Does Anyone Wanna Hold Hands Until We Feel A Little Braver

oh god oh shit was yapping to my aunt about pjsk and i ended up showing her the like trading card things i have and my mom brought up my favorites (rui and tsukasa) and i just called them “the gayboys from the theatre troupe”

just accidentally read the “tap to order” text on a panera bread order tablet as “tap to gender” and i don’t know whether to laugh or curl up into a ball and hide away from society for a millennia

the best thing that can happen to an artist is to get really really insane about a character

random facts about a local production i did

PROBABLY LENGTHY, READ AT OWN RISK :3

context for future reference: this was mary poppins jr, and we did the version that spilt into two acts (in the middle of a song mind you)

and out differences between act 1 and act 2 leads was kinda hilarious,,,, I’ll go down the line

act 1 vs act 2 george/winifred banks:: n/a, same actors

act 1 vs act 2 micheal:: loses a few inches, went from strawberry blonde(?) to a brunette

act 1 vs act 2 jane:: lost several inches (went from roughly same height as micheal to a quite a bit shorter for reference), brunette to blonde

act 1 vs act 2 Bert:: paler, straighter hair, harder to spot difference than others

act 1 vs act 2 mary:: same height, brunette to black hair, loss of hat (☹️)

this was due to our cast being a paid to be there, so lotsa ensemble :3 (very fun!!!)

okay now for less info-y facts that r just silly

so there’s a whole metaphor thing with the kites in our show in each act, micheal’s homemade kite being broken in act 2 to show the broken family (very serious and sad, ikkk)

we had the Micheal/metaphor kites swapped for every rehearsal until we realized mid tech week (like Thursday i think???)

one of our techs was in like highschool (local production, volunteer stuff) and was constantly whispering into the mics, such as “guys,, these lines are pretty 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂…. 😈” and then everyone would tell him to shut up

(techs were micked up, actors weren’t, so we only learned this after!!!)

please ask me more questions i ran out of people to infodump about this to 🙏 🙏 🙏 we were all very silly so there is so much to share

uber duber messy kanade because artblock be kicking my ass rn and i wanted to try something to break out of it… (not supposed to be super good so uh.) :3

ref/base image under cut!! (+movie miku, ingame code content warning)

get nuked, idiot

"What did you find?"

AD ASTRA!!!! guess who has a new au now. i made it on tsukasas birthday and now he gets The Most Powerful Artifact In The Universe

By the power of spamton I banish you to wizard tower

actual conversation I had with a friend like last week

(for anyone who ACTUALLY wanted to read my long ahh essay, here u go!!!:

so star tears, as the name suggests, is when the victim starts to cry 'stars.'

In actuality, this disease, caused by unrequited love, is when one starts to cry small star-shaped glowing crystals. These crystals start clear, but over time, they grow more opaque and shine brighter. As the disease progresses, the tears are also harder to control and make the victim cry more often. The tears are also accomapanied with a small jingling/twinkling sound when falling, and are sharp and painful.

The symptoms (like every single fictional and real disease ever,) grow worse over time, and unless treated, lead to colorblindness and memory loss. Severe cases can lead to complete blindness as well.

The ailment is only cured when the victim's beloved returns their feelings, typically expressed through confession. Star tears isn't fatal if the love isn't returned romantically, but will lead to the (color)blindness and memory loss being permanent. It's currently divided on whether symptoms are cured if love is confessed in later stages, but I've only seen cases of vision and memories returning (because we love good fic endings!!!!)

so yeah thats what i remember)

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