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side effects of being numb due to mental illness:
not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about
not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely
instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything
not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out
losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say
word vomiting
mind “static”
*has one uncomfortable interaction* *is fucked up for 3 days*
the only two real emotions are the desire to be loved and embarrassment
hhh
me after going from giddy to panic attack followed by intense self hatred and self harming to void in the span of a few hours:
when you wish you could cry to release some of the deep sadness you’re feeling but you are actually completely numb and incapable of forming tears so you just have to sit and wait for the feeling to pass without feeling any release or comfort whatsoever
I can feel my soul physically aching
i literally have no idea how to make friends I cannot small talk like what do u even say to a real person
Learn To Say
No, to people when you don’t feel like hanging out
No, to people who don’t deserve your time
No, to people that make you feel uncomfortable
No, to people that threaten your happiness
No, to people that don’t let you be yourself
No, to people that make you ashamed for what you like
me: *is faced with a distressing situation*
brain: *shuts down*
me: no maybe we should actually deal with this
brain: ✔️read 7:26pm
“Loving me isn’t easy, I have sharp edges, I have missing parts.”
— Donte Colins
love it when the feeling is mutual and y’all all cute, protective, and nasty for each other
the older I get, the more attractive stability becomes……………… i just want some god damn peace of mind and a non-stressful environment