddit story. You'd have to find the rest of the movie somewhere else.
Caleb sighs, pressing against you, absent-mindedly rolling your nipples between his fingers. "A shame. I was enjoying that." He gives you a quick kiss on the cheek, his hands slipping away from your tits as he gets up to go make lunch. Yeah... a shame.
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