El Paso Herald, Texas, January 31, 1928

i just want to live a quiet soft life but i think i'm literally on the wrong planet for that. the older i get the more i feel like i'm just not made for this world. i don't know what to do about that.

how do you deal with anxiety ?

i let it fuck me up then i go to bed

"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

i bet positive thinking goes so hard when youre a normal person

i need men to stop treating me like i'm the best thing that has ever happened to them, make me trust them, and then drop me when things get inconvenient. in fact i just need men to stay away from me, period.

The Washington Post, May 19, 1912

I have a lot of creative energy, yet I sit mindlessly scrolling through lobotomizing Instagram reels and TikToks. I've thought countless times about what to do about my restlessness, but I stay stagnant. I want to make something personal and honest with all of my favorite things. I worry if what I make will be enough for me, I doubt myself a lot but my contentment is getting harder to come by and I think I just need to do it