moonyssmommyy - I 🖤 Pathetic submissive men

moonyssmommyy

I 🖤 Pathetic submissive men

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moonyssmommyy
10 months ago
moonyssmommyy
10 months ago

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

moonyssmommyy
10 months ago

rory gilmore they could never make me like you

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

please, please and please.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

i know i’m cute but you can remind me

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

No one reblogs on tumblr anymore.

No one leaves comments on Ao3 anymore.

Seriously people the lack of fandom interaction these days makes me genuinely depressed, it never used to be like this, makes me wonder what's the point of coming online to do anything anymore.

Reblog a post so other people can see it.

Leave a comment so the author doesn't feel like giving up.

Fandom cannot live on Likes or Kudos alone.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

I have a Marauders fancast opinion that may or may not rustle some jimmies: now don’t get me wrong, Andrew Garfield as Remus, Aaron Taylor Johnson as James, Evan Peters as…Evan etc are good fancasts on their own. Sofia Bryant as Mary, Beabadoobee as Marlene, Filah Lah Lah as Dorcas etc. are also very good fancasts on their own, but am I the only one who finds it kind of weird when they’re all part of the same fancast? for example the fandom can’t be like “oh Karen Gillan/Sophie Skelton are too old to play Lily anymore, gotta find a younger one” but somehow at the same time still be fine with currently 35-45 year old men.

I definitely do think that's weird, I don't understand why people have the need to hate on others for their fancast aside from when it's problematic. For example, Dane Dehaan and Jamie Bell as Peter. You can't excuse the fact that Peter is CANONICALLY PLUS SIZE! Due to a headcanon that "Peter only got fat because of the stress of being Voldemort's mole", or because of the "stress of the war" when he was described as plump in his youth.

As for the age differences it's really not that weird if you really think about it. Most often we see fancasts in edits, and in those edits they usually us scenes of Aaron Taylor Johnson in Nowhere Boy, and Ben Barnes as Dorian Gray, and Andrew Garfield in The Amazing Spiderman. During the times those films came out ATJ was 18, Ben Barnes was 28, and Andrew Garfield was 29.

Sofia Bryant is 23, so is Beatrice Laus (Beabadoobee), and Filah Lah Lah is 24. So in the grand scheme of all these fancasts the age difference isn't really that big. The largest difference is between ATJ and Andrew Garfield and that's only 11 years.

So I definitely do understand where you're coming from but if you take into account when they're being fancast it really makes so much more sense.


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Evan Rosier is weird, and he is strange, and he is freaky, and sometimes he'll just stare at you so intensely and it's down right unsettling but he's so unbelievably hot that it's okay

I just thought you all should know that


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

reblog if you believe fanfic writers are as valid and talented as any professional writer who publishes and sells their novels

I’m trying to prove a point

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"
Pandora Lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you Bring Blue Lights To Dreams"

pandora lovegood ✧˖ °🐚✩°。⋆ // "you bring blue lights to dreams"

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly
"'Rosier Is Dead. He Was Caught Shortly After You Were Too. He Preferred To Fight Rather Than Come Quietly

"'Rosier is dead. He was caught shortly after you were too. He preferred to fight rather than come quietly and was killed in the struggle.'"

evan rosier

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

“Feminism in the streets, submission in the sheets”

~ James Potter

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

regulus black is running like water. he's volatile, ever-changing, slipping through one's fingers so easily and into the other's, molding to their liking, so he can get what he wants, when he wants.

regulus black is the calm before the storm and the distant rumble of the clouds. he's the quietness before the burst, before the explosion. he's observing, not talking; he analyzes, and he knows. he knows everything, to the smallest details, of what he wants to know, of what he needs to know to get his way. he knows how to be nice, because he's never as nice as he appears to be, he's not as nice as his facade, and he knows his way around words.

his temper never flares up. he's taking his time to attack, unlike his brother, who bursts into anger and, much like a fire, destroys everything around him. regulus is like a snake; he takes in, gives in, and when the time comes, he coils himself around his victim, and, even then, he's patient, and he uses his words, sharp like blades, sharp like venomous teeth. he waits for them to give in, and that's when he does it, that's when he ends them. little by little.

he's not his parents' child. he used to be, though, but he's still bound to them. he's not like sirius, who ran away and never looked back. he could never do that, because he's their heir, chained to that house. the distancing is gradual, and it starts small. nights they don't spend with each other anymore, nights in his room, and not with them, in the dining room, laughing and whispering. he has his own secrets to whisper to the night, and, sometimes, he looks at the night sky and whispers to sirius. sirius would understand him; he always would.

sometimes, he allows himself to miss sirius. only sometimes, though. regulus doesn't blame sirius for leaving and, if he hadn't been a coward, he would have left too. he would have taken sirius' hand and gone for shelter, for a family, for love, that had never been something that the black family did. they needed an heir, though. and that was who regulus black was going to be.

he takes him time to miss, to grieve, to mourn. he used to drown in his feelings, too much to feel, too many emotions, until they numbed him. he used to feel everything so deeply when he had been little, until he felt nothing anymore. until he went to hogwarts, and then, little by little, he felt again, with every stroll out on the ground with pandora, with every joke with pandora, with every time he bickered with barty, with every night he had spent smoking with dorcas. the little things. he never would feel the same way he had once felt, but it was enough. it was enough, the love for them, and he'd do anything they'd ask of them, loyal until the end to the ones he loved.

he looked to the past sometimes, too. to what he had been, to who he had loved, and his heart ached for a little child and their brother that had been more than a brother. his protector, sirius. who wasn't there for him anymore. he'd be his own protector. he drowned them, both of them, little regulus and little sirius. regulus lived in the past, but his past would never, ever define him again. little regulus was vulnerable, but he had learnt his lesson; regulus black would never leave his guard down again, for anyone.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

regulus black headcanons because i'm brainrotting about him quite a bit recently

can't sleep on anything besides hard mattresses and silk pillows. he needs the pillows to be soft and the mattress to contrast

a picky eater, but likes broccoli, asparagus, and brussel sprouts

prefers salty things to sweet things, but his favorites are sour things

only wears two colors: silver and green (he also wears white and black, but those aren't colors)

he has curly hair, but loose curls, not the tight ones

can never fall asleep before two am and never needs a lot of sleep to function properly. however, he needs his black, sugarless morning coffee

out of everyone he knows, he's the only one who wears his uniform properly

he's the one that ties barty's tie because he doesn't know how to do it; his father hadn't taught him. back in their earlier years, he did it when barty left his dorm, but after he came out, they just did it in their dorm

can be downright nasty / rude to the people he hates / dislikes. he's not physically aggressive, but he has a tongue as sharp as a blade

is awkward with affection, especially hugs, but appreciates them nonetheless. when someone hugs him, he just pats their back and he's usually the one who breaks apart the hug

makes a lot of dirty jokes with his friends (that's what came out of his friendship with evan)

while his brother's eyes are mercury gray, his are silver, beautiful, cold and warm at the same time

his favorite subjects are care of magical creatures and potions

hates gold, but loves silver. he always wears the family heirloom, a big silver ring with a chunky black stone that had been theirs, then had been stolen, and then came back into the family

has an albino owl named neige, who is one of his best friends

he doesn't smoke often, but when he does, he chainsmokes about 5 cigarettes

he's not a very talkative person, not even with his closest friends, so that makes him appear closed off, moody and generally unpleasant. he doesn't mind, though, because he enjoys spending his time alone a lot

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

sometimes i need remus to be freakishly tall so i can think about him hitting his head on doorways and then getting embarrassed. thinking about him just accidentally whacking his head against stuff all the time. he has no spacial awareness or control of his limbs. he knocks himself out. he’s always got weird random bruises from banging into things. his pants are always too short he’s a nerd in high waters. his feet hang off the end of the bed so he wears thick socks when he sleeps so the monsters won’t nibble his toes. he jumps into the deep end and he’s just standing there like🧍in the water. he gets growing pains even as an adult and he has weird big clown feet.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

254. Santa Claus is a Slytherin. Flying and delivering presents to every kid around the world in one night? THAT’S ambition.

Submitted by @schnoogles

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Barty Crouch Jr, certified slut

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

marauders fans: we separated the art from the artist, this fandom is completely separate from the source material;

also them, will degrade any writer who doesn't write a coffee shop au, or university au, or jegulus in the only acceptable grumpyboyxsunshineboy trope, bullying artists for drawing sirius with body hair, bullying writers for not writing your exact headcanons, not allowing for people to grow their own opinions (aka. making ATYD the "intro-fic"), and not supporting artists and writers who are not the fandoms "it-person" for the week.

Bro at this point give it back to that ugly terf.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

~James Potter's Kinks and Turn Ons~

~James Potter's Kinks And Turn Ons~
~James Potter's Kinks And Turn Ons~
~James Potter's Kinks And Turn Ons~

Pairing ~ James Potter × fem!reader

Warnings ~ nsfw content (which is pretty obvious by the title but if you need to hear it, this contains naughty content), Dom!reader, sub!James, mentions of Remus × reader, mentions of Sirius × reader, kinky shenanigans (knife play, somnophilia, masochism, pegging, and choking to name a few), unsafe sex (wrap it before you tap it!), and my own personal opinion!!!

~James Potter's Kinks And Turn Ons~

Altocalciphilia - High Heels

• James thinks you look so sexy and powerful when you wear high heels. I can see him getting more, and more aroused as the sound of your heels clicking gets closer and closer

Corsetry - Corset Kink

• James is a simple man, he sees tits and he's excited, but corsets just do it in a way he'll never be able to get over. Your tits just look so pretty pushed right up in his face like that. They're so much bigger than they usually are. James doesn't really care how big they are though. All tits are good tits, especially yours. He'd also wear one if you wanted him to

Sitophilia - Food Play

• James thinks it's so fun. Putting whipped cream on your body, James could lick it all off so fast, one big swipe, but teasing you with the tip of his tongue is just so much more fun. You licking chocolate sauce off his chest has him shuddering and holding his breath. He'd also like to arrange little candies all over your body and slowly eat them off. Prepare to be still for quite some time while he's laying them out though, James is a literal man child so of course he has to make a pretty design with them before he eats them

Knife Play

• James thoroughly appreciates the beauty of a sharp knife in your hands when he's on his back laying completely still with you on top of him. Everytime the knife drags down his body his abdomen clenches hard with arousal. The shallow little cuts in his skin, little wounds he'll appreciate every day til they heal and fade. It's something so special to him, the way you could hurt him so badly, so easily, but choose not to. He likes the marks in his skin, the way you claim him.

Plushophilia - Performing sexual acts with a stuffed animal

• It's not in the extreme way as one might think, James doesn't cut holes in stuffed animals to fuck them. He just likes to rub himself on your stuffed animals to get off. They're so soft, and they smell like you too. It's almost like he's just learning how to get himself off. The way he's so frantic with it, his eyes screwed tightly shut and his shirt stuffed in his mouth in an attempt to quiet his loud moans. His hips move frantically, pushing his cock against the soft fur of whatever stuffed animal you've been spending the most time with until it's fur is matted together with his cum. James always feels really bad afterwards though. He got something so dear to you, so dirty all because he was selfish and couldn't wait until you got back home. So James washes the stuffed animal and puts it back in its place before leaving to get you a new one. Stuffed animals are one of James' go-to-gifts so it doesn't matter if you had a whole collection of them when you got together, or if you had the same one from your childhood, or even if you had none at all. You have a collection now, whether or not you did before.

Stigmatophilia - Tattoos and Piercings

• Not so much tattoos as piercings, tattoos are pretty, James thinks. They just don't get him all twisted up like piercings do. James regularly fantasizes about you with nipple piercings and a tongue piercing. He also thinks nose piercings are really hot for absolutely no reason at all.

Stockings

• He really doesn't know what about them gets him so hot and bothered. All he knows is that they're so hot and he's definitely bothered. He feels almost like they're teasing him in a way

Underwear

• Do I really need to explain? He can just picture you all dressed up in the pretty panties he not so secretly took from you as he jerks his cock. Two pairs are required to complete his ritual. One, to hold over his face and cover him so completely with you and your scent, and another to wrap around his cock and pump his solid shaft. Few things get him to cum as fast as this

Uniforms

• Neat and ruly, that's what uniforms are supposed to be, at least in James' opinion. Something about messing that tidiness up is so good to James. A gratification he simply can not pass up. That's why sex in an empty classroom or closet is frequent between the two of you. Not to mention the easy access your school uniform provides, all James has to do is press you up into a wall, flip your skirt up, and move your underwear aside.

Partialism - A sexual preference for a certain part of the body

• BOOBS! And thighs, James loooves thighs

Olfactophilia - Scent Kink

• Ties into the underwear thing, the smell of your cunt is something that makes him horny immediately. Sometimes just the smell of your perfume is enough to get him going

Somnophilia - engaging in sexual activity with a sleeping person

• This goes both ways! I'm a firm believer in sleep whore Jamie and so at first it was purely accidental. Harmless grinding and little whimpers in his sleep as he had a particularly good dream. You were ok with that, infact you liked it. Sometimes you'd help him, slotting one of your legs between his thighs to give him something to grind on properly. You'd hold him tight with arousal burning in your belly waiting for him to wake up. James woke up once, during the middle of one of his little dreams. You hadn't woken up yet, and James knew it was ok for him to do it while he was asleep but he didn't know if it was ok to do it while you were asleep. Still, he couldn't stop himself. Something about the fact that maybe it wasn't ok only added to his pleasure. If it wasn't would you be mad at him? Would you spank him? God, he hoped you would. Or maybe, you wouldn't be mad at all, maybe you'd like it. That thought is what caused James to finish. Needless to say, James has a new found love for grinding himself into you while you're asleep. He'd also really love to actually fuck you if you'd let him, but he doesn't think you're quite there yet. You could fuck him though, James has already given you his explicit, enthusiastic consent. He's yours, completely, and he wants you to know that. He wants you to know that he trusts you enough to have him in a way he deems vulnerable while in an even more vulnerable state.

Intoxication - A preference for taking drugs or drinking alcohol before hand

• I also don't have a particular explanation for this one other than he just likes it. He thinks it's fun. When you're both tipsy and want each other so bad you're scrambling to take one another's clothes off. He'd also like to experiment with Viagra, whether you're both taking or just one of you

Masochism - Pain Kink

• I don't think there's any instance in which James would hurt you, and if he did I definitely don't think he'd like it. So sorry if that's your thing but I just don't think that's James'. I do, however, think that James would love the deliverance of pain brought about by your soft, loving hands. Even if they are spanking his ass until it's red and raw, especially if they're spanking his ass red and raw. He appreciates the gentle way you care for him afterwards just as much if not more than when you're inflicting pain. It's something so special, so sacred, shared only between the two of you. When you rub your hands gently over his sore ass, and kiss his back, and then his shoulder. When you hold him in your lap and kiss his head, and wipe his tears. Despite the height difference James has never felt smaller than in these moments.

Odaxelagnia - Biting

• James likes to bite. James also really likes being bitten. I'm not sure how else to explain it other than this. It ties into another of his kinks tho.

Puppy Play

• James Potter really is such a good boy. If you can get past the arrogant asshole layer. He's already quite like a puppy already. James is like a golden retriever with his need to please. He also gets quite sad without frequent socialization and proper attention. You just need to get a little golden tail and a little pair of golden ears for your golden boy. With or without the tail and ears he's still a puppy. He enjoys being pampered and taken care of. Having your nails scratching at his scalp as he eats you out. Petting his head as you ride him, bouncing on his cock. James' favorite part is the praise though. The soft little sound somewhat between a moan and whimper when you call him a good boy tells you all you need to know about that. His face flushes red from his neck to his ears because he can't help it. It's embarrassing the way the sound escapes before he even has a chance to stop it. While James is absolutely perfect his behavior isn't always. He's used to getting what he wants so sometimes he can be a bit bratty. He'll bury his face in your cunt and make you cum so hard, so fast to try to make up for the fact that he didn't listen. He'll ambush you in the shower, or when you're changing. When you're naked, and vulnerable and not expecting it at all he'll whimper and whine until you bend over and let him mate you. This goes both ways though and you're not sure what's worse, when James wants to fuck you right there, right now, or when James wants to be fucked right there, right now. Either way he's your poor little horny pup and you'd definitely be lying if you said you didn't thoroughly enjoy when he fucked you or when you fucked him. You just wished he'd be a little more patient sometimes, but that's okay. Puppies can be trained

Vampire - The sexual fascination or fetishization of vampires

• I'm also not sure how to explain this one 😭 I just think he'd be really into it

Pegging

• I mean, I could explain but do I really need to??? James gets pegged on the reg and that's LAW

Rimming

• James would absolutely lose his mind if you laid him down and licked him out the way he did you. I think @morwap is so right about James being super sensitive...everywhere. So I think he'd really enjoy it. James would also return the favor if it pleased you but I don't think it's something he's particularly into on his own

Barebacking - Preference for sex without a condom

• I just think that he'd prefer to have sex without a condom. Wearing one kind of suppresses some of the feeling, and James just doesn't like the way they feel. Without one everything is so much more intense. I also think he'd have a preference for cumming inside of you which he obviously cannot do if he's wearing a condom

Clothed Sex

• Ties into the uniform thing, and the corset thing, and the stocking thing. He thinks it's super hot that you both want each other so bad you can't even wait to take your clothes off. He's also like to fuck you while you're still nice and pretty in your lingerie

Spanking

• James absolutely lives for the warm sting of your hand coming into into contact with his ass repeatedly. Could honestly cum from just that alone and he has before. So if you're thinking of using that as a way to punish him it's much more a funishment. On the flip side he also likes spanking you. Watching your ass jiggle underneath his palms makes him so excited

Internal Cumshots

• Cumming inside of you is hands down James' favorite place to finish. Sure he likes giving you a facial, or coating your tits with his release as much as the next guy, but cumming inside you is definitely sexist to James. It's just as emotionally satisfying for him as it is physically. It makes him feel more bonded to you, closer, in a way. He definitely fetishizes it more than he should. In a way it's also like coming home (no pun intended). Your cunt is so warm around him, so inviting with your legs wrapped around him nice and tight. It's sort of comforting to him in a way I guess. He feels safe and protected. He also feels like he's marking you as his and he really likes that.

Interfemoral Sex - Thigh Fucking

• Thrusting his cock between your legs and fucking your thighs is a huge turn on for James. They're so soft, and so warm, and seeing his cum all over you when he's done drives him crazy

Pictophilia - Watching Porn

• James likes watching porn. Lots of guys do and he happens to be one of them. He's not ashamed about it or anything (he thinks everyone watches porn tbh). James does have a tendency to find porn stars that resemble you in a remarkably uncanny way though. He would also really, really like to watch porn with you

Sensory Deprivation

• James thinks of it as a more extreme version of sensation play. He enjoys the heightened experience that comes along with being blindfolded or blindfolding you. It surprised you how even when you're the one blindfolded you're still in control, it also surprised you just how much you liked it. It really makes you focus on how good James is making you feel. You're more keen to the heady scent that is James looming over you. To the taste of him in your mouth, and the sound of him whimpering and moaning into your neck as he thrusts inside you. James really gets off on that, knowing your focus is entirely on him and him alone. Blindfolding James is a little...difficult. He likes it, he really does but it also frustrates him greatly. James likes to be able to look at you whilst you two are doing intimate things. He likes to see you, likes to see your reactions so he knows he's doing good, not just that you're telling him he is, and it sort of upsets him when he can't. So as much as James enjoys the heightened sensation of being blindfolded he doesn't so much enjoy the blindfolding part. Because of that it's usually done more as a punishment. James cums really fast whenever he's blindfolded. It's not his fault really all he can think about is you and your hands all over him

Choking

• James likes the feeling of your warm hands wrapped around his throat. He often gets too excited and forgets to breathe when he cums so a little bit of help from you in restricting his breathing while he cums feels great

Edging

• As much as James may not like your refusal to let him cum in the moment, he obeys. He knows the reward will be well worth the wait if he does

Katoptronophilia - sexual arousal from doing a sexual activity in front of a mirror

• James really likes fucking you in front of mirrors. He can see all of you that way and that really turns him on. James also really likes when you fuck him in front of mirrors. The focused expression on your face as you work to make him cum has him moaning like a whore underneath you

Voyeurism

• James likes to watch, James really likes to watch. James likes to watch you touch yourself, James likes to watch you work so tentatively to make Remus cum. Remus didn't know James was there until afterwards which only made James fist his cock harder, moving his hand up and down faster and faster. When Remus saw James he looked almost guilty, y'all were together, he knew that, James was ok with it. Remus knew that as well, so James had no idea why Remus looked so guilty. James should be the one feeling guilty. One of James' favorite things is to watch Sirius fuck you. Unlike Remus, Sirius always knows James is there. Sometimes Sirius will talk to James, tell him how good you feel in between moans, give him something to think about as well as watch. James feels so dirty when he's watching but that only makes him hornier. Sex always happens after, it doesn't matter if Remus was just with you, or if it was Sirius, or even if you were just touching yourself for James' own perverted pleasure. He can't help it he has to fuck you. He's always so frantic afterwards, moving his hips into yours so fast you can't even think straight. His lips move against yours so messy, his tongue invading your mouth, and for once instead of you leading the kiss you just lay back and enjoy his lust.

Vicarphilia - sexual arousal from hearing about other people’s sex lives

• I don't really know how to explain this one. I just think he'd get really, super turned on hearing about other people's sexual experiences. It probably started out with Sirius telling James about his numerous encounters with numerous school girls


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Let’s talk Peter Pettigrew.

Now in many fanfics he’s the betrayer. The one who killed Jily in a car crash or fucked over his friends online, or just messed with the others lives.

Let’s take a moment to consider that Peter was in a war. As a child. He was 21 when he made this decision.

This is a Peter who grew up with James and got replaced in a day by Sirius. A Peter whose own parents and James and Sirius all implied that he was below them, until he started to copy them so they accept him. 

This is a Peter who watched James and Sirius be cruel and mean and awful to anyone who crossed their path that wasn’t exactly like them. 

This is a Peter who got put in Gryffindor by the hat as a hope that the courageous people there would bring out the best in him, and inspire the good.

This is a Peter who was taught to be mean and petty and hate anyone who disagreed with them by those very same Gryffindors. 

A Peter who watched as James and Sirius pretended to accept Remus, but never truly did. A Peter who hated the way James acted around Lily, who hated Sirius’ jealously, who hated how Remus didn’t care enough to stop them.

A Peter who was taught he was luckily for his friends. That he had to be perfect or everyone would leave. Despite being kind to them all, he only ever felt conditional love.

A Peter who grew and resented and then was hit with a final blow. He was made secret keeper. Because no one would ever think Jily would trust their barely friend Peter with this. The person James fucking grew up with would never ever be made their secret keeper. 

And then they suspected Remus. The boy who punched when he was hurt and couldn’t kill a bug and let the girls cry on his shoulder despite not understanding how they felt. A Remus who James and Sirius never fully accepted as a werewolf, not truly, because if they did, the wouldn’t have suspected him as the mole. The Remus that Peter spent all those times he was left out with. Because those two understood that feeling.

A Peter who wasn’t with Remus during the war because Remus was a werewolf. Who went on order missions and spent his other time alone. Who couldn’t bare to be around anyone after they started doubting him.

A Peter who didn’t spend as much time around baby Harry, because James forgot to invite him. A Peter who Lily never liked because she never tried to see him for him. A Peter who didn’t understand what Voldemort was trying to do, but felt the resent and pain and anguish from being alone during the hardest times of the war. 

A Peter who didn’t see the difference between a blood traitor cursing awful scars onto a pureblood for their beliefs, opposed to a pureblood cursing pain onto a blood traitor for their beliefs. “Why is it ok for us to attack them, but not for them to attack us?”

Who gave in to the temptation to not be in danger and to take out all the long lasting anguish he felt. Who didn’t think it through.

A Peter who probably never meant to frame Sirius. Never meant to leave Remus alone. A Peter who saw what he did and panicked. Became the thing he’d first become to help a friend. A friend who he’d just left alone.

A Peter who then had to spend 12 years as a rat. Remembering that this is always what he was supposed to be, this is his animagus form after all. Remembering every “wormtail” joke and every mocking laugh behind his back and then seeing James’ dead face over and over.

This Peter went too far to come back. This Peter fell all the way into Voldemorts hands because he was a bad person now and he hated himself for it. A Peter who deep inside… wanted Sirius and Remus to kill him that day. Who looked into his friends eyes and saw 12 years of Azkaban and 12 years of loneliness.

A Peter who died to his own hand… because truly he died the second he chose to join Voldemorts army, he did this all to himself.

Because it is his fault for betraying them. And then lying for 12 years. For handing a death certificate to a child.

But it isn’t his fault for breaking. For growing up entirely alone. For everyone who hated him before they knew him. Who hated his facade that he only invented to be liked. 

For only ever receiving conditional love.

And in a world without war I wholeheartedly feel Peter Pettigrew wouldn’t be the bitch who outed Sirius to his mother, or the guy who caved to the University bully conveniently named Tom Riddle.

This was a war. This was loneliness. 

(Oh and side note: God forbid JKR ever writing a chubby character as a good fucking person.)

I don’t particularly like canon Peter. I don’t like the decisions he made or the way he didn’t stand up for himself.

But if we’re going to say Sirius and James included him in everything. If we’re going to idealise their world or write a modern au. Peter fucking Pettigrew HAS to at least be insanely screwed over and isolated for him to betray his friend. 

BECAUSE HE WASN’T WEAK! He was never fucking weak. He never caved in fear. He caved in deep fucking hatred. He caved in conditional love and second place trophies and emotional intelligence that was never understood. He wasn’t weak.

He was broken. 


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago
Once More For Those In The Back.

Once more for those in the back.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

~Peter Pettigrew Variants~

(These are all from left to right btw)

~Peter Pettigrew Variants~
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~Peter Pettigrew Variants~
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~Peter Pettigrew Variants~

Top Row: Peeta Mellark, Neville Longbottom, and Dustin Henderson

Middle Row: Richard Cameron, Flora, and Isaac Henderson

Bottom Row: Remy, Ned Leeds, and Lewis Capaldi

✨TV Shows & Movies (+1 Celeb)✨

Peeta Mellark is from The Hunger Games (Movie)

Neville Longbottom is from Harry Potter (Movies)

Dustin Henderson is from Stranger Things (TV Show)

Richard Cameron is from Dead Poets Society (Movie)

Flora is from Winx Club (TV Show)

Isaac Henderson is from Heartstopper (TV Show)

Remy is from Ratatouille (Movie)

Ned Leeds (Spiderman: No way home)

Lewis Capaldi is a Celeb (Singer)


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Walburga and Orion realistically never would’ve allowed for either child to live in the shadow of the other. A Black eclipsed by anyone, even another Black, would’ve been a disgrace.

You think they would’ve favoured Regulus if he’d been a weak, blushing and trembling kid hiding behind his brother? No, they simply excelled in different areas.

Sirius was all charm and charisma, knew when to laugh and smile, turned heads upon entering a room, left them wanting more — could’ve been the perfect heir had he only wanted it. Regulus was cold cunning and heartless manipulation, had people fearing and respecting him since he was 12 and loved it. He didn’t have to say a word, by 17 one look from him had people agreeing to anything. He was the perfect heir because he enjoyed the game.

The Blacks were power hungry maniacs, imagine how incredibly fucked Regulus had to be to be their favourite. How deranged did he have to be to be chosen by Voldemort at 16. This man treads the line of irredeemability with a smile

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

my favorite james headcanon is that he downplays his problems because his friends have it worse. oh he’s having trouble understanding his lessons? well moony misses classes and has to catch up every month. his parents doesnt totally understand him because of their big age difference? yeah well sirius’ prents are literally blood supremacies. the worst thing is he doesnt realize how destructive this behavior is.

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Himbo simp James is the best thing that ever came out of the marauders fandom. I am so beyond obsessed with him. He’s literally the personification of this emoticon “ :D “

moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

~Remus Lupin Variants~

(These are all from left to right btw)

~Remus Lupin Variants~
~Remus Lupin Variants~
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~Remus Lupin Variants~
~Remus Lupin Variants~
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~Remus Lupin Variants~
~Remus Lupin Variants~

Top Row: Bruce Banner, Simon Seville, and Pope Heyward

Middle Row: Sam Winchester, Beverly Marsh, and Hiccup

Bottom Row: Will Byers, Spencer Reid, and Isaac Lahey

✨TV Shows & Movies✨

Bruce Banner is from The Incredible Hulk (Movie)

Simon Seville is from Alvin and the Chipmunks (Movie)

Pope Heyward is from Outer Banks (TV Show)

Sam Winchester is from Supernatural (TV Show)

Beverly Marsh is from It [2017] (Movie)

Hiccup is from How To Train Your Dragon (Movie)

Will Byers is from Strangers Things (TV Show)

Spencer Reid is from Criminal Minds (TV Show)

Isaac Lahey is from Teen Wolf (TV Show)

Ok but the awkward, sassy, loser boy energy that Isaac Lahey gives off is what made me see Daniel Sharman as Remus in the first place. Isaac Lahey and Remus Lupin are literally the same person change my mind.


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

Lily Evans Headcanons (more)

Lily Evans Headcanons (more)
Lily Evans Headcanons (more)
Lily Evans Headcanons (more)

Best color is white

Cats>Dogs

Hates wearing heels

If she does they're short heels

Adores jewelry

Her favs are necklaces and earrings

And when I tell you this girl has SO. MANY. EARRINGS.

it's unnatural

She does not need that many

But she has them anyway and we love that for her 😌

Hates anything sour

Only drinks tea warm

And only w lemon and honey

Has the brightest smile

Every single emotion she feels is visibly expressed in her eyes

Her and Sirius' relationship consists of talking shit about each other and gossiping

Sometimes they will talk shit about each other to other people but like if that person jumps in they'll be like wtf did you just say

She's really super sweet

Always sees the good in people

It's really hard for her to let go

Coffee addict but drinks it SUPER sweet

Still has her childhood stuffed animal collection

Gave Dust to Luna

'lily used to have a really large, grey bunny named dust, and it used to be her best friend when she was five' (hc stolen from @lesbianmckinnonn)

Drinks pumpkin spice lattes all fall long (Mary hates it)

Throws the fit of all fits every time she gets cold

Learned to play the piano when she was little

Such a downtown girlie

Sleeps with socks on

Grumpy in the morning

Despite this she gets up around 9 naturally

She's not happy about it

She tries to go back to sleep and fails every time

Like c'mon Lils it's a little embarrassing at this point 😭

God awful cook

Has never missed one of James' quidditch games


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

~ Polar Opposites ~

A look into the differences between Sirius and Regulus Black

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For as long as Regulus could remember him and Sirius were different. I mean sure they shared dark curls, and pale skin, and delicately placed freckles. Sure they even shared the same last name, the same DNA, but that was where the similarities stopped.

Regulus had always been favored by his father and Sirius by their mother. He could tell in the way that their mother picked them up but only doted on Sirius. He had her attention while Regulus was just hanging there in her arms. He supposed it was because they were alike, almost carbon copies of each other. Grey eyes, and fiery tempers, and abrasive personalities. If the gods had placed something different between Sirius' legs he would have said Sirius was his mother reborn. Regulus thinks that's why he'd clinged to Sirius so hard.

Sirius was their mother and Regulus was his father. Harsh words, fierce love, and burning passion. A stark contrast to cold glares, distant declarations of affection, and deafening silence. Regulus spent most of his time with his father, closely observing and learning his ways. Sirius spent most of his time at home in his room, he didn't have to observe, or watch, or learn the ways of their mother. He was her and she was him. That was why she favored him, he decided. It hurt less that way.

Sirius always felt hot, wearing as little clothing as he could get away with. Regulus on the other hand was always cold, it'd truly be a treasure to see his delicate frame in anything other than a shirt that went from his shoulders to his wrists. He liked it that way, warm, and safe. Much unlike his environment.

Cats and dogs they were, him and his brother. At least that's what people said. Though Sirius had no clue how true that was, Regulus supposed he never would. Regulus was quiet, observant, independent, and secretive. A cat. Whereas Sirius was loud, friendly, overly social, and ever reliant on his 'pack'. A dog. They were similar, however, in the darkness of the fur their animagi adorned. They shared that at least.

But perhaps the most evident difference between them was the houses they were separated into. Regulus loved his brother he did, but not the same way he did before he was sorted into Slytherin. Regulus could see it, the look in Sirius' eyes when the dusty old hat shouted "Slytherin!". Whatever piece of his brother Regulus had, the piece that no one else did, was lost to him now and Regulus was sure he could never get it back. He couldn't love Sirius the way he did before, because Sirius did not love him the way he did before. "Just like the rest of us you are Reggie, just like the rest of us." Sirius said with a hand on his shoulder as he walked to sit at Slytherin table.

Regulus cried that night, why wasn't he allowed in Gryffindor, like his brother? He wished he was. Because he wasn't, he'd disappointed Sirius, something he'd never wanted to do, and by the looks of it, he could never make up for it. So Regulus wiped his tears and he decided he'd make his parents proud instead. If Sirius couldn't do right certainly he could. It was then he displayed his first Slytherin trait, ambition. From then on Sirius was his rival, Regulus made the right choice he though, as Sirius had completely pulled away from him by the time his first year was over.


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moonyssmommyy
1 year ago

~Sirius Black Variants~

(These are all from left to right btw)

~Sirius Black Variants~
~Sirius Black Variants~
~Sirius Black Variants~
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~Sirius Black Variants~

Top Row: Dean Winchester, Conan Gray, and Eddie Munson

Middle Row: Flynn Rider, Johanna Mason, and Patrick Verona

Bottom Row: Richie Tozier, Harry Hook, and Tony Stark

✨TV Shows & Movies (+1 Celeb)✨

Dean Winchester is from Supernatural (TV Show)

Conan Gray is a Celeb (Singer)

Eddie Munson is from Stranger Things (TV Show)

Flynn Rider is from Tangled (Movie)

Johanna Mason is from Catching Fire (TV Show)

Patrick Verona is from 10 Things I Hate About You (Movie)

Richie Tozier is from It (Movie)

Harry Hook is from Descendants 2 (Movie)

Tony Stark is from Iron Man (Movie)

I know these are very different characters but I have so many versions of Sirius in my head and I'm just hoping you guys get the vision 😭


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