Moonshyness - In Between Worlds

please don’t spend your life convincing yourself that love or joy is reserved for the idealized version of you that only exists in the future

they need to invent somewhere where I belong

to the version of myself who got me this far,

you weren't supposed to die this way. despite the circumstances in which you had to go, i wanted to let you go with grace, for you gave me what i needed, when i needed it the most.

you didn't deserve the pain they put you through, or the pain i put you through. you deserved to receive the same love that you brought to other people.

at first i wanted to save you, i wanted to retrieve the memory of what it was like to be you. at least hold on a little bit longer. i didn't want to let you go, but i had to.

i take the goodness you left, and i carry it with me in my new shell. just know, i won't ever forget what you had to go through to become me.

₊°｡❆ Winter digicam nostalgia ₊°｡❆

The View down the Long Border early in the Morning - Francis Hamel

British , b. 1963 -

Oil on linen , 46 x 36 cm.

it doesn’t have to be good it just has to be done