I Still Have No Words

Herman Bogman Jr., 1890-1975

Cat lying on green chair , ca.1950/65, watercolor, 47x32 cm

i just need to hold on until the trees start blooming again

Mary Oliver, "Don't Hesitate." Devotions

my thought of the day is the trees are so lush so green in early spring it heals my soul

you might not ever forget, but you will become okay with remembering.

inside you there are two wolves

i don't get how goals work i've never had a target goal i just flow through life like a little leaf being carried by the wind

november night, 2022

you know better than anyone that everything is temporary. forever is just a hopeful plea, the base of our religion. but what to do with that knowledge? and how heavy it lays on my heart which still carries that child-like hope when it runs and skips in moments like these.

you have to let yourself feel the good things, even if they often feel too light, to implausible to be true.

even if you know they might be gone sooner than you think.

that's the hardest part, you still have to let yourself feel the good things.

on todays episode of ‘I probably shouldn’t care or feel sad about this but I do and I don’t know what to do about that’