Mary Oliver Spring

"Kikyo's Stolen Ashes" Inuyasha: Season 1, Episode 14 (2001)

26.05.25 💐🌧️ i can't believe it but all the term papers i stressed over two months ago came back with excellent grades! couldn't be more relieved :'))

I believe that the little things can change your life. Like when you decide to change your old orange toothbrush to a new purple toothbrush. Like when you notice that your music playlist makes you feel like ocean breeze instead of summertime sadness. Like when you notice the sunlight isn't harsh so a walk out might be good. When you comb your hair every night and brush your teeth before bed and apply your lipbalm and when you notice you are the only one who does. You know you care more for yourself than you think. That's how life changes. By noting the little things and making the slight changes. Notice how you deleted the contact instead of blocking it? How you wrote the shitty poem instead of forgetting it? How you studied for five minutes when that's all you could give? How you pray everyday now when religion used to be only a question? How about the times you decided to just sit close to your loved ones but without talking you just scrolled yt because words failed you? All these things that you did, the little changes you could afford, that feels like rain with grey skies amidst sunshine, a favorite scenery, your little life is decorated without your own knowledge. I think that's a little big thing.

21.03.2025

Working on my thesis.

omw to the library with an iced cinnamon dolce latte because i can’t seem to focus without leaving the house and spending money 🏃‍♀️

A weekend of reading and studying 📖 ☕️

18.04.2025 [🫠]

📑: 작문 시험 공부하기/ The day I studied for the writing test

may 1, 2025.

officially finished the spring term :>

I have a little more than a week until summer term starts and I’ll be taking intro to chemistry and continuing my piano lessons. I’ve also been volunteering at a plant nursery over the past month and I might also continue that through the summer :}

21.04.2025 // 8/30: Started reading the graphic novel of Watership Down on my off days and actually went outside while the sun was there. Today I continued my literary anthropology course. I'm still a bit confused about the central themes of the first lection because it was basically a recap of the whole enlightenment period in detail. I definitely have to take extra notes to get myself an overview.

March 22, 2025 - Saturday

I think this is the first time in my life that I was actually successful in continuing worship despite not having prayer!Usually going on break from prayer takes me out of the experience completely but alhamdulillah this year I was able to stay up for multiple of the last 10 nights even though that's when I couldn't pray ✨