Moonshyness - In Between Worlds

2002

chat how do i kill the desire to be wanted and chosen before it kills me

i think i've been clenching my jaw like crazy in my sleep again bc my tinnitus sounds like a distant ambulance siren and my jaw sounds like a bunch of sand is stuck in it every time i open it

“I hope you all find yourselves sleeping with someone you love, maybe not all of the time, but a lot of the time. The touch of a foot in the night is sincere. I hope you like your work, I hope there’s mystery and poetry in your life — not even poems, but patterns. I hope you can see them. Often these patterns will wake you up, and you will know that you are alive, again and again.”

— Eileen Myles, “Universal Cycle.” The Importance of Being Iceland. (via llleighsmith)

i bet positive thinking goes so hard when youre a normal person

every time i start a new journal or any creative project i'm like, yeah i'm gonna do it pretty and neat and in a cohesive aesthetic because i always wanted to be the neat kid with the color-coded notes at school but i'm just not. when you go through my journals you can literally always see the point where i unravel back into the scrungly forest goblin that i am and it's so funny to me