Dear Diary,

I cant say it enough how fucking hot he looks in these pictures.

It’s the way to sleeves are rolled, how it lifts as he adjusts his hat, the hat, it’s the way his eeyore tattoo is out, the hand, the goddamn toothpick. Whatever fucking restaurant this is, oh how I thank them. The art behind him, the lighting, that couch. They are doing god’s work and I owe them my life. Thank the lord above these pictures exist

Every time I see one of these pics i remember that I was cat woman that same Halloween. We in sync fr🤞🤞🤞

27 year age gap is practically nothing!

i was meant to be a slut but instead im a 19 yr old girl blogger

runaway with an older man

spent the last week out of town for a cousins wedding, omg has this trip been wild

got drunk and cried got high and cried, met my cousins baby, found out a different cousin is a perv towards his own family, watched the wedding ceremony, was one of the only people dancing at the reception, and hung out with my 90 year old grandma. got in a ton of arguments with my family, saw certain family members for the first time in YEARS, met family members for the first time, spent way too much money, slept terribly, and still have a 9 hour drive to do tomorrow.

basically 90% of this trip i’ve been incredibly fucked up and i have terrible baby fever from being around so many little babies

he said "u up" but Dostoevsky said,

"…she tortures me, tortures me with her love… In the past it was only that infernal body of hers that tortured me, but now I've taken all her soul into my soul and through her I've become a man."

What’s so interesting to me is everyone on tc tumblr is super secretive about the crush. Like won’t tell friends, agree it’s “weird” or “gross” just like hide it like it’s a sin.

I made several friends at school because we agreed that our teacher was hot, I have one friend who is literally a lesbian in a long term relationship who will call our teacher her boyfriend. Like I talk about it all the time and 9 times out of 10 people agree with me and we joke about it

counted 16 bruises on my legs, still can never figure out how they get here