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I used my Oc as a representation of this iconic scene from chapter 11 of my fic. I hope you enjoy it ^-^!
Don't come for me for the hands... I had zero intentions on putting effort in them lmao. I have my phone full of kissing references because this is the first time I draw a kiss so this took way longer than I expected.
hi, may i request âStay. Please.â with mami? thanks in advance!
"And then she looked at me funny when I didn't give out the right answer, but I couldn't help it! I got nervous and ended up saying an answer that was WAY offâŚ"
"What did you say for her to bat an eye like that?"
"She asked me what the square root of four was, and I told her one! I guess my brain thought that she was referring to how many sides it took to make a square, and since she said four, I said that four sides make one square⌠it was so humiliatingâŚ"
"Well, sometimes nerves can get the best of us, myself included. You wouldn't believe how many times I've slipped up by accident the past few days. You just haven't noticed."
Mami's apartment. This is where you'd usually spend an evening or two together when she wasn't off doing something else, something that she deemed important. She'd make a tea party out of it, fixing you only her best brew and enjoying your company. After all, she did want only the best for her beloved. Today was no exception, although you ended up complaining more than chattering.
"What do you mean I haven't noticed? What did you even mess up?" You leaned forward towards Mami, who sat on the opposite end of the table.
"I forgot the other day that you weren't going to be here and I ended up making more tea than I expected to drink myself. Not only that, but I made a cake for the two of us to share and yet you weren't thereâŚ" Mami looked off in the distance, tapping her fingers lightly against the wood of the table as if she was trying to remember more. "Ah, there was also the time that you were here and I neglected to tell you that the others would be coming."
"Oh, I remember that! They teased the two of us a lot that day, calling us the 'cutest couple of the century'. You had quite the red tint to your cheeks, if I remember correctly."
"I just couldn't help it, especially since it came from my menteesâŚ"
Chuckling, you glanced over at your phone that was placed precariously at the edge. It was getting to be quite late in the evening, and looking out the window behind Mami confirmed it. Standing up, you dusted yourself off and looked down at the curious girl, who went to grab her cup of tea.
"I think I should be heading home. It's getting dark outside, and my family might worryâŚ" Biting your lip, you leaned over to grab your phone before Mami placed her hand on top of yours.
"Won't you stay? I haven't brought out the dessert yet. I wanted to wait for it to chill before I served it." She looked at you with her yellow orbs, frowning ever so slightly.
"IâŚ"
"Stay. Please. Just for a little while longer."
Biting your lip, it was almost if you didn't have a choice in the matter. You knew she kept true to her word more often than not, and if she was inviting you for just a small bit of dessert, what reason was there to decline?
"Okay, since you asked nicely, I'll just say that I got caught up doing something late and that I'll be home as soon as I can." Moving, you sat back down on the floor in a seiza position, Mami being the one to stand up instead. Taking her hand away from yours, she placed her cup back on the saucer and went to her kitchen to grab a cake from the fridge.
"I'm sure you'll enjoy this one. It has a chocolate drizzle on top with truffles lining the edges."
"I always enjoy your cakes, though. Especially since you're the one who makes them, Mami."
"You always know just what to say to make me blush, don't you?"
"That's what I'm here for, isn't it? I have to make you smile sometimes."
Shaking her head, a smile formed on her lips.
"Yes⌠that much is true, and I appreciate it, especially since it comes from you."
Paring(s); LADS Rafayel x reader
Word count; 3,626
Themes; swearing, smut, plushie turning human (??), I write the word plushie a lot (I'm sorry), porn with a smidgen of plot, alternative universe
Warnings; Cunnilingus, fingering, slight choking, smidge of hair pulling, some degrading (if you squint), unprotected sex (wrap it up), some boob play, (do not expect a masterpiece of a smutâ I didn't realize how rusty I was at writing them until I actually started đ)
Notes; woah, 700ish notes on my most recent drabble! That's insane tbh. It almost feels like I should only write drabbles, and it wasn't even a smutty drabble either đ¤ I thought people were usually into smut?
Either way, I'm glad yall are liking it while I readjust myself to writing smut once again! I used to write smut SO much when I was younger and then I just stoppedâ but when I do write it again, it might have too much detail and I do apologize beforehand for that...speaking of, it's happening now btw! I'm going to try to write good smut for this. I got this idea for a short, one-shot hentai-ish Manga (it's calledâŚâmy plushie turned into a humanâ or something like that)
Also, lowkey, cotton doesn't even feel like a real word anymore đ
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In High Cotton;
//this Southern idiom means âto be doing well or living a comfortable lifeâ; in comparison, to be âin low cottonâ would mean you're having a bad day//
âWhat are you, a child? Stop carrying around that stupid plushie! It feels like you care more about that damn thing than our relationship.â
Your head whips around to stare at your partner through a glare.
Oh really now?
You care more about a stuffed piece of fabric in comparison to your almost five years of dating this person?? Yeah, right.
Your partner was just trying to deflect this situation away from the fact that you caught them cheating.
They were grasping at straws to throw the blame on you and your cherished plush was the only thing they could throw at youâŚpitiful.
You've had this little plushie since you were little and, honestly, you didn't even remember what show it was fromâ if it was on one. Your childhood friend gave it to you shortly before he moved away and you've since forgotten what he even looked like.
The only memory of him being the purple haired, humanoid plushie currently clasped between your hands as you fought the urge to throw it at your partner.
And, tired of your silence, your partner left your apartment shortly after.
Now, you were left alone with your plushie.
You slowly swipe your thumb back and forth over its pinkish-blue eyes as you ponder just why you cherished it so much. Why you cherished Raf so much.
Yeah, Raf. That's apparently the name of the plushie. That's what your mom claims you called it throughout the years, so you had no reason to change it.
But yeah. You were unsure why it never left your side.
You always kept it in your purse, in your shirt pocketâ it almost felt like an emotional support doll, at this point.
Anyway, you stand up from the floor and go lock your door so your partner couldn't barge back inside the apartment, even if they wanted to. Then, you decide to go to bed. You were off work for the next few days, so you could finally get some well deserved rest.
You quickly get changed into your pajamas and curl up in the bed with Raf in your arms. Your hand resting against the red beret on its head, thumb gently brushing over the small black bead on top of the hat as you drift off to sleep.
You wake up feelingâŚwarm? Too warm, in fact.
You know you fell asleep with the air conditioner on, so there's absolutely no reason for the room to feel as warm as it does.
You grumble under your breath, wanting to go back to sleep as quickly as possible, and keep your eyes shut as you try to kick out from under the covers. You soon realize you can't do this, because you feel an odd weight holding you down.
If your partner snuck back in, you swear to godâ
But when you open your eyes, you're met with an unfamiliar sight.
It'sâŚa stranger. In bed with you.
Their hair, however, was oddly familiar.
Purple hairâŚ
Nah, no way. There's no way your plushie suddenly turned into a human, but that would definitely make you feel less anxious than assuming a stranger was in your home.
You take a deep breath and glance around for your plushie. If you can find it, then this man isn't your favourite stuffed animal and if you can'tâ well, it could've fallen into the floor. You won't sink into the delusion that this man was Raf, until that was your final option.
You couldn't find it with just your eyes, so you attempted to wiggle out of the man's grasp. However, this only causes him to hold you tighter, his arms squeezing around your waist as he pulls you further into his bare chest.
âŚbare chest?
You blink a few times. Your head is close enough to touch the man's chin.
Fuck it.
You put your hands on his chest and desperately try to pull away from him, full on struggling since you've decided to not care if you wake him up or not. He came into your house, why should you be accommodating toward him??
âHmm?â
You hear his tired voice as he finally removes one arm from your waist to rub his eyes, and the moment he opens then, you have no choice but to accept that he was your plushie.
Seriously, like what normal human has pinkish-blue eyes?? No one. Unless he's wearing contacts, that is literally your comfort doll.
You know it sounds crazy, but how else would this random guy know what your plush looks like?? Especially enough to copy its looks perfectly.
âOh. Good morning, Y/n.â He yawns, stretching his arms up and that's when you snap.
You quickly sit up and move away from him, holding a hand out in front of you. âWhat're you doing in my house? You're notâŚRaf, are you?â
âYou recognize me!?â He almost blinds you with his innocently charming smile.
âYou'reâŚjoking, right? I mean, seriously, how am I supposed to believe that?â You say, half asleep but clearly not buying this act. You run a hand through your hair, brows furrowed and you could feel a headache coming on.
âOhâŚyou don't believe me..â he frowns, sitting up against the pillows. âHmmâŚwhat can I do to make you believe me?â
âUhâŚsay something that only someone who knows me would know?â You throw your hands up in the air, exasperatedly.
Come on, how the heck were you supposed to know?? Though, you'd probably believe him if he said something personal.
âRafâ brings his hand up to rest under his chin as he contemplates what to say. After a few moments of silence, you stand up from the bed.
âAlright, if you're not going to say anything, thenââ
âWhen you were seven, you threw up and ran into your mom's room crying because you thought you were dyingâŚuh, oh also, when you were ten, you were trying to ride a bike and busted your knee open when you fellâ you have a scar from it. At eleven, you accidentally punched a kid in the face and got into your first fightâ that you lost, by the way. And at sixteen, you were going to lose your virginity, but your ex said you had to get Raf off the bed and you said, and I quote, âthe doll staysâ.â
âRafâ looks at you after he finishes talking with an almost proud looking smile on his face and you tilt your head to the side.
YouâŚ
âŚwhat?
You had no other choice, but to believe him now.
The scar on your knee would've been the easiest to guess, but the others? But you don't want to seem too gullibleâŚ
You clear your throat, crossing your arms over your chest. âTell me more before I make my decision.â
Surely he wouldn't say anything embarrassing, right?
âYou've faked every orgasm with your current partner. You can only cum ifââ
âOkay, okay!â You quickly place your hand over his mouth. Your face turns scarlet as you squeeze your eyes shut. âThat's enough. I'll believe you for now.â
You feel something wet against your palm and jerk your hand back. âWhat the hellâ did you just lick my hand??â You drag your hand against your pants to wipe it off, before shaking your head. âLook, go get dressed. I'm sure my ex has some clothes you can wear.â
You put an emphasis on ex, since you decided you weren't going to stay with that cheater the moment they left your apartment last night.
Then, you leave the room.
HonestlyâŚ.Raf was a pretty decent roommate. Sure, he didnât work, but you'd come back to a home-cooked meal after work every day. He'd do the laundry, the dishes, and he even painted on the side.
You weren't sure if he'd ever turn back into a plush, but you preferred him this way. With him as a human, you could talk about your day with someone, eat with someoneâŚthere's only one problem.
Personal space andâŚpersonal time.
You haven't been able to get off in almost a monthâ that's how long Raf has been human by nowâ and it has started to get to you. You usually aren't a very sexual person, but sometimes you just need to rub one out every now and againâŚand you can't with him constantly snuggled in the bed next to you.
Tonight was another night where you wouldn't be able to do what you wanted.
You let out a small sigh as you get settled in bed. The TV played a random show in the background as it illuminated the otherwise dark room. Raf laid next to you, one arm curled under the pillow so he could still watch the TV. He was shirtless too, so that made your conundrum even better.
âWhat's wrong?â He asks, not looking away from the TV and you quickly shake your head.
âIt's nothing. Nothing at all.â
Raf shifts over to his side to look at your face, raising one of his eyebrows ever so slightly. âYou haven'tâŚWell, I mean, you usually do it once a week and it's been a month nowââ
âRafââ you sigh, covering his head with a pillow. âShut up.â
He pulls the pillow down, so only his eyes are visible. âDo you still not see me as a man?â
âI don't want to talk about this right now.â You try to pull the pillow back over his face and he catches you by the wrist.
âI could make you feel way better than your ex didâŚâ he trails off as he guides your hand to the front of his pajama pants.
You could visibly see a bump from over the covers and you choke on your spit as you felt something warm under your palm.
Something big.
âRafâŚâ you trail off, but you can't find the will to tell him to let it go.
His words made you curiousâŚyou wanted to know if sex could actually feel good or if he was just talking a big game.
What could he really know about sex, anyways?
He's only been human for a month now, so there's no way he could actually be good at it, right?
As you're lost in thoughts, your hand subconsciously squeezes his election and Raf tilts his head back, teeth sinking into his bottom lip to hold back a groan.
âEarth to Y/n.â He hums, snapping his fingers in front of your face. âYes or no, cutie? I want explicit consent.â
You were battling with your thoughts, but you ultimately nodded your head.
âUse your words now. Your pretty lips aren't just there for show, are they?â The man taps his finger against your bottom lip and you let out an impatient sigh, âYes, now can you pleaseââ
Your words were silenced by Raf's lips crashing down against yours.
One of his hands ghosts down your body, fingers resting under the waistband of your pajama shorts, just a few inches from where you really wanted his touch. His other hand slides up your shirt, cupping a breast.
You feel the bed dip underneath you as Raf swings a leg over your body, fully pinning you to the bed as he continues his assault against your lips.
His tongue swipes across your bottom lip, but you playfully refuse to let him in. In retaliation, Rafâs fingers pinch around your nipple and harshly tug at it. A gasp escapes you and he takes this opportunity to slip his tongue past your open lips.
The only time your lips part is when Raf leans back to tug his shirt off and takes off yours as well.
Now shirtless in front of the man, you can't help but feel a little self conscious.
Though Raf quickly dissuades your self doubt by dipping his head down to latch onto your nipple. His hand finally moved further into your pants. His index finger resting on your clit and you arch your hips up, trying to force him to move.
Your thigh stings in pain as you feel Raf's palm collide with your skin.
âPatience.â He murmurs against your chest.
His fingers draw lazy circles against your clit and, while it is pleasurable, you want more.
You dip your hand past his waistband and grab onto his dick. Your hand could barely wrap fully around it and you could only imagine how it would feel. It felt like it would hurtâŚa little. But what's a little pain?
Your hand lazily strokes Raf's dick, thumb dragging over his tip to collect a few drops of precum and that's when the man finally snaps.
His fingers move lower. His middle finger slowly glides inside of you and he gives you a few thrusts with his singular finger, before adding a second one. With both fingers sheathed inside, he makes a âcome-hitherâ motion with every thrust of his digits.
âR-Rafâ waâahâ wait..â Your nails dig into the skin of his shoulder while your other hand pauses its movements. You try to hide your face in your shoulder, but Raf seizes your chin with a hand.
âDon't look away now, princess. I wanna see your face. Wanna see just how good I'm making you feel.â He tsks and pulls away for a moment.
He strips you of your bottoms, tossing them to the side as his big hands grip your thighs. His palm slaps the newly exposed skin before he taps your hands.
âHold your legs up for me and don't drop them.â
You want to question his words, but don't. Instead, you wrap your arms under your knees and pull them as close to your chest as you can. It was, honestly, a really embarrassing position, but you couldn't help but get even more wet.
Your juices were tacky against your thighs and even dripping down onto the sheets below you.
âRafâŚâ you whine, wondering what's taking him so long since you expected him to fuck you already. But instead of his cock, you feel something else.
You feel something warm and wet against your clit, and a strangled noise comes up from your throat as Raf flicks his tongue against your pussy. His fingers going back to your entrance to slip inside as he wraps his lips around your clit.
Your head tilts back as moans spill from your lips. Raf's skilled fingers working at your center while he tongue draws figure-eights on your clit.
âR-Raf, inside. âWanna cum with you inside, please?â You finally manage to say, your nails digging into your legs.
Your heart stutters in your chest as Raf makes eye contact as he eats you out. Only pausing to respond to you, his fingers still moving.
âYou gotta be more specific, princess. I am inside you right now.â He teases.
As you open your mouth to answer, he curls his fingers and they just barely brush your g-spot.
âI want your diâ ah, Raf, right there!â Your hips jerk with every thrust of his fingers and you can feel yourself growing closer to your first orgasm, but Raf has other plans.
As you squeeze your eyes shut, preparing for your climax, suddenly you feel empty.
When you open your eyes, you notice that Raf is licking his fingers clean.
A lazy smirk tugs at the man's lips and his hand disappears into his pants, freeing his dick from its confines.
Your eyes are immediately drawn to his angry, red tip. The glistening precum. The way his hand drug against the length of it.
âHey, my eyes are up here!ââ Raf snaps his fingers with a pout. âGeez, you really know how to make a man feel like a pack of meat.â He taps the tip of his dick against your clit and your hips jump.
âAh, what's the magic word, cutie?â His hand pushes down on your hips, effectively pinning them to the bed as he smears his precum across your clit.
âIâŚâ You grit your teeth, squeezing your thighs before you finally let them go and hold your arms out. âPlease fuck me.â
Raf's arms wrap around you as he finally pushes his tip inside and his voice of reason finally snaps. He was originally going to take it slow, to give you time to adjust, but the feeling of your tight, warm walls around his cock makes him unable to think straight.
Your legs wrap around his waist as he thrusts into you with reckless abandon. Though there is a bit of skill to his thrusts, there's also a smidgen of inexperience mixed within it.
âYou're so tight, cutie. Do you like my cock that much?â He hums, his lips dragging against the skin of your neck. He firmly presses his lips down, parting them slightly to suck a painful bruise on your neck.
His hips continue to snap forward. His cock languidly pumps in and out of your pussy. The obscene noise of skin slapping against skin, the sound of your bodies coming together, fills the otherwise silent room.
His thumb dips down to make quick circles against your lip as his cock brushes against your g-spot and he claims your lips once more.
Your nails dig into his shoulders, dragging up his skin to leave deep red marks in their wake. Your moans are swallowed by Raf's lips. His tongue collides with yours and you briefly fight for dominance. You ultimately lose, though you didn't put up much of a fight.
The man pulls out and you're about to complain, but suddenly you're flipped onto your knees. Raf presses his palm into the small of your back and your face slams into your pillows.
His cock re-enters as he thrusts, his palm cracks down across your ass. You can't hide the moan that slips from your parted lips and Raf raises a brow.
âOohh, someone's a bit of a pain slut?â
With this new knowledge, Raf pulls you up by your hair. Your back against his chest and his other hand glides over your body. His two fingers make quick circular motions against your clit and he releases your hair, instead wrapping his hand around your throat.
âRâRaf, please. âM so close.â Another noise slips from your lips as his cock just barely kisses your g-spot and you can feel his breath against your ear. âYou gonna cum for me?â He presses a small kiss on your shoulder, his hand squeezing around your neck as he quickens his thrusts.
âUh-huhâŚâ you nod your head, teeth sinking into your bottom lip as you try to hold back your moans. You could feel your juices soaking your thighs, could hear the evidence of your arousal with every thrust.
With one last precise thrust that brushes your g-spot, you cum.
You tilt your head back with a choked cry, your hips jerking as your walls spasm around his cock.
âPrincessâŚâ Raf groans, his hands tightly gripping your hips as he surges forward. Your body falls forward and your hands go out to steady yourself as he continues to harshly thrust. âInside or out?â
You take a moment to think before you turn your head to the side, meeting his eyes. âOut, please.â
Raf flips you over onto your back once more and after a few more pumps, he pulls out. His hand quickly strokes his cock before his head tilts back and he moans. His tip shoots out strings of cum, painting your stomach and chest with white ropes.
âFuckâŚâ he takes a few breathes before you meet each other's eyes.
Then, you both laugh giddily and he dips his head down to gently kiss you.
âI'll go grab a washcloth to clean you up.â He smiles against your lips before he gets off the bed to head into the bathroom.
You sit up and stretch out your sore limbs while you look around for your phone to check the time. âHuhâŚI could've sworn it was on the bed..â You click your tongue and sigh, sliding off the bed to check if it fell into the floor.
Your hand pats around under your bed and you let out a small squeak of surprise as your hand brushes against something soft. You jerk your hand back, but notice your phone was on the floor. You press a hand against your chest to try and still your fast beating heart. Then, you turn on your phone's flashlight to look under your bed.
âWaitâŚâ you squint, noticing something that looks oddly familiar and once you fish it out, your eyes widen.
ItâŚwas Raf.
Slightly dusty since it had been under your bed for a few months, butâŚthis was most certainly Raf, your beloved plushie.
Your head slowly turns in the direction of your bathroom with wide eyes. If your plush Raf was in your hands thenâŚwho was in your bathroom?
The door swings open and Rafâ no, the stranger walks out from your bathroom with a washcloth in hand.
âI think I'm going to need to do the laundry soon. This is the last clean onâ oh, you found it.â The purple-haired man leans against the doorway, crossing his arms over his chest.
âIâ whoâŚâ you look from your cherished plushie to him. âYou're not evenâŚâ
Then, he chuckles.
âYou ever noticed the little black ball on his beret?â He taps a finger against his temple. âI gave you that when we were littleâŚbeen watching you ever since.â He has a smile on his lips as if this was a normal thing to admit.
âYou'reââ
âHighly intelligent? Devilishly handsome?â
ââinsane.â
âNo, silly girl. My name is Rafayel. Don't worry, I'll fuck you a few more times so you can remember it.â
I tried my best and that's all that matters tbh đ I think it seems so bad because it's in second person and I'm used to writing smut in first. But I'm hoping I'll get better at it with practice!
Either way, I'm sure this isn't the worst smut you've read so I hope you enjoyed it!
Also, sorry there isn't a drabble this week! I might write one soon since I've got two days off đ¤ I'm not sure yet tbh
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just memorized your coffee order because it was the most basic decent thing to do. not because it gave him an excuse to talk to you, even if it was for two minutes.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just always kept a spare hair tie with him because you once mentioned that you always forget to bring an extra with you during missions. not because he always remembered every little thing you had ever said.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just didn't particularly like gojo, especially when he was making you laugh. not because he wanted you to laugh like that with him.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just felt his heart drop to his stomach when you got injured on a mission because that's what he'll feel for any other colleague. not because he couldn't bear the idea of not seeing you ever again or hearing you call him 'kento, my angel.'
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just asked to be paired with you because you spoke the least amount of nonsense and you proved to be a good company. not because he was slowly losing interest in talking to anyone else who wasn't you.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just read the books you recommended because they were already on his reading list. not because he wanted to talk to you all the time about everything and anything under the sun.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just brought you your favourite food whenever you seemed in a bad mood because he needed you to focus on the task. not because he didn't like seeing you upset and the thought of you being all sad and teary-eyed made his heart hurt.
nanami kento swore that he didn't love you. he just hated the idea of you loving someone else.
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caleb xia x fem!reader, boyfriend!rafayel qi x fem!reader
summary: 1.0k
He doesnât know what he expected. For you to wait for him? For you to mourn him to the point of never moving on, if there was something to move on from in the first place? To you, he was dead for a year. Heâd just have to live with the consequences of that.
or the one where you convince caleb to come with to you an art exhibit in which he learns more about who you've been hanging around since he's been gone.
content: jealousy, unrequited love, possessive caleb
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When you had initially invited Caleb along to an art exhibition, heâd been confused. Donât get him wrong, he was happy to go with youâmore than happy to accompany you on what he thought to be the first of many date-like outings since heâd come back, saying yes with a dopey grin on his faceâbut this hadnât ever really been his scene. Or, your scene, for that matter. He remembers the field trip your class had taken back in grade school to the Linkon City Art Museum, when you were still only single-digited in age, and how youâd begged Gran to let you stay home for weeks prior. Even the morning of, when youâd pretended to have the flu by sticking your thermometer in front of the space heater in your bedroom.
So, for you to now be dragging him along to some artistsâ showing by choice⌠yeah, he was questioning things. Youâd simply shrugged your shoulders when heâd asked the day before, smiling softly, âI know the artist.â
âOhâŚâ heâd said. âThat Rafayel guy? The one who pays you to go on trips with him?â
It shouldâve clicked then, he thinks, rather than after youâd already dragged him through dozens of paintings he could care less about, only to stumble up to the final piece which was undeniably a portrait of you. In molten shades of reds and violets, the colors blended your features into something divine. Something worth worshipping, if he hadnât already been prepared to drop to his knees for you before you had the chance to ask.
Calebâs jaw nearly dropped, his hold on your hand loosening as he let you step closer to the painting. It was beautiful, truly, the only artwork he thinks he would hang on his walls if given the chance. But, then again, what was this Rafayel guy doing painting such a portrait of his girl.Â
âHey, pipsqueak?â he asks. The sound comes out, but it sounds distant. Far away from the cotton currently filling his brain.Â
You turn to face him with that cheeky grin he remembers from so long ago, the nostalgia tugging even harder at his heart. You were still that same girl heâd fallen for all those years ago. The only girl heâd fallen for, and probably ever would.
âYeah?â you ask.
âArenât you his bodyguard?â he asks, more for reassurance of his own thoughts than anything else. Arenât you just his bodyguard?
You nod, returning back to his side. For some reason, it didnât give him the assurance he wanted. Then, with a flicker of your eye line, your attention on him wavers. In an instant, itâs like youâve forgotten him.
âRaf!â you squeal, wandering away from him to throw your arms around a purple haired man in a navy suit.Â
âHey, cutie,â the man snickers, lifting your feet up and off of the ground as he accepts your embrace. âHowâd you like it?â
He nods toward the portrait behind you. Your eyes donât leave his even as you nod enthusiastically. Rafayelâs smile softens a bit as he sets you back down, lifting his hands to your cheeks to pull you into a reserved kiss. Caleb thinks about excusing himself to go and throw up in the restroom.Â
âOh! Raf, this is Caleb,â you say as you tilt your head to face your childhood friend. So you do remember him. Rafayel nods as he sticks his hand out to shake Calebâs, a gesture he tentatively takes.Â
âPleasure,â Rafayel hums. His arm wraps around your waist. The look you give the artist, your head resting delicately on his shoulder, has Calebâs stomach churning further. He hadnât realized how moon-eyed youâd been over him as a child until he saw that gaze turned onto someone else.Â
Rafayel blinks a few times, tilting his head as he squares up Caleb. It feels like a laser focused on the raw points of his heart, exposed and beating and freshly bruised. Though it feels like hours, in a moment the artistâs gaze returns to you.
âAre you coming to dinner with me and Thomas tonight?â he asks.
âDinner?â Calebâs throat is dry and he nearly coughs the statement out.Â
âMy beloved usually joins me for celebratory dinners after these exhibitions,â Rafayel says, using his spare hand to cradle the side of your head briefly. You hadnât mentioned anything about dinner. Caleb had already been planning on making something when you got back home.Â
âI told you I couldnât,â you say, poking the pout that appeared on Rafayelâs lips. The pilot bit his cheek. Hard. âCalebâs staying with me for a bit. Remember?â
âYou should go,â Caleb hears himself say. Heâs off somewhere else in his mind, watching these events unfold before him. Heâs sitting in the attic of your old house, a hand wrapped tight around yours with you kneeling between his spread thighs. You donât need him anymore. Thatâs what youâd said.
âReally?â you ask. âYou think you can make it back to my apartment okay?â
âYeah, yeah. I can get there alright. Iâll wait up for you,â he swallows.Â
âYou donât have to do that. Iâm not sure when Iâll make it back,â you say softly, reaching out a hand to rest gently on his shoulder. Itâs fire and ice all at once. All Caleb can do is nod helplessly.
Itâs not long before Rafayel is ushering you away from him fully, whispering things he canât hearâand, likely, doesnât want toâwhile he continues to stand there at the heart of the exhibit. Thereâs a couple of paintings surrounding the painting of you. Various land and oceanscapes strung together in violets and maroons. Periwinkles, navys, ocean skylines that have him craving the comfort the clouds give him back in Skyhaven.Â
He doesnât know what he expected. For you to wait for him? For you to mourn him to the point of never moving on, if there was something to move on from in the first place? To you, he was dead for a year. Heâd just have to live with the consequences of that.Â
Can you write about L's s/o riding him in his chair and the Task Force walks in and L doesn't let her get up. Instead having cockwarm him.
mmmm i like this one
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Both of you were fully dressed, aside from the fact that he had put your panties in his pants pocket, and his cock was sticking out of his slacks. L had your skirt bunched up at your stomach- a hand holding a tight grip on your waist. Youâd roll your hips against his, feeling his length move inside you. The feeling caused a soft whimper to escape your lips- the sound lightly bouncing off the walls and echoing through the room.
You began to bounce up and down on his shaft. Moans slipped from the both of you at the feeling. He would lean forward to kiss your neck, attempting to mark your skin while you move. L was still trying to work, but having your tight walls around him made it difficult, so eventually he gave up trying.
Believe it or not, it was his idea to have sex at work. It was still pretty early and he had been feeling a little needy, so he asked if youâd want to fool around. You had never done it while at headquarters before, so you were a bit worried about getting caughtâ although the risk also seemed to turn you on; that being the reason you ended up agreeing.
L would thrust his hips up slightly, the tip of his cock touching that sweet spot deep inside you. You had your hands holding onto his shoulders, your nails digging into his shirt with every thrust. He'd moan your name quietly in your ear as you moved, running his hands up and down your sides and occasionally bring them down to squeeze your ass.
You quickened your pace, grinding on his lap faster and letting your moans gets louder. L threw his head back, a low groan coming from the back of his throat. A few profanities slipped his tongue from having you bounce harder. Your hands slid up his neck, resting under his jaw by his ears and lifting his head so you could kiss him. He'd buck his hips, making you both moan into the sloppy kiss.
Suddenly, he pulled away, squeezing your hips and pushing them down on his lap as if he wanted you to slow down. His head turned slightly- causing your hands to fall from his face- to look at the door while you decreased the speed at which you moved. L grabbed your skirt as he turned to look at you again, pulling it down to cover your exposed lower half.
In a hurried voice, he spoke quietly, "Stop moving, I hear people coming."
Your heart beat became rapid, and your previous excitement turned into worry.
"Shouldn't I get up then? They're gonna know." you said in a whisper.
L turned to look at the door again- the footsteps he heard before now being audible to you as well. Quickly, he kissed you, pulling away to speak against your lips, "Just pretend to be sleeping. It wouldn't be the first time they've seen you do that."
Still a bit concerned, you complied; resting your head on his shoulder while your arms wrapped themselves around his back. He pulled your skirt down a bit more so nothing was showing, and then moved his chair closer to the desk so it looked like he had been working the whole time.
The door had opened and you got scared. You trusted L, but part of you were still anxious about it being obvious you weren't just "sleeping."
L greeted the other task force members, just as he does every morning, and they all quietly got to work. When they asked why you were sleeping on his lap- again- he said you had a "long night and woke up too early," therefore, you were "tired." L was right when he said it wouldn't be the first time they saw you sleeping on his lap; often, you would do that because you found in comfortable. However, today, that was not what this was.
His cock was still as hard as a rock, and sitting deep inside your cunt, which continued to throb for him despite you not moving. He'd shift in his seat a little, resulting in a whimper to leave your lips and turn your face red. Everyone else didn't seem phased by the noise- they probably didn't even hear it. L rubbed your back softly, pretending you were dreaming and that he was easing you back to sleep.
It was becoming difficult to sit there; you're need was growing stronger and you knew L's was too. You tugged at his shirt, implying you were getting impatient and in response, he kissed the top of your head. He looked around at others- they were all surprisingly focused on their work, which meant their attention would be diverted from him.
L moved a hand to your waist, gripping it tightly to hold you still as he bucked his hips up to make you moan. To cover the noise, he pretended to cough and then asked if someone could get him some tea. He leaned down a bit, to whisper in your ear, "Try to be quiet if you don't want anybody to find out why you're really sitting on my lap."
The hand he had on your waist moved back up to the keyboard while his other hand- the one that couldn't be seen by everyone else- moved to your thigh, inching it's way under your skirt and between your legs. His fingers brushed against your clit, soon rubbing small circles into your hardened nub. You pulled the corner of your lower lip into your mouth, biting it hard to prevent any noise from escaping. L's fingers moved agonizingly slow, teasing you to keep you wet.
You weren't sure how long he planned on keeping you here, and you knew that for as long as he was inside you, he'd stay hard. The thought of him keeping you like this for hours made you antsy; there was no way either of you would make it that long. Every few minutes, L would thrust up slightly, letting the tip of his cock hit your g-spot while you tried your best not to moan. It was ridiculous had badly you wanted to grind against him, just to receive the satisfaction, but you knew you couldn't. The most either of you could do was hope there'd be an opportunity for you to get some alone time soon.
Attack on Titan fanfic community, I call upon your help in my time of need. I once read an Eren x Reader where they have to plan Jean and Mikasaâs wedding. I think Eren is a photographer? Please please please help me find it! I think it was either here or on AO3.
Thank you so much.
Kyojuro Rengoku from Demon Slayer