Stepmom! Carla fucking you with her strap and overstimulating you. Not letting you cum until you tell her how badly you want Eren to fuck you š„µ
Mmmmmm and before that, you came to her to tell her how Erenās been touching you in secret, grabbing your ass and playing with your cunt using the mere touch of his cold fingers. Your words were full of worry and confusion, double the last part after Carla said to show her.
You comply, middle and ring finger rubbing your clit as you keep your legs spread over the living room couch. ālike this, momā ah, fuckā you canāt help but whine at the sensation. She had noticed your needy cunt clenching around nothing, simultaneously pushing out the slick forming inside of it. At the very least, she had to pick some up with her thumb and have a taste.
Now here you were, face down and ass up, taking Carlaās cock deep inside your little pussy.
āShit, mom, d-donāt stop,ā you were warm in the face, warm all over, your ass stung with her grip on itā and you never felt so good. āfeels so good, ām gonna cum.ā
Wails and moans drip from your tongue as she delivers a harsh slap to your ass, correcting your misbehaviour. āNo, baby. You know what to do if you wanna cum.ā she speaks between heavy breaths, keeping up her relentless pace, awaiting an answer.
You hide your face in a pillow and shake your head no in embarrassment, but not even a pillow could silence the scream you just let out after her second slap. āWrong answer. Say his name.ā
You muffle a quiet āerenā into the pillow, shying away from Carla. She halts for a brief moment, grabbing a fistful of your hair and bringing your back to her chestā she picks up her pace again. āDidnāt hear you, hun.ā
High up in the clouds; you cry in pleasure, throat vibrating beneath her hand. āEren! Oh, fuck, erenāā Carla smiles in approval, peppering your neck in kisses as she brings you close to your high.
āFuck, mom, wānna take my big brothers dick. Heās s-so big, wanna fuck him.ā
āYeah? You wanna be your big brothers slut?ā she presses further, not stopping even after feeling you cum all over her cock. āYes, yes, yes, yesā iām his slut.ā you thrash in her arms, grinding against her dick as you ride out your high.
laios in ep 15
Yandere! Kyojuro Rengoku x fem! reader
Tw: kidnapping, stalking, violence, he breaks your fingers, Kyo feeds you bird-style and it's pretty gross and gnarly, delusions/detachment from reality, Stockholm Syndrome, masturbation, slight misogyny/traditional gender roles, forced motherhood, allusions to non-con, you and Kyo share a toothbrush ugh, lots of references to death, fem reader, MDNI
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WC: 11K
Similarly to most other Hashira, Kyojuro is greatly attracted to honest, genuine kindness.
His world is so full of hatred, death, and pain, and having a darling who is softer, sweeter, more empathetic makes his heart swell.
(And, occasionally, other things will swell when he sees his darling smiling or complimenting or speaking with children - but Kyojuro pays it no mind. So you shouldnāt, either.)
Thereās just something so alluring about a darling who genuinely cares for the people around them - he himself is quite positive, if not blunt, and a darling who can match his philosophy of protecting and caring for those who need it would be a perfect match.
He likes the idea of a darling who has the best intentions of othersā at heart; itās refreshing to see and interact with someone who is so pure and wonderfully kind, because while his fellow slayers are certainly committed to a good cause, his darling is different.
Theyāre naturally sweet, utterly unaware of the horrors of this world and yet still striving to make others smile, still trying to help undo any wrongs those around them have experienced.
This aspect of his darling is one of the first things he notices about them, and while heās not a selfish man by any means, heāll grow to absolutely love when this caring nature is directed at him, particular after long, difficult missions where heās both physically and emotionally exhausted, only desiring to hold something soft and sweet and warm.
Coincidentally, something exactly like his darling.
The specific passion itself is inconsequential ā it doesnāt matter what his darling loves, as long as they love something.
He himself is driven by internal motivation and a righteousness to help others, and while his darling doesnāt need to be quite this serious, he likes the idea of them having goals and aspirations.
The most likely way this manifests itself within his darling is through a creative platform ā art, music, culinary arts, writing, or any sort of activity in which his darling can express themselves.
He likes that his darling has something they truly enjoy, and heās the type to want to learn about and indulge in his darlingās passion.
Heāll eagerly listen to everything they have to say, absorbing the information with wide, glittering eyes and a smile, trying so very hard to listen to their words but getting repeatedly distracted by how utterly adorable they look when theyāre concentrating.
He canāt stop admiring the way they look when theyāre discussing their passion, how happy they become, radiating a sort of joy and glow that only makes him fall harder and deeper, his obsession solidifying with every smile they give him.
And heāll fully foster this passion of theirs ā heās got access to any resources his darling can dream of, easily providing them and enjoying the way their face lights up, how they become so grateful.
His only caveat is that he has to watch them as they work at their passion, getting a front row seat to watch them enjoy themselves, his bright eyes fixed on them the entire time because god, how are they so utterly perfect?
Itās endearing to Kyojuro because in his mind, his darling looks at him that way, too, with a smile and undying love.
Now, his darling doesnāt need to be ambitious in the sense that they take huge risks, or even that they have high expectations and goals for themselves.
It can manifest this way, sure, but the main core of why he finds this personality trait attractive is because it shows drive.
He likes a darling who has a strong sense of self; he doesnāt want to change his beloved in any way; he wants to be their pillar of support, to offer unwavering help and encouragement for whatever pursuits theyāre chasing after, no matter how big or small.
He thinks itās a wonderful thing to have dreams for the future, just as he does ā he dreams of Senjuro once again having a happy family (one he hopes his darling will help provide), and of all demons being eradicated so that the world can live peacefully.
Heāll cherish and respect any dreams his darling possesses, but only if they donāt interfere with what he believes should happen.
He prioritizes his relationship with his darling above many things, and this includes what his darling wants most.
He will be expecting them to dutifully become his loving partner and wife, to bear his children and help him raise them, to be a guiding, loving hand to teach them morality, charity, and all sorts of other things that his darling hardly believes he possesses.
So while heāll likely crush the ambitions his darling possesses, the mere fact that they have ambitions is attractive to him.
Itās not that Kyojuro canāt fall for a quieter darling, but rather that he wants someone who will match his chattiness.
Heās naturally quite loud, truly a boisterous man who loves to interact with others.
Heās constantly peppering his darling with questions, his voice a steady flow as he just talks and talks and talks, throwing compliments and them alongside grandiose declarations of love, all intermixed with small talk about the weather or the flowers on the sides of the village pathways, or even about the pretty birds flying in the sky.
He just likes interacting with his darling, and he needs someone that is willing to return his eagerness to talk.
He likes the way his darlingās attention stays on him when heās speaking to them; how their eyes stay fixed on his form, how they nod along to his words, how they laugh at his outlandish, unbelievable claims and logic, how they just simply acknowledge him, making him feel comfortable and seen and wanted.
Kyojuro will want to spend hours talking with his darling, and he needs someone who can match this energy. He needs a darling who can pepper him with their own questions, who can keep the conversation flowing and keep the interaction alive.
Besides, Kyojuro has this unwavering, unsatiable curiosity for his beloved, one that can only be partially quelled when his darling is revealing more and more about themselves.
And heāll eagerly listen, mentally storing away each new piece of information, remembering absolutely everything because everything about his darling is important, something that must be remembered and cherished and worshipped.
Theyāre just perfect, and if theyāre naturally chatty, it only furthers his obsession.Ā
Generally speaking, from the moment that Kyojuroās feelings for you fully form, heās absolutely, utterly under the impression that every emotion, desire and draw he feels towards you is returned fully. He honestly believes that youāre just as in love as he is, that the connection heās so acutely aware of between the both of you is mutual, that youāre just as desperate and eager to be his partner, his lover, his wife and the woman heāll spend the rest of his life with.Ā
He doesnāt have any real romantic experience - heās been attracted to women before, sure, but heās never courted someone before you simply because when he courts, he intends to wed.Ā
And as a result, his only real reference for romance is his own parentsā relationship. And while it was loving, beautiful, healthy while his mother was still alive, time and his changing father have left Kyojuro with a bit of a warped view of love.Ā
And this is where his delusions stem from - heās confident, desperate for you to return the passionate feelings he holds for you, and he manages to convince himself of your growing love for him every day.Ā
Heās so sure, in fact, that even as his obsession with you forms (slowly, as heās a bit picky about partners and can be a bit oblivious even towards his own feelings), so do the beginnings of his detachment from reality. As he slowly begins realizing that he enjoys being in your presence more than most other people, your smiles and greetings of oh hello Rengoku, I didnāt know youād be here will seem more and more like you expressing your glee at having him by your side rather than a simple, platonic welcome.Ā
As he realizes that hearing you laugh makes his palms sweat and his heart race, he begins thinking your laugh is really for him, that your chuckles are stronger when theyāre directed at him than compared to others.Ā
Heās imagining your pretty face lighting up with that radiant smile behind closed eyes when heās falling asleep at night, and slowly he begins concluding that your every quirk of the lip towards him must mean that youāre happy with him, that his presence alone fills you with a sort of joy that you simply canāt hide.Ā
(And, perhaps you know that itās you that fills his thoughts at night ā maybe youāre purposefully plaguing his thoughts, trying to tell him something - perhaps you want him to think of you and your lovely mouth, the way your lips look when you say his name, how your tongue flicks out to wet them just soā¦)Ā
Itās mostly innocent in the beginning; his delusions manifest more as simply misreading the signals you send him, honest mistakes that arenāt too uncommon ā but, as the relationship (or, at least the one Kyojuro is trying so very hard cultivate) progresses, these slips in judgment become more and more profound, more and more difficult to ignore.Ā
When heās wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you into his chest as he inhales deeply and enthusiastically greets you in a voice just a bit too breathy for your liking, Kyojuro sees your discreet attempts at ending the far-too-long hug as you merely trying to get comfortable.Ā
Surely you just want to feel more of his body against your own, or want him to be closer so that thereās nothing separating you from him, from the love heās oh so willing to give you.Ā
When you bite your lip and avert your gaze as you politely ask him to stop staring at you so much and following you home, Kyojuro will simply smile, placing a hand on your shoulder and giving you a firm donāt worry, I donāt mind protecting you! Itās my place as a Hashira, after all, so donāt needlessly fret!Ā
He honestly doesnāt understand why youāre not as happy as he is, and frankly he canāt even really fathom the idea that you arenāt happy ā how can he, when heās been searching for so many years for a partner to love and spoil?Ā
How can he, when your body just seems to perfectly fit against his own, your voice like honey and your name a drug as it slips from his lips?Ā
How can he, when heās seen his father so harshly decline, when the memory of his mother is still so fresh, when he wants so badly to build a family of his own, to give Senjuro another family to call his?
How can he, when you become the sole reason he begins valuing his own life during missions, not being as reckless because he needs to come home to you - you need your lover and husband, of course.
(In more ways than one - who will protect you? Provide for you? Pleasure you?)Ā
Kyojuro honestly latches onto you, his every thought and emotion revolving around you you you, to the point where even once heās locked you away, deep inside the Rengoku residence with your shared bed and lovely, expensive new kimonos neatly folded in stacks upon stacks (all in shades of reds and golds, of course, to signify your status with him), he still wonāt recognize that youāre always crying because youāre scared.Ā
He wonāt realizethat you flinch when he touches you because you donāt want him anywhere near you.Ā
He wonāt connect the dots that you spend each and every night curled up in a ball weeping because you just want to go home, please Kyojuro, pleaseā¦Ā
Try as he may, he just canāt fathom that you arenāt as madly, desperately in love ā so donāt bother, really, because itās much more hassle than itās worth, and in the end heāll get what he wants. He always will get what he wants, so why donāt you just give in?Ā
Heāll never let you go, never believe any of your pleas to be freed from him, so why donāt you just accept his love?Ā
Honestly, your personal combat abilities are irrelevant - in Kyojuroās mind, youāre weak. Defenseless. Laughably unable to keep yourself safe and out of trouble - incapable, even, though it sounds a bit harsh.
He believes that youāre too fragile and sweet and wonderful to be anywhere near a demon, a human with bad intentions, or anything of the sort.
Your strengths lie not in battle, but in your charm and beauty - youāre so sweet, your words melting him like butter and leaving him as putty in your hands, his heart doing backflips in his chest as his fingers twitch to do anything and everything just to keep you smiling.
Your talents lie in the way you effortlessly intrigue him; your words ensnaring his attention no matter the topic, your touch sending electricity up his spine, even your most mundane actions making him stop and stare because every little thing you do is important.
You simply arenāt made for the battlefield, or for confrontation in general - heās sure of it, and heās arguably the most trustworthy source of judgment you could find. Heās a seasoned Hashira, seen more death than you can imagine, slaughtered more demons than you can count, so could he really be wrong in his assessment of your abilities?
He sees you as a bit of a baby, in all honesty, because while heās more than aware of your womanly charms (the not so subtle way his eyes rake over your figure when he forces you to bathe with him is enough to convince you of that, if the way his hands ghost over the bulge of his trousers when you speak to him wasnāt enough), he still canāt shake the paranoia that youāll one day be hurt.
Heās terrified that you canāt really take care of yourself as well as he can. And frankly, the paranoia isnāt unfounded ā itās difficult to fault him for his overprotectiveness when you think of his past, how often he sees death, and how often heās the cause of it.
Heās too accustomed to seeing othersā lives lost, and he absolutely refuses to allow you the same fate, so long as heās breathing and has enough finger strength to grip his sword and send air rushing through his lungs.
Heās determined to a disturbing degree to keep you safe; with every demon he decapitates, internally heās sighing in relief because thatās one less monster that could potentially sink their claws into you - every demon dead is a step towards keeping you safe, healthy, alive, his.
Heās patronizing in an odd way, because while he doubts your capabilities, he doesnāt treat you like youāre a child. Heās just hovering, always, with his eyes glued to you and that same unnerving, wide smile on his lips that never seems to go away when youāre around him.
His gaze is wide and excited as he sees how you bring the bowl of soup to your lips to sip, the intensity of the way he watches making your hands tremble and a bit of the hot soup spill down to your chest.
Heāll let you feed yourself - for now - but as soon as you flinch, the heat and wetness making you cringe as you get up to clean yourself, heās on you ā a flash of yellow and red as he tut-tuts and uses the sleeve of his haori to wipe up the mess, a thumb against your lip and his face much too close to yours as he tells you to be careful, donāt hurt yourself, my flame.
Heās not letting you touch anything with sharp edges, for fear that youāll trip and cut yourself, nor does he allow you permission to speak to anyone new that he hasnāt already extensively vetted in his own way.
(This comprises mostly of just simply observing someone, and the moment he sees something even slightly unfavorable - like a snarky comment or even having their hair be messy - heās deciding that theyāre not good enough to interact with you - youāre better than them, and speaking with them would only taint you, bringing you down from the pedestal he places you on.)
Ā Heās controlling, not allowing anyone into your life that isnāt himself, to the point that heāll simply show up the second another man or woman begins speaking with you, a strong arm around your waist with fingers digging in much harsher than they should, that familiar smile tight on his lips.
Heās terrified that heāll one day lose you, and in a lot of ways keeping you safe is his own way of living up to the expectations of his mother.
Youāre weak, so damn weak, and you need someone to care for you, to be there for you and take care of you in your time of need, and Kyojuro is more than happy to take on the role, to take responsibility of your life and safety.
Itās a bit overwhelming, how heās always offering to do tasks for you, interrupting you halfway through to take over with that broad grin of his, that laugh and a rambunctious what kind of lover would I be if I didnāt carry your groceries for you making it difficult to stop him.
And really, eventually youāll get to the point of relenting and letting him to do as he pleases, because as much as the man may intimidate you, scare you or disturb you, thereās just something about his desperation to please you thatāll get you feeling oddly flattered, flustered simply because of the lengths heās willing to go.
Because really, while it may scare you how his hand always seems to find a place at your hip, donāt all the stories and movies have chivalrous male leads helping guide the girl through crowded areas, a steady hand to help keep them grounded, just as Kyojuro does?
Sure, itās weird how he knows the order from every restaurant in town that you like, how heās always able to show up at just the right time with a steaming bowl of udon or whatever youāre feeling, but doesnāt it feel nice to be cared for, that he thought of you and made the stop to buy you something?
It may be disturbing how he gulps and smiles wider every time he sees you bend over, but isnāt it flattering to know that he finds your body attractive?
He wonāt allow you to place a finger on anything or anyone that could hurt you, so youād better get used to the life of a pampered housewife ā because while it will take him a long while to allow you to cook with any sort of heat, thereās something oddly therapeutic about being your big, strong partner that provides for you, while you keep his bed and heart warm, all with that natural charm he finds so alluring.Ā
Because Kyojuroās perceptions of your relationship arenāt exactly realistic, heāll come off as extremely, extremely needy to you. But itās in a strange way ā heās not constantly clinging onto you, needing your reassurance and needing your eyes to stay focused entirely on him.
(He certainly wonāt discourage this kind of behavior, of course, but he isnāt that outwardly desperate, and he isnāt the type to physically grasp your chin to keep you looking at him. Heāll perhaps grasp your hand or your waist to keep you at his hip, but heās not quite that blatant.)
Instead, his clinginess manifests in how heās simply always around you.
His presence will become a constant in your life ā youād be hard pressed to not see those familiar blond and red locks in your peripheral, or to hear that booming voice ringing in your ears. It would be difficult to find yourself in a public situation where Kyojuro isnāt standing diligently at your side, that blinding smile spread across his face, turning just a bit softer and a bit more earnest when itās aimed at you.
Really, he simply hates being away from you. Not having you within his sight makes him nervous, anxiety itching at his stomach because where are you?
Itās not possessiveness, not a paranoia that you could be talking to other men, but rather an honest, genuine, horrible fear that you could be hurt, that someone couldāve taken you and injured you and touched you and possibly even have killed you.
And frankly, the fear isnāt too unfounded ā youāll understand why he's always rushing to you, literally running to catch up with you when you wander away from him, a steady hand pressing into your back as he pulls you into a hug, the faint smell of woodsmoke and musk filling your nose as the hard planes of his chest press against you.
Itās understandable, so you wonāt really wonder why heās always insisting on accompanying you every free moment he has, his presence acting as your shadow but much, much louder. It might make you uncomfortable, sure, because having someone always by your side is a little disorienting and overwhelming at times, but youāll tolerate it ā how can you tell Kyojuro no, anyway?
Heās so radiant when heās giving you that smile, his eyes sparkling and his hands soft and gentle as he grasps onto yours, telling you that heās so excited, we must try the new ramen shop down the street! Iāll order your favorite, you neednāt remind me what it is! I think we should share one, and perhaps a second or thirdā¦
(Itās probably not worth mentioning to him that you never even told him what your favorite is, he just seemed to know it, a fact that initially unnerved you, but youāve found that guessing what youāll like seems to be a talent of his. Itās not, of course, because heās spent hours talking with any family members or friends of yours to learn every possible scrap of information about you that he can, introducing himself as your fiancĆ© and charming them enough to get even the most sensitive secrets out of them, including your menstrual patterns, your bathing routine, even your temperament as a child because heās convinced it will give him insight into the temperaments of your future ā and inevitable ā children together.)
Youāll disregard his penchant for always staying by your side in the beginning, but as time progresses itāll become more difficult to let his behavior roll off your back.
Accompanying you to the market is fine, but youāll bite your lip and find the courage to speak up when he ends up straying a good five feet behind you, his bright eyes burning holes into the back of your head as he keeps pace with you.
(When you turn around to ask him why heās not walking with you, but rather trailing behind you like some sort of stalker, heāll just laugh and tell you in that familiar, boisterous voice that he can protect you better this way! Besides, the view from this angle is excellent! Dissecting that last comment will only make you more uncomfortable, so you simply nod and keep walking, picking up your pace and desperately wishes youād be arriving sooner.)
Him wanting to meet all your friends and acquaintances is fine, but when heās pushing his way into the conversation and snaking an arm around your waist, youāll feel just as awkward as your companions, disturbed by the casual manner with which Kyojuro handles you.
(This almost always leads to the assumption that the two of you are together, which youāll frantically shake your head to, spouting some nonsense about being just friends that makes Kyojuroās brows cock inwards, sending a glance at you with quizzical eyes. Just friends? You are certainly friends, but youāre more than that ā friends donāt daydream about each other, and friends certainly donāt spend nights with ragged breaths, bucking hips, and the otherās name slipping from their lips like a prayer.)
Heās just a lot, and while you knew this from the beginning, time will only increase his behavior, pushing him more and more into spending time with you, into writing you letters while heās away on a mission (theyāre mostly detailing how much he misses you, telling you of each object and person that reminded him of you, and while it would be sweet, the sheer volume and frequency of these letters will make you loathed to open them), even into pushing past your boundaries and being much, much too familiar with you.
(Youāll bid him goodnight after heās walked you home from the meal he insisted you share, but he doesnāt seem to get the hint and instead waltzes straight into your modest home, settling himself at your tableside and beaming at you, telling you to join me, my flame, I wish to hear about your deepest desires! He wonāt insist on staying the night, as that would be too inappropriate for a not yet married couple ā which he seems to be insinuating the two of you are ā and will eventually take his leave, but not before gently grabbing your hand and pressing a kiss against your knuckles thatās much, much too wet, and far too long.)
His clinginess can be suffocating, of course, but once youāre stuck with him, forced to live in the Rengoku estate and call him your husband?
Well, if you thought he was needy before, itās nothing compared to the way he treats you then ā constantly wandering hands (concentrated mostly at your waist, hips, and squeezing your thighs), compliments that toe the line between heartfelt and disturbing (you are so very beautiful, particularly when youāre asleep ā did you know that you smell a certain way when youāre unconscious? Itās sweet, like ripe fruit; I wish to smell it at all times), and those eyes always, always focused on you.
Every free moment he has goes into attending to you, whether you want it or not, so donāt even bother trying to get some distance from the Flame Pillar.
He will invade your space and he will not be regretful, his delusions most often barring him from even realizing that youāre uncomfortable. Ā
Heās simply a man who ardently admires and desires you, and at the end of the day, you canāt even really blame him. Because, as they say, love makes one do crazy things, and heās certainly, certainly in love with you.
When it comes to jealousy, Kyojuro is surprisingly relatively unaffected, all things considered.
Heās not someone whoās biting at your heels the moment another man spares you a glance, and while he obviously doesnāt like the way other men interact with you, heās not nearly as suffocating regarding his possessiveness as some of his fellow Hashira.
He tends to give others the benefit of the doubt, and while heās still very protective over you and would immediately step in if another man posed a threat to your safety or comfort, he doesnāt automatically assume that any man who interacts with you has nefarious intent.
And so, he doesnāt immediately grow jealous and snarl at any man stupid enough to come within a few feet of you ā heās not as depraved, at least in that sense.
(In others, absolutely, but if Kyojuro has one redeeming quality, itās his judgement of character.)
However, this isnāt because of some moral high ground the Pillar possesses, or a firm sense of lucidity ā in fact, itās quite the opposite, as his delusions drive most of his indifference regarding other men giving you attention.
Heās so, so confident in the idea that youāre meant for one another that he honestly doesnāt even register that you could interested in another man, that you could be stolen away from him willingly, that you could fall in love with anyone but the Flame Hashira himself.
He just doesnāt get it, and so he isnāt as suffocating as he could be in these situations ā no, not by a long shot, something youāre admittedly equal parts lucky and unlucky for.
Because really, while you wonāt have to deal with the isolation that comes with extreme levels of possessiveness, being Kyojuroās darling is certainly not an easy ride ā how can it be, when heās so blatantly unaware of the signs in front of him that a man is coming on to you, that heās smiling and flirting with you and reaching out to brush the hair away from your eyes while you bashfully grin and laugh at his lame jokes?
How can you not be unsettled with the way heās so unaffected, always spouting nonsense about how in love you two are, how perfect of a match you are, how no man would ever dare take you away from me ā how could anyone break such a real bond of love?
Itās disturbing, and as time passes slowly youāll come to realize that while he wonāt drag you kicking and screaming away from another man trying to get more than familiar with you, the alternative of watching him broadcast what he perceives to be your ārelationshipā to every stranger who makes eye contact with you will get old very quickly, the feeling of him almost trying to show you off making your skin crawl and a cold sweat break out over your hairline.
Kyojuro isnāt subtle, not in the least, which is why the minute another man approaches you, you should be ready ā the embarrassment will be thick, as will the discomfort of everyone involved (except the Hashira himself, of course).
So you might as well stop trying to converse with other people ā after all, Kyojuro has no problem acting on his intuition, so wonāt you just not give him a reason to be so extravagant?Ā
The moment the man in the small market stall shoots you a shy smile and approaches you, thereās already a sinking feeling settling in your gut, the knowledge that your self-proclaimed āloverā is only a few stalls down making you bite your lip in anxiety.
Heās polite, by all accounts ā full lips a pleasant pink color ask you about your opinion on the newest shipment of melons, the fruit laid out in front of you in a pleasing display. Thereās a respectful distance ofĀ a few feet between your bodies, and his voice is soft, calming, the complete opposite of the boisterous, loud slayer youāve come to be so close with. Itās refreshing, and you shoot him a smile as well as you point to a certain melon on the display.
This one looks ripe ā you can tell, you know, by the markings on the fruit. The more yellow spots, the better the texture will be.
The manās still looking at you, but his gaze shifts to the fruit as he nods in agreement. He laughs a bit, then reaches out to pick up the melon. Iāll trust your advice, then.
Ā The interaction is somewhat short, sweet and innocent, and though you get the feeling that the man finds you attractive (the light blush on his cheeks tells you as much), you donāt feel particularly uncomfortable.
But all too soon the peace of the moment is ending, and a familiar call of your name has your spine stiffening, your throat bobbing as you heavily swallow. The call comes again, and all too soon thereās an unfortunately familiar hand settling on your waist, Kyojuroās muscular arm wrapping around your body and pulling you flush against his side.
Being so close in public would normally embarrass you, but you canāt find it in yourself to care when you know whatās coming.
My flame, who is this? A friend of yours? Kyojuro asks, and before you can open your mouth to answer, the stranger does.
Oh, um, Iām Takeru.
Heās visibly uncomfortable, and as you try to subtly squirm out of the slayerās grasp, Kyojuroās smile only widens.
He nods his head lightly, his smile growing even brighter. A pleasure to meet you, Takeru! I am Kyojuro Rengoku, thank you for helping keep her safe at this busy market place!
The man ā Takeru ā shifts awkwardly, unsure how to respond to such a strange comment, but it doesnāt seem to stop your unwanted companion.
You see, she has such a habit of wandering away in crowded places, and it makes it hard to keep an eye on her! Youād be amazed at how often Iāve seen her trip and fall in places like these!
Ā He laughs at that, and you feel a new kind of embarrassment eat away at you. Does he really need to be sharing all this information?
Yes, itās very crowded, Takeru agrees, and you silently send him a pleading look. He blinks at you, discomfort clearly swimming in the black depths of his dark eyes, and internally you beg Kyojuro to just drag you both away from the stranger.
She can be so forgetful, but thatās the wonderful thing about love! Despite her clumsiness, she is still graceful and elegant to me, and thatās a sign of true love, wouldnāt you agree?
Takeru nods, hesitantly, and you grit your teeth.
Kyojuro sighs dreamily from beside you, squeezing you even tighter against his side. And I do love her, of course! She is my soulmate, the future mother of my children, and every time I gaze at her, my devotion only grows deeper!
Youāre visibly embarrassed now, trying to cover your face and desperately willing the interaction to just be over, but Kyojuro doesnāt seem to hear your silent prayers.
He grabs your wrist gently, his lips pressing kisses against the inside of your wrist, and immediately youāre eyes grow wide. Surely he wouldnāt, not in a public setting ā
He cuts your thoughts off with a press of his lips against yours, the groan that he releases against you making you shiver in anything but pleasure. Your eyes are still open, and you see Takeru staring with a dropped jaw, evidently shocked at Kyojuroās blatant display of affection.
Your brows furrow, and as he slips his tongue past your lips, you find yourself only able to focus on the way Kyojuro is growing louder, his groans getting more pronounced as the kiss grows hungrier, more desperate, feeling less like a tender, heartfelt sign of love.
After a good two minutes he finally pulls away, your lips feeling sticky and wet from his saliva. He stares down at you with heady eyes, his tongue licking his lips as he whispers your name under his breath.
You go to say his name, to ask him if you can just leave the market, but he cuts you off with a laugh.
Oh my flame, where did Takeru go? We must have scared him off with our display of passion! My sincere hopes that heāll one day find a love like ours.
You very much donāt wish that, but as Kyojuro grasps your hand and guides you to the edge of the market place, passing through the spot Takeru had departed from during your sudden and overtly steamy kiss, youāll find yourself sighing.
The blatant act of romance was unwarranted and unwanted, of course, but somehow your lips are tingling, your heart racing in shamefulness and something else ā something that grows stronger and Kyojuro turns to look back at you, a grin stretching across his lips, his cheeks tinted pink as he gazes at you.
Itās wrong and youāll hate it, every part of you screaming to not be fooled by the boyish look heās giving you; heās a slayer, a grown man who very clearly doesnāt understand that you are not future spouses, that you are not in love.
Youāll hate yourself for it, but even as he leads you back to your home, guiding you and not letting your hand go the whole way (even though you youāre very familiar with the route and donāt need his navigational help), youāll find yourself almost, almost wishing heād kiss you again ā just not in front of a stranger this time.
Because heās on the more delusional side, Kyojuroās view of your relationship is warped.
Heās already eager in the context of romantic relationships, but in yours, specifically, heās rushing through all the steps, too excited to get that gold ring on your finger and his last name replacing yours to really take his time with you.
And this becomes problematic particularly because you will have no idea, at least at first, that the Flame Hashira believes youāre courting one another, that itās simply a matter of time before youāre keeping his bed warm and nursing his children.
And because of this quick timeline of your relationship, Kyojuro is actually quite quick to propose living together. Of course, itās a bit taboo to be living under the same roof before youāre wed, but heās willing to bend the traditional rules a bit if you put up any sort of opposition.
If you decline his blatant requests to live with him, he wonāt relent. Initially, heāll bluntly ask you in the middle of a shared meal if youād like to move your belongings into the Rengoku mansion - I can have a few servants come to assist in the moving process, if youād like, and of course Iāll be there to help carry anything heavy!
When you stare at him like heās grown two heads, heāll be a little confused, and curiously asks you why you seem to be shocked.
When you honestly respond, at a loss as to why heās asking you to live with him when youāre very, very firmly just friends, Kyojuro will only laugh in response, his hand coming down to slap his knee because oh, youāre so funny, you sweet, coy little thing.
Heāll drop the subject that day, moving on to ask you about your thoughts about the weather or your favorite color or anything at all, greedy to hear your voice and bask in your attention.
But the next day, when he suddenly pops out of nowhere and accompanies you on your walk into town to buy a few necessities, the question is prompted once more.
I only have two separate futons, but Iām sure we could push them together! Similarly, I only have two blankets, but Iām sure my body heat will keep you warm!
Youāll be confused, giving yourself just a hair more distance between your bodies (heād gotten very close without you noticing), throwing him a glance and worryingly asking what are you talking about?
Heās so nonchalant when he answers our sleeping arrangements, of course that it makes you wonder if youāve missed something, if youāre somehow not in the loop because when the fuck did you agree to sleep in the same room as him, much less in such a position where you could feel his body heat?
Youāll negate his questions and try to change the topic once more, but Kyojuro is relentless - everyday there will be a new question of when youāll inevitably be living together, and with every day he gets more and more restless to finally have you in his arms as he sleeps, to come home to you after long missions, to relish in the sight of you peacefully reading or crafting in the morning sun, wearing his clothing and smelling like him.
Heās a patient man, yes, but even Kyojuro has his limits - and he finally reaches this limit when one day he canāt seem to find you anywhere.
Itās like youāve disappeared off the face of the Earth - heād wanted to spend some time with you (really, heād just finished his allotted training for the day and had been idly daydreaming about holding your hand the whole time, and was now in desperate need of finding you to intertwine your fingers with his), but your home was empty and none of your neighbors seemed to remember seeing you leave.
Immediately worry is eating away at him, because his sole job as your future lover and husband is to keep tabs on you and protect you, and heād been too busy focusing on himself and getting stronger to fulfill his duty.
He searches for you in all the common spots he knows you visit, and with each empty location his desperation gets a bit more extreme, his panic slowly engulfing him because where the fuck could you be?
Eventually heās sprinting around the general area you reside in, running mile after mile as his smile slips away and his entire body grows sweaty, his heart racing and even a few tears threatening to well in his eyes because he canāt stomach the thought that youāve been hurt somehow, that someone has stolen you, that youāre simply gone.
Itās not until the evening that he eventually stumbles upon you, your pretty kimono stained with a bit of dirt as the bottom hem and your shoulders a bit slumped from the heavy bag slung over them, your limbs aching from the long journey itād taken to visit a friend a few villages over.
He happens to run by you along the path, and immediately heās stopping and staring, his chest visibly heaving, his eyes wide and vulnerable as he blinks, pinching himself to make sure this is real, that youāre really standing in front of him, that you havenāt been devoured like heād been imagining.
But all too soon heās rushing forward, the wind knocked out of your lungs as he tackles you to the ground, clutching you against his chest as he bombards you with questions, slurred and rushed as he asks if youāre okay, are you hurt? Where were you? Why didnāt you tell me youād be gone today? Did you speak to anyone? Did anyone touch you? Were you scared without me?
Heās speaking so quickly and loudly into your ear that you canāt even get a response in, his voice slightly uneven and betraying the influx of emotion swimming through his chest. Heāll pull back to gaze at you, thumbs brushing over your cheek, before smiling softly and pressing a soft, long kiss to your forehead, whispering to you that youāll be safe now, my love, forever.
Then it all goes black, and you wake up dressed in a much too nice kimono, sleeping in an ornate room in a futon you donāt recognize, familiar eyes trained on your form as his seated figure watches you slowly wake up beside him.Ā
As a captor, Kyojuro is mostly just suffocating.
Because he still heavily believes in the delusions heās been nursing since the beginning of his infatuation with you, he doesnāt see anything wrong with what heās done. He doesnāt see his relocation of you as kidnapping, nor does he understand why you seem so unhappy to be with him.
It was inevitable that youād be sharing the same home and bed, didnāt you know?
Why do you seem so surprised when he wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you flush against his body, spooning you and sighing your name into your ear with just a bit too much reverence?
Why are you flinching away from him when he pulls you close for a kiss, his calloused fingers gently grasping your chin as he whispers between wet, loud kisses that he loves you, that heās more in love with you than you could possibly imagine, my flame, you are my light in eternal darkness.
Heās sappy and too much and always hovering around you, his presence smothering you in every sense of the word. Heās clingy and needy, always wanting to be watching you and simply observe you, because even though he now spends nearly every hour of every day he has off in your presence, everything you do is still special to him, interesting and wonderful and important, and he has no sense of boundaries.
He will be standing close to you, practically breathing down your neck. He will ask you all sorts of personal questions, ranging from things like your greatest fears and most embarrassing moments to your menstrual cycle and which spots feel best when youāre touching yourself to the thought of him.
(He assumes you must pleasure yourself while thinking of him, because he does, too, religiously, every night, your pretty face and voice and body at the forefront of his thoughts as he paints his fist white over and over and over.)
He doesnāt see any reason why there should be any sort of barriers between the two of you, because youāre soulmates - made for one another, destined to spend your lives together, your fates irrefutably intertwined and brought together by the unyielding, passionate love you possess for one another.
And, unfortunately, this lack of barriers manifests itself in some pretty undesirable ways - youāll be sharing one singular toothbrush, for example, Kyojuro insisting that itās romantic and sweet and becoming of a young couple to share everything with one another, even their saliva.
Heās having the two of you share undergarments; theyāre all made of soft, smooth cloth, in a variety of neutral colors that heāll wear for the day, then shuffle up your legs the next day, smiling and licking his lips because the fabric that spent all day pressed up against him is now pressed up against you.
(And, on days where youāre particularly unlucky, sometimes Kyojuro lets his thoughts run a bit wild once heās wearing them, his eyes fluttering closed as he imagines you and subtly ruts against his palm as he waits for nightfall in the small village his next mission is in, the time passing slowly until heās gasping your name and staining the undergarment with wet warmth, already giddy and excited to have you wear them tomorrow, unwashed.)
Heāll even sometimes share food - and not in a sweet, romantic way, but rather in a raw, connected way; heāll take a bit of food and chew it, then press his lips against yours and push it into your mouth, encouraging you to chew as well, before eventually kissing you once more and swallowing it all himself, his grin nearly blinding because now heās eaten both the meal and you, or at least a bit of your spit.
Heās just weird, and while heās constantly showering you in compliments and spoiling you with anything and everything under the sun, itāll be hard to adjust to this new, strange lifestyle simply because he doesnāt really allow you time to adjust.
Heās expecting everything to be sunshine and roses from the moment you wake up as a freshly kidnapped darling, his expectations high that youāll be pliant and willing and happy to learn that youāre finally, finally together.
And while it takes a lot of disobedience from you to snap him out of his rose colored view of you, Kyojuro is doing everything in his power to make sure that your relationship is perfect, that heās taking good care of you and loving you as he should.
Which leads to another important aspect of being his darling - he doesnāt see women is inferior in any way (Shinobu and Mitsuri alone have dispelled that image), but he likes the idea of you being his housewife, fulfilling traditionally feminine duties.
He likes the idea of you taking care of the home, making sure dinner is cooked and served for him in the evening (heāll often send a crow your way when heās heading home after missions, just so that you can prepare for his arrival - normally, this means a meal and very little clothing adorning your frame, so that he can feast on your delicious food and then your delicious body), and attending to his every need as he does you.
He likes the idea of you keeping the mansion clean and eagerly awaiting his return home when heās away, your devotion to him keeping you motivated to make sure everything is perfectly in order for him.
Heās trying for children very, very early on, his thrusts slow, deep and meaningful as he kisses you and promises that this will finally be the load that takes, because the mere idea of you swollen with his child and needing his help to do things even as simple as sitting down makes him giddy and unbearably excited.
And he doesnāt want just one child - oh no, he wants many, as many as youāre willing to give him.
He wants the perfect family with you, and as your captor, he wonāt try to hide this wish. You will be made aware that he wants you to dote on him, that he wants you to spread your legs and conceive his child, that he wants you you you.
(Heās discussing potential names with you within the first week of having kidnapped you, his fingers idly tracing over your stomach as he tells you that the first born must be named Shinjuro, then perhaps weāll have a daughter, and she can be named Hana! But we must also have some named Takeru, Ucharo, Nakagome, Watabe, and of course Shigeru! And after that, if you have any names in mind, we can surely name the following children them!)
Ā Kyojuro isnāt necessarily bad, per se, as he does genuinely spoil you and give you all the time and attention and physical affection he can, but youāll feel weighed down, crushed, drowning in the way he always seems to take and take from you.
But eventually, you will grow dependent on him - how can you not? Heās still so sweet with all the compliments he gives you (a little deranged, perhaps, but the sentiment is there), the reverence in his eyes when he gazes at you, the gentleness and eagerness in his touch when he has his hands on you.
Heās complicated, yes, but life with him will be so very simple - just bend to his whims, and perhaps youāll even enjoy the way he hugs you so tightly it nearly hurts, or how he limits the number of servants who are allowed to speak with you - he just loves you, and is it so wrong to enjoy being loved?
As his darling, youāre somewhat lucky that Kyojuro is as delusional as he is, if only because it keeps him mostly blind to any misbehavior and attitude you can throw at him.
Of course, he has his limits, but in general heās able to write off any snarky comments of yours or slight attempts to put distance between the two of you as you simply you trying to be funny, barking out a laugh and moving even closer to you, pressing into your space even more, making sure thereās not an inch of space between your bodies.
Or, sometimes, he interprets your very blatant rebellions against him as you simply trying to test his resolve ā he thinks youāre trying to force him into showing just how deeply he loves you, as if youāre testing just how strong his feelings for you are.
And while he finds this just the slightest bit offensive (youāre doubting his love for you ā his passion for you; can you not tell that his heart beats only for you? Can you not see that alongside his duty to the Corp, youāre the reason he breaths, the reason he wakes up in the morning, the reason heās alive?), it mostly serves as motivation for him to love you harder, to become more expressive with his feelings.
It pushes him to hug you tighter, his fingers nearly leaving bruises with the strength of his grip around you, the hugs going much longer and getting more intimate, if the brush of something big and hard against your thigh is any indication.
It pushes him to compliment you more, the words falling from his lips with such conviction that itāll almost make you flustered, if the content wasnāt so unnerving.
(Thereās lots of you are so beautiful, my flame, but thereās also a lot of you look so peaceful in your sleep, it makes me want to lock you away forever and keep you mine and deep inhales followed by your scent sets me on fire, my love, you donāt know what you do to me.)
He views most of your rebellions as simply you trying to catch his attention, perhaps being a sign that you feel youāre being neglected by all the missions he must leave you and attend to.
And frankly, Kyojuro doesnāt blame you ā he wishes he could give you more attention too, because although he feels his job is wildly fulfilling and the morally correct thing to do, a more selfish part of his heart yearns to spend his days with you in his hands instead of his sword, your body curled up against his while he keeps you warm and tells you how deeply he loves you.
And because of all the different avenues he employs to simply disregard any negative behavior from you, punishments with Kyojuro are extremely rare. It takes quite a bit to push him into reality for even a brief moment, to force him to come face to face with the fact that you arenāt happy and that you donāt love him.
He only has a few triggers that can be powerful enough to force him into this mindset ā you harming yourself, and you attempting to escape.
When you injure yourself, itās difficult to rationalize why you would have done that, but heās normally able to scold you (with condescending words and tone, that same smile stretched across his lips), telling you to be more careful and let me prepare your bath next time, all burns from hot water must be avoided in the future! But you trying to escape is not so easy to twist into a pleasing fantasy of his.
Itās much harder to understand why youāre ceaselessly trying to break open the windows of the estate, to the point where your knuckles bleed and your elbows bruise. Itās harder to understand why you try to work at the lock keeping the main doors sealed, your poor fingernails splitting and aching from all the tugging and pulling.
Heās not sure why youāre going through so much trouble ā surely there must be easier ways to get his attention. Surely there must be less painful and pitiful methods to get him fawning over you and proving his dedication to you ā so why arenāt you taking them? Why are you choosing this difficult path, one that makes him apprehensive to leave you alone for more than thirty seconds?
(Not that thatās the only reason heās hesitant to leave you alone ā his clinginess and desire for your physical touch is the bulk majority ā but itās still a major player.)
And when he asks you, with his arms wrapped around your abdomen, your own arms flailing and your legs kicking at anything you can reach, your answer will have him pausing for a moment, an unwelcome feeling of reality washing back over him.
Because I hate being here, I want to go home! Please, let me go home!
His spine goes straight at that, his eyes widening ever so slightly, your punches and kicks to his shoulders and thighs doing nothing to faze him. You want⦠to go home? But arenāt you already home, by his side?
His grip tightens on you, a sort of displeased hum ringing in your ears. Heās carrying you away from the front doors and down the convoluted hallways of the estate, his grip on you never weakening.
Your words repeat over and over in his head, each replay confusing him more and more. You arenāt happy being here? With him? He bites his lip, bright eyes glancing down at you in his arms, with big tears slipping down your cheeks and your shoulders shaking with poorly concealed sobs.
This doesnāt seem like an attempt at gaining his attention ā why would you go through such lengths? In all his time of falling in love with you, heās never known you to be such a good actor.
Your tears look real, as does the sound of your voice when you whisper his name and weakly pound your fist against his chest, begging him to let me go home, I canāt be here any longer, I canāt stand it!
He sets you down onto the bed of the bedroom heās brought you into ā the bedroom where he forces you to sleep beside him, your nightclothes sticking to your skin with the heat that radiates from his body and the sheer proximity his forced cuddling creates.
Heāll watch as you scramble away from him, curling your knees to your chest and looking up at him with such raw, pained eyes, and for a moment it makes Kyojuroās heart clench, genuine regret rushing through him.
Has he made you this upset? Is he the reason for your anguish? It makes something heavy and uncomfortable settle into his chest, and itās that driving force that pushes him to come closer to you, matching your every scoot away from him with a step towards you.
Eventually your back hits the wall and he kneels before you, his face mere inches from your own.
Tell me, my flame, why are you so displeased?
Ā His question makes you gulp, but before you can stop yourself your mouth is already moving, every repressed thought and emotion youāve felt the last few weeks youāve been stuck with him finally coming to light.
Because youāre a monster! Youāve kidnapped me and forced me into being your wife, and you have the audacity to ask me why Iām upset? I canāt stay with you, Kyojuro, not here, not anywhere! We arenāt in love ā youāre mistaken, I donāt love you and whatever this is, itās not love, so donāt tell me you love me! Please, just let me return to my home and family, I beg of you.
You cut yourself off with a small sob, and as your eyes flutter closed for a brief moment, your blood runs cold when they reopen.
Youāve never seen Kyojuro look like this ā gone is that familiar grin of his, instead replaced with a harsh, straight, tight lipped expression. His eyes no longer hold any of the warmth and adoration he normally gazes at you with ā rather, they seem unbearably cold, the heavy weight of his stare making you shrink in on yourself despite your rather brave speech. And something about his presence feels much larger than youāve ever experienced it ā itās in this moment that you realize just how defined and huge the muscles heās sporting across his upper and lower body are, the man before you holding more strength in his pinky finger than you in all of your body.
Itās crushing, the sick, horrible feeling that something is terribly wrong making your every hair stand on end, your breath ragged as you wait for his next move. Kyojuro nods slowly, his expression not changing.
I see.
You bite your lip, anxiety making a pit form in your stomach.
You need to be reminded of whatās important, my flame. Youāve become misguided ā but donāt fret, I will help guide you back to the path. This will hurt, but with time youāll understand my actions and perhaps even thank me for them.
His words have red flags raising immediately in your mind, but before you can really even process your own questions, his hand is shooting out grasping on of yours, fingers pressing against the pad of your index finger and pushing pushing pushing ā
Thereās a sickening crunch noise that fills your ears, and everything feels numb for a moment before white-hot, acute agony rushes through you, your finger already swelling and throbbing from the broken bone now within it.
Kyojuro watches as you sob harder, your eyes red and puffy as you look at him, your gaze weak and, quite frankly, pitiful. He only takes a deep breath, his Adamās apple bobbing, before moving to the next finger, a matching crunch sound only making you cry harder.
Eventually, each finger on your left hand is broken, his hands already moving to start on your right. Heās quick about each break, not letting the pain linger any longer than absolutely necessary, but it doesnāt matter.
By the time he finishes with your right thumb, youāre nearly numb from the pain, your tears having run dry as you shake and jerk with every hiccup and sob that wracks your frame. The sight hurts Kyojuro, truly ā and heāll tell you as much.
Shh, oh my flame, donāt cry ā I know it hurts terribly, but so does my heart. Do you see now? Do you see that I love you? Iām showing you that our love is real and pure ā I will nurse you back to your proper health. I will be your hands when you cannot touch, and I will stay at your bedside every free moment to keep you company and ensure a quick recovery. Do you understand now? This is your home ā no one can care for you in the way that I can.
His voice is soft, with a certain condescending lilt to it that only makes you dumbly nod, the pain still rendering you numb to your surroundings. And as Kyojuro carefully picks you up once more, moving you to your shared futon and gently tucking you under the covers, heāll quickly gather some small sticks and medical gauze, wrapping each finger and cooing at you all the while.
And as he places a kiss onto each finger tip once its wrappings are complete, youāll find yourself considering his words.
The conviction to individually break each finger of your lover is certainly no joke ā perhaps he could be correct? Is this love?
Is the way he'll carefully feed you your meals as your wounds heal a sign of his truly undying feelings for you?
Is the way he bathes you (with wandering hands and stuttered breaths) a sign that he does truly care for you?
Is the way he helps you use the restroom without the use of your own hands a sign that heāll truly stand by your side through darkness and light?
Your brain screams no, every ounce of your independence fighting the stream of questions, but some part of you finds comfort in the notion, in believing Kyojuro when he says that he loves you.
And as the days pass and your injuries slowly heal, your captorās constant presence by your side helping to keep you clean, healthy and well fed, youāll find that part of you growing louder and louder, drowning out your mind.
Because really, does it even matter? Kyojuro Rengoku is a man of dedication and unwavering devotion ā and if he wants you to love him, isnāt it only a matter of time before he succeeds?
After all, who are you to stand your ground in the face of someone like him?
Ā 6/10
Kyojuro isnāt necessarily dangerous, or at least in the sense of being a threat to your life. Heās clingy and needy and out of touch with reality, of course, but he doesnāt enjoy the notion of hurting you. Heās willing to, if itās his only choice, but youāll never need to worry that any hidden sadistic tendencies of his will emerge. Heāll never suddenly develop the desire to see you cry, nor will he suddenly discard you should his feelings dissipate.
Once his infatuation begins, Kyojuro is committed to making sure that you stay healthy, happy, and ā most importantly ā by his side.
Heās convinced that heās the one that can make you happy, that he can give you the most perfect, loving future, filled with laughter, kisses, stolen touches and even a few children with bright yellow and red hair running around the estate.
Heās convinced that he can make you happy, that he already does make you happy, and it will be extremely difficult to snap him out of this fantasy heās created for the two of you.
Heās an influential man with extreme importance, and youād be extremely hard pressed to find anyone who would even believe you if you were to somehow escape him, if you were to somehow catch on to his nefarious intentions before heās stolen you away.
Itās the combination of being surrounded by death, and a yearning to be happy and build a loving family that pushes him to pursue you, developing a future with you feeling so fucking important that he simply canāt resist the drive to court you, to wed you, to see your gorgeous smile and the pretty golden ring with flames engraved on it around your finger.
Heās simply a man in love, and if that love means his hands on your body, pulling you closer and closer and closer until you can hardly breath, so be it.
Itās only natural for something as powerful as love to create such a strong devotion, and isnāt it oddly romantic, in a way? To know that someone as powerful, important and revered as Kyojuro is in love with little old you?
Doesnāt it make you feel good to know you have the Flame Pillar wrapped around your finger, that heād get on his knees for you at just the merest flutter of your lashes?
Heās truly in love, so embrace it with open arms ā he sure is, and things will be much, much better for you the sooner you accept the love heās so frantically delivering to you.
[ MOODBOARDS ]
In which Tommy Shelby is a handsome outlaw posing as a man from the society and he falls in love with a real lady.
Raf, I know you're real salty about the whole "forgotten promise" thing, but you could have given her a little more warning
let's go lol
afab reader guys
- this man is so fucking sweet with you. whether you were the one taking control or you were the one on the bottom, he's quick to comfort you. he has an entire mental checklist for after you two are done.
one, he immediately starts cleaning you up, whether it's with his tongue or with an actual wash cloth. regardless, you two are going in the shower.
he cleans you up, asks if you want to eat anything, (you usually say no out of wanting to sleep- but either way he'll be stirring something up in the kitchen after massaging you down and crooning you to sleep.)
- laios loves literally ANYTHING about you. he holds all parts of you dearly to his heart and to memory. though, he loves sliding his hands up your shirt to cup your tits if his hands are cold.
bonus points if that turns into something more.
he often finds himself tweaking with your nipples as well, as if testing their perkiness with a light flick. they're so warm and sensitive, he just can't help it.
same thing with your ass or your stomach, though. he'll rest his hands over your abdomen, letting his fingertips delve under the waistband of your panties. he doesn't mean to tease- usually. he just loves how warm you are.
oh and before i forget- he really likes thigh jobs.
his favorite part about himself is probably his hands. he likes how agile they can be, and with some time and practice, he knows how to make you tick easily with just a couple of fingers.
- it really depends on what position you guys are in or what you two just engaged in.
doggystyle? he's busting all over your back, sorry bout it. missionary? he's glossing it all over your sloppy clit if it's not already drilled into you.
if, in the scenario that he ends up face fucking you, he'll softly grab your head by your hair, his other hand holding his cock as he smears it allll over your face. he loves how it looks.
his cum tastes REALLLL salty. it melts over your tongue when you lap it off of him, and he cums a fair bit. not too much, not too little.
yours usually gets everywhere. he likes burying his head against the pudge on your stomach and scissoring it out of you with his fingers- just to see how wet you've gotten.
he's proud of himself for pushing you over the edge as many times as he did.
also, since we all know this man is a professional pussy eater, he enjoys the taste too.
- laios is an open book. everything that comes to light during sex is usually expected.
what can he say? he's a simple man.
- he's inexperienced. no experience, like at all. it's not like he hasn't been exposed to it and that he's clueless about everything- but he hadn't done it with anyone before. he often fantasized about losing his first time to you, though.
luckily he did.
- he's not picky. any position really works, but prone bone is probably his favorite. (eugh the name sounds so unappealing.). it's something about the way he's pressed up so tightly against you, how your legs kick up and flail while he humps his hips down against your ass.
he can't help it- you sound so cute getting pumped full in this position! he can't be mean to you through his words, he's too soft for you, but damn, he'll express it through his thrusts. you can tell he's close when his hips are dragging against your bruised ass, his heavy torso slabbed on your back.
he starts whining a lot, a free hand parting your hair out of your face as he starts incoherently rambling about how good you feel.
he loves that position a little too much.
(bonus! he also adores the cowgirl position, only when he's sitting up though so he can shove his head in your tits.)
- laios is such a big goofball and uses humor often in his day to day life when things get a bit serious.
when you two are doing it, that doesn't really change much. he finds himself falling into it though, he's so lovey dovey that he can't help it.
he talks a lot throughout it, whether he's in that headspace where he's so into it that everything's just pooling out of him, or whether he's chuckling at the way you frown at his fingers moving a bit too slow for you.
tldr; he's a bit goofy.
- he does trim it up a bit here and there, but he never just shaves it all off. it's there for a reason, right? plus, don't think he doesn't notice how your eyes trail down the light dusting of hair that disappears under the band of his boxers.
he's been walking around shirtless way more since he last caught that.
- he's so sweet. when he's really deep in, his palms meet your face and your eyes meet his. they're so foggy- but so full of love, if he had a tail, it would be wagging.
he can only nuzzle into your neck and trail sloppy kisses all over you, can only murmur and pant into your ear about how much he loves you, how kind you are and how pretty you look.
he's shamelessly rutting into you, parted lips coated with drool as he huffed into your ear.
"s-ooo pretty..."
he's a lover boy <3
- he hates it when you're away for long. having you in his vicinity is enough for his needs to go back to normal. but when you're away, he gets incredibly lonely sometimes, and eventually- horny.
he doesn't use your panties to masturbate. he uses that one shirt of his that you basically stole from his closet. he finds it so attractive when you wear his clothes, especially if you wear nothing underneath 'em.
if you're around and he gets the occasional bulge in his pants, he'll just nestle up besides you and press his nose against the shell of your ear, a hand on your hip and the other on your inner thigh.
"can i...get a little bit of help?"
- okay, we all already know he has a food kink, that's common knowledge. honey, frosting, whip-cream, maybe melted chocolate, just pour it all over. not too much though, he might need it later.
he likes it when you cry, though, as weirdly out of character that might sound.
in the sense that you're crying out of pure pleasure. it's so much that tears are slipping out of your eyes and running down your face. you're not crying because you're upset, or that something bad happened, you're just crying because you're being stuffed so good right now.
also...okay, maybe a slight breeding kink. very slight. he's kept it from you, but he's obsessed with the idea of having kids with you. he wants to be the best father there is, in comparison to how shit his father treated him. and he sees you as the perfect match for it.
he always did want his own family, so if you'll allow a creampie here and there- he'll be the happiest man in the world.
- he's not a public place typa guy, you'll have to get him REALLY excited for him to get horny enough to fuck you somewhere even semi-public.
the comfort of your house or his is the best in his eyes- though, one time you guys were out on a date in a wide, open field. the sundress you had on was a bit too tempting, and...
spring showers are always nice, right?
- over in the jack off section i noted that he loves it when you wear his clothes, right? well, yeah. pull on one of his shirts, unbutton it down a little and wear nothing else, that's the cheat code.
he also likes it when you dote on him here n there, fussing over him and coddling. it just shows that you care a lot for him. also shows that you'll be a perfect mother but whatever.
a quick makeout session never fails to rile him up either, the feel of your hands running through his hair, the way your thighs straddle over the fat on his stomach, god, you're perfect.
oh, also, invite him into the shower. he'll DEFINITELY enjoy that.
- okay, he's obviously against literally anything outlandish, like scat play or piss play or whatever. one thing he can't really stomach is the idea of hurting you during it. like, if you ask him to slap you or something. he'll definitely be against the idea for a while until you convince him to try it after more reassurance.
he's also somewhat against gags, he just loves being able to hear you- if you're coherent enough in the first place. he wants to kiss you, slip his tongue in your mouth, hear your moans and pleas, and a gag stops all of that.
- he's absolutely obsessed with eating you out. the way you hump upwards into his lips, the way your walls clamp and squeeze around his fingers and tongue. even the perspective he's looking at you from is absolutely delightful.
your slickness usually ends up coating a whole lot of his face, from the nose down- and he's hooked. you make the ranking on his top ten favorite things to eat.
sit on this man's face, please. he'll praise you for doing so, especially when you take control and start mindlessly riding and humping down on his lips. get lost in it, truly, he loves it.
he prefers eating you out, but when you decide to go down on him and suck him off, it's almost unfair to pit them against each other- your mouth is amazing.
you do this thing where you lull your tongue over the veins around his frenulum, suckling slowly as you progress down to his balls, taking one into your mouth.
your hands simultaneously jerk at him as you play tricks with your tongue.
the obscene noises clicking out of his throat tells you enough about how he's liking it.
- it always depends on how needy either of you get. he likes taking time with you, and will start out slow and and sensual, after all- he doesn't want to hurt you.
but sometimes he finds himself getting a bit too excited. maybe specifically after finding something or experimenting with a flower that's sex pollen adjacent, he'll be all on you the moment he comes home.
if he's been away from home for a while? he's all over you.
and he's usually way faster. instead of being handsy with you and dragging the foreplay out, he's desperate, thumbing your panties to the side and sinking himself into you quickly.
- he's not against them, but the only time you guys do quickies is if he's going somewhere soon or you're going somewhere soon. he wants to spend his time with you during sex.
- at first, yeah, he's down. he needs to know what you like to please you, right? he's happy to know what excites you and turns you on. one of the things he's definitely willing to try out is bondage.
he thinks it'd be fun- not just in the sexual aspect.
- alright, this is where it gets a bit tricky. his stamina is finicky, it depends on how needy he is- so maybe a good 2-3 rounds?
he usually tries his best to keep up with your sex drive, so if you want more, you'll get more.
if he hadn't seen you for like months, expect a solid night of passion, so maybe around 4 rounds?
- he ORIGINALLY didn't have any... the ones he does have are because of you- not that he bought them, but you bought some FOR him.
you will never forget how rosy his cheeks burned when you waved around a strap-on with a smirk on your face.
he'll admit, he was curious. so you two tried it.
best thing ever.
his brain is melting as your hips meet the curve of his ass yet again, the silicone material angling against that weakened spot in his walls.
he clenches his teeth once more, oh, it hurts but it feels like heaven.
he's got an elbow propped up against the mattress, his dominant hand pumping his runny cock with another weak cry.
"wowww, you're dripping everywhere. you really like this, don't you?"
he can only respond with a dry huff, spit dribbling over the plump skin on his bottom lip.
"f-feels soo goooood..."
laios' voice is breaking with each word, poor thing sounds like he's nearly crying.
it brings a new high of excitement to the both of you...and something (laios) tells you this isn't gonna be the last time you use this.
- often. this is like, one of his favorite things to do. around the house, in the shower, it's insane how badly this man wants you.
while you guys are watching something, he'll pull you onto his lap and let his hands play with you, and sometimes you'll feel a weird poking sensation against your ass and then you connect the dots.
while relaxing, he'll sink his teeth into the soft fat of your thighs- just for fun! he likes biting you, just because you're so warm and any part of you feels perfect against his teeth.
while you're doing anything, he'll wrap his arms over your shoulders and pepper kisses over your head. he just loves touching you, sometimes he means to tease, other times he doesn't.
- whether he's on bottom or top, he makes quite the bit of noise. let's say that there's a line for volume, like a TV. the middle of the bar, 50, is his normal talking voice. 0 is when he's being silent, and 100 is screaming at the top of his lungs.
if he's on top, he's usually like a 40-45. on bottom? easily a 55-60.
now, if you're pegging him, put his head in a pillow and pray. he's so weak to it, he loses his voice sometimes.
this also depends on where you guys are. is his party around? you'll do whatever you can to muffle his moans, because sometimes he just forgets.
in the safety of your house, though??? yeah, that's a wrap.
- he loves it when you play with his nipples while milking him dry, he effectively turns to mush at the feeling of you tweaking and playing with them whilst sloppily jerking him off or playing with his prostate.
oh, especially if you're sucking on them. he's all yours to play with and he's happy to announce that.
same thing with a blowjob, but when you do this thing where you flicker your tongue against his v-line. it sets him on fire.
- his cock is pretty girthy. give or take, maybe 3 inches in circumference? 5 inches soft and 6.5-7.5 inches hard?
it leans to the right a little bit and curves upwards when erect.
hey, it's up to your personal interpretation. š
usually not high at all. when you're around, the need for such things can dissipate- for a short amount of time. he doesn't know why, but it's probably because your relationship with him is perfect, there's not much of a need for it.
buuuut, that said, he does enjoy it...a lot.
- if he successfully satiates your sexual needs and follows through with the usual aftercare, he's out like a log. when you go down on him and he finally cums, he's already dozing off.
on the occasion that you both are lazy and just wanna go to sleep after, he flexes his biceps around you tightly and holds you to his chest whilst rubbing soothing patterns on your back. and you two fall into slumber immediately.
sometimes he finds himself still on top of you and tries to roll off, hoping he wasn't bothering you.
but your body protests. you're quick to pull him back over you, mumbling a lazy 'nuh uh, stay.'
a dopey smile spreads over his lower jaw.
yeah, he's gonna be staying for a loooong time.
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i really like this one lol ngl lol, uhhh sorry if this is like yk ooc to any of you???
if i read back on this and see any spelling errors i WILL be deleting my entire blog /j
edit: i forgot y. hitting the delete button as we speak
I know a lot of people like to hone in on Sylus' more dominant and teasing side, and while I do love those aspects of him what I really really love is the softer side of Sylus that he only shows to you. ā”
The Sylus that avidly listens to everything you say, drinking you in with with a dopey little grin on his face as you fill him in on everything and anything happening in your life. The Sylus that lets you decorate his chic and mature office with all the plushies you have won together from the claw machine, looking at them fondly as if they were great treasures you have scored. The Sylus that will gladly wear stupid matching kigurumi's with you in public and have fun doing it, reputation be damned. The Sylus who absentmindedly plays with your hair while you are sitting together on the couch watching a movie, sighing in contentment as his long fingers massage your scalp. The Sylus who has memorized all your favorite foods and works hard to come up with new recipes to delight you based of what he already knows you love. The Sylus who's hugs completely engulf you, squeezing and holding you like a lifeline, almost as if he's afraid to let go. The Sylus who stays glued to your side until you fall asleep each night, even though you know his day has hardly begun and he has more important things to be attending to-you always take precedence. The Sylus that wants nothing more than to see you happy and thriving, and will do whatever it takes to make that a reality.
He truly makes me weak. (ā„ļ¹ā„)
tags: fem!reader, dark, carnal urges, breeding and pregnancy kink, manipulation, raw sex, L is neither a good person, nor is he the innocent froggy everyone apparently wants him to be. my man will stop at nothing to get what he wants.
so i just... L, who desperately wants a successor of his own. he believes in near and mello, of course, but... the thought his own flesh and blood who would carry his genes and his brains, who would share his DNA, even after he dies... Yes, this thought, for whatever reason, makes his blood curl.
L, who casually talks to you about it, how he wants you to carry his child, how he wishes for a successor. how he wants to teach his son everything. it's gonna be a son, he tells you, when your eyes widen and you nearly choke on your tea. It's gonna be a healthy boy with the smartest brains and a cunning mind, just like his parents.
L, who slowly manipulates you into believing, you wanted it too, all along. You don't want children, you never wanted any, but his voice, so monotone and velvety, penetrating your brain whenever there's moment of silence to spare convinces you otherwise.
L, who will step behind you, while you're brewing coffee in the kitchen, plastering a hand against your flat stomach, his thumb rubbing small circles into your skin. Who will lean into your shoulder, and hold you impossible close, his voice sending vibrations through your skin, while he tells you, how wonderful you're gonna look, heavy with his child, heavy with his seed, till your knees buck and you can't think straight.
L, who's above you, slowly sinking into your willing body without a condom, for the first time. His flesh is almost burning up in your tight, sopping wet heat, as he holds you down into a mating press, with the full intention to leave you not only satisfied, but prenant as well.
L, who can barely hold back, as he fucks into your body, deep and hard, his face buried in the crook of your neck, growls and low moans leaving his mouth, as you feel his thrusts grow erratic, his orgasm nearing.
L, who cums with a low growl, his cock pulsing in your tight cunt, as you come for the last time tonight, your legs shaking from the strain, body covered in sweat and pussy squelching with the amount of wetness you produced.
L, who won't pull out, pluggin you up with his softening member, and he's terribly sorry, he says, as he gently manhandles you into a comfortable position to sleep in, but he has to make sure you're pregnant with his child coming morning.
L, who feels you slip out of his arms in the morning, your small feet padding into the bathroom where he has prepared various pregnancy tests for you to use. He hears the packaging rustle, and moments later you emerge, two stripes on the plastic stick.
L, who pulls you into his arms onto the bed, who places as hand on your belly, as your eyes roam the celing in panic, what am i gonna do, L, oh my god, this can't be happening.. im-im not ready to be a mother yet..., he mentally celebrates. A part of him is now growing in your body. A strong son, who will be his successor, who will have his mothers eyes and his father's brain.
L, who smirks darkly into your shoulder, as you don't know whether to sob, or to laugh, because he knows. He has gotten what he wanted once again.
āthe king of curses doesnāt like sharing. especially not when it comes to his partner.ā
āļøļ½tags. heian era!sukuna x female reader. sfw/fluff ? ig. set in the heian era, duh. jealousy & possessive themes. size difference (reader gets referred to as small!). tried to be realistic w/ sukunaās characterisation so. . . donāt be surprised to read about him killing somebody. therefore, mentions of blood. reader is implied to have a fear of blood (dw sukuna takes care of it teehee). reader gets called 'brat'. not beta read; this sucks ass.
you were taking a stroll outside of the estate, the hem of the floral kimono youāre wearing lightly dragging along behind you. the weather was perfect with not a single cloud in sight.
a pair of silent footsteps follow yours and you sigh. even though it was an usual occurrence, you still arenāt used to having one of sukunaās servants at your side at all times. your over protective lover insisted that it was for your own āsafetyā. as if anything or anyone could harm you whilst you stay within the four walls of the estate far up in the mountains.
sukuna is continuously busy and thus decided to assign you a personal maid that accompanies you and takes care of your every need when he isnāt able to. well - looking at the bright side of things - at least she tries her best to hide her presence from you. she tags along silently and only speaks when spoken to.
you stop near a sakura tree and tilt your head back to admire its beauty. after a few minutes pass, you hear a different pair of footsteps walking up your way. you turn your head and see a familiar male servant approaching you with his head held low.
his hands were holding onto a platter with a cup of warm tea and a few of your favorite delicacies. the brown-haired man greets you politely. maybe a bit too politely as his voice carries a bright smile, āgood afternoon, my lady.ā
you return the greeting with a smile of your own. it was like you to treat the servants around the estate with kindness and care ā a total opposite of the king of curses. you take a pastry from the platter and look back up at the man, āthank you for bringing me these. i appreciate it greatly.ā
the way you treat the ones of lower status has always been an admirable trait of yours. it might have stirred some forbidden feelings for you in the heart of the male servant. he knows that it was impossible - heād seen how easily sukuna gets rid of those who get too close to you.
but, he isnāt here. the king of curses isnāt present in the current moment. the brown-haired male shifts in his place a little, fingernails digging into the material of the plate he was holding. he was going to do it ā no one could hold him back. not even the maid who stood a couple steps away.
āy-you look very beautiful, my lady.ā the servant stutters and bows his head at you. you are surprised to hear such a flattering sentence leave the lips of the man in front of you. none of the men around you had dared to be this straightforward in ages. they all knew the possible consequences that such actions could bring after all.
perhaps it was due to the absent intimidating presence of your lover. still, you canāt help but feel grateful. you giggle softly, covering your mouth with your free hand, āthank you so much.ā
the male servant gulps at the sound of your laughter. āoh, how lucky the king of curses is - to have such a beautiful woman at his side,ā the man thought to himself. he was sure that he could treat you better than the indifferent sukuna himself.
he hesitates to continue the conversation for a second. there was an urge deep within him; to ask if youād like to have some tea with him in the dining area. it would be extremely bold and maybe way out of line considering that youāre taken.
but, the way you reacted to his earlier compliment gave him a huge confidence boost. one that would sooner or later send him to his grave.
āwould you perhaps be interested in joining me for a drink, my lady?ā the servant asks and anything that happens after that instant, is all but a blur.
you canāt process the next few moments as everything happens way too fast. the last thing you remember seeing, was the servant before you. a sudden gust of wind passes by and the sounds of quick slashes fill your ears. you couldnāt figure out anything else as your vision gets blocked by something. or rather - someone.
a familiar and large hand covers the back of your head. the scent of the person holding you is also oddly familiarāa certain scent that made a shiver run down your spine from both excitement and light fear.
āsukuna?ā you guess and guess correctly. your voice was muffled due to your face being smushed against his torso. you didnāt yet understand what happened, so you try to pull your body away from the king of curses, only for his grip on you to tighten.
sukunaās face was as emotionless as ever. his eyes look down at the pile of blood near your feet ā what was once a human being had now turned into nothing but a pure crimson liquid.
āfoolish. absolutely foolish.ā the king of curses grumbles, his tone filled with disgust. he doesnāt soften the grip on your body for even a moment. one of his four arms holds you captive against him, his hand firmly yet somehow tenderly cradling your head just above his midriff, āit seems that i cannot leave this place for a single second.ā
sukuna glances at your personal maid who had been bowing to him the moment he appeared out of thin air. she could feel his piercing gaze on her and knew exactly what to do without being told: to clean up the mess that stained the gardenās pavement.
āsukuna,ā you try to move your head again, but was still restricted. you let out a small whine in response. you just wanted to see your lover after spending an entire day without him. any thoughts about that servant from earlier had long vanished, āi want to see you. can i?ā
the request is an innocent one. there isnāt a visible change in sukuna's expression, but the way you asked him that was quite. . . endearing, if he were to explain it. he would comply if it wasnāt for the literal bloodbath he created. which he doesnāt want you to witness.
ānot yet.ā he replies and effortlessly uses one of his arms to pick your small body up. your lover notices how you try to steal a glimpse at the scene behind you while he moves you around in his embrace. he grunts and gently smacks the back of your head, āno peeking, brat. do as told.ā
sukuna knows how much you hate the sight of blood. he's being considerate towards you ā even if you do not realise that just yet. however, he also does not have a single regret about murdering that servant. it was to be expected. anybody who dares to make a move on his woman should suffer his wrath.
plus, it's not like you don't know about sukuna's ruthless actions. youāve come to get used to them; more and more male servants keep dissappearing without a trace after theyāve been ātoo friendly' with you. it's easy to guess whoās behind those disappearances.
it doesnāt bother you in the slightest. as long as you don't see it happening and as long as you get to stay under sukuna's care and protection - you donāt mind.
ācan i look now?ā you huff after sukuna has carried you away from the garden. the king of curses clicks his tongue at your impatience.
he sighs deeply before allowing you back on your own two feet, āi do not understand why youāre so adamant on looking at me, but fine.ā
you waste no time and immediately open your eyes. your gaze doesnāt wander off towards your surroundingsāit instantly settles on sukuna. he looked the same as usual; there was not a single change about his appearance and yet you find yourself smiling at the sight of him.
āi missed you.ā you hug your lover and feel him returning the gesture a few seconds later. he looks the other way and may seem indifferent to your display of affection, though the man was secretly grateful for it. for you in general.
āmhm.ā sukuna lets out a small noise of acknowledgment and that is all you get out of him. he doesnāt have to say much; his body automatically does the talking. he squeezes your body against his ā your small frame disappearing behind his beefy arms.
the king of curses doesnāt understand why, but the way your eyes sparkle when looking at him, intrigues him. sukuna had never seen another human look at him like that before after all. they all cower in fear; except for you. you donāt show a single ounce of fear. thus why you are something - someone - he must keep for himself.
he has and will never have any intent on sharing you with anyone. youāre his, for as long as he exists.