no, bcos we need to stop learning about how to start a conversation. i can have hours and hours of conversation with someone, but my energy gets burnt out easily. we a need a book about "how not to talk people, but how to balancr your energy"
i’ll be sleeping in afternoon and be awake for the rest of night / midnight : God knew id be too powerful if i wasn’t sleep deprived... also been reading ‘my year of rest and relaxation’ and it was so scary how i actually relate it with my abnormal sleeping patterns... well, im okay though at lease continuously breathing
RAHHHHHHH ELLIOTT SMITHHH
i hope i make you proud when i get my degree. you are a legend, helping me to get throught tough times during college.
my psychiatrist just diagnosed me with 19th century russian literature character
(yet another) Sherlock Holmes Hands Appreciation Post.
we had to make 3 conceptual models for our design, i woke up early to finished all and it was a fail at first :") but! i got to get back anw, and made 2 concept design (accidentally xD) approved by my prof.
it will be very busy and stressful! i try to balance everything with time management, affirm myself with positive things, and make sure i am in my maximum capicity to pass.
its very important to check up on yourself as well, especially during difficult times. slacking and falling off is common to happen, so i hope everyone will stay focus and take time to self-reflect too (walking alone for 10 mins is ok!)
gl everyone !! <33
#hewasforcedtoeatcement
Today's Seal Is: I'm So Full From Rocks Yum
shaking six year old me by the shoulders YOU WERE RIGHT. YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT LOVE AND ABOUT FAIRNESS AND ABOUT SHARING IS CARING. YOU WERE RIGHT. THE ADULTS DON’T KNOW ANY MORE ABOUT TRUTH THAN YOU DO. KEEP BELIEVING IN THE FAIRIES AT THE BOTTOM OF THE GARDEN. NOTHING IS “JUST THE WAY IT IS”. I AM SORRY THEY EVER CONVINCED YOU TO FEEL SHAME. YOU ARE REAL AND A PART OF THIS WORLD. YOU WERE RIGHT.
"The Unbearable Lightness of Being", Milan Kundera (translated by Michael Henry Heim)