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gaslighting myself into enjoying school 

It's monday so it's time to romanticize school so we can survive

133 Days of Uni [34/133]

🌞08/09/24🌛

🎧song of the day: A&W - Lana Del Rey

Today was a chill day as well, I spent the morning doing some chores and then I started doing some marketing analysis for one of my classes, then I decided to plan my week and deadlines while listening to music

me studying art rn

Henri Matisse

my psychiatrist just diagnosed me with 19th century russian literature character

“high value men” “feminine energy” “dark feminine” “wife material” “hypergamy” “providers” “rotational dating”

blah blah blah blah blah whatever. It’s a farce. I knew this day would come when feminine level up content would become derivative and soulless and full of opportunists using buzzwords trying to sell courses.

All I can say is keep centering yourself every single day, get your bag, get your education, network, workout, eat healthy, sleep right, rest as much as you can, get your water intake up, get your skincare on, whiten your teeth, only let men near you who benefit you (note I didn’t say sleep with!), pay off your high interest debt, get your investments up, and cut out all the bullshit and noise. don’t even worry about “how to get a husband” “how to dress like old money” because honestly, that stuff will come naturally when you don’t have to fake it anyway. Do you really think actual “high value” (I don’t like this terminology) women are stressed about finding a husband? Do you think actual wealthy people care about appearing wealthy to others? Just get after it and you won’t have to worry about faking it at all. It will all come naturally.

WHO knew, i would turn to be into sad girl, in rage, mentally unstable, lana del ray, mitski etc. when my favorite character in omori is aubrey.

[Text Id: I m a brutally soft women]