Get over the fear of being seen.
Stop caring about how you’re gonna be perceived. Stop doubting yourself. Stop aiming to be perfect. Stop ruminating.
Accept who you are. Hype yourself. Invest in yourself. Be audacious. Trust in the greater outcome. Allow yourself to be seen as you are.
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— Sylvia Plath, "The Bell Jar"
Today I spent a few hours in the library and made some notes for my thesis defense. They sent me an email this morning and told me to go do it on Monday, so I'm feeling kind of nervous. A friend has told me she wants to listen to me practice tomorrow and that she will try her best to ask mean questions to prepare me (my kind of friend).
I think I haven't said this before, but my thesis is on contemporary theatre, which is what I'm most interested in pursuing when I think about a career in academia.
On another note, I spent the whole morning listening to Chopin and I really like it :). I figured getting into classical music one musician at a time would be easier.
Tomorrow the application period for masters programs is also starting, which I'm not chill about at all. It will be tomorrow when I know if the program I'm interested in has any space for me to enroll. Anyway, I sort of manifested it too hard this past month for it to be any other way, right? ...right?
Gustave Caillebotte (French, 1848-1894), Paysage près de Trouville [Landscape near Trouville], 1881. Oil on canvas, 23 ³/₄ x 28 ³/₄ in.
Sometimes you stress yourself out to the point of tears and then u have to coax urself off the ledge by reminding urself that nothing is ever that fucking serious . It works out how it works out the point is we put in the effort
Marmota (Marmota monax) | John James Audubon (1785-1851) | rawpixel (The New York Public Library)
Hygieia (detail) by Gustav Klimt (1907)
It is a revision techinique that consists of:
Write notes about the topic and read them until you undestand it and remember some of it
Write everything you remember about the topic (without using the notes)
Go back to your notes and with a different colour add what you missed and correct your mistakes
Repeat the process until you know it
Remember to take breaks!
This method uses active recall, which makes your memory work harder and helps you store information in your long-term memory
It is incredibly effective
It is a really intense study method and it takes a lot of time (remember to take breaks!)
All subjects that are more theorical than practical.