The Drowned, By Josef Manés (1867).

its okay for others to misunderstand you and your intentions. it is inevitable actually

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how it feels knowing that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand and will not let you fall

Creekside at Night - Jeremy Sams

American , b. 1977 -

Acrylic , 8 x 10 in.

Herman Bogman Jr., 1890-1975

Cat lying on green chair , ca.1950/65, watercolor, 47x32 cm

to the version of myself who got me this far,

you weren't supposed to die this way. despite the circumstances in which you had to go, i wanted to let you go with grace, for you gave me what i needed, when i needed it the most.

you didn't deserve the pain they put you through, or the pain i put you through. you deserved to receive the same love that you brought to other people.

at first i wanted to save you, i wanted to retrieve the memory of what it was like to be you. at least hold on a little bit longer. i didn't want to let you go, but i had to.

i take the goodness you left, and i carry it with me in my new shell. just know, i won't ever forget what you had to go through to become me.

“always trust your intuition” my brother in christ I have overwhelming anxiety

actually your thirties are your twenties and your twenties are extended teenage years

a reminder