Kind Of Rude That They Made Us Watch Dean Watching Cas Die But Never Showed Us How Cas Would React To

Flirting with the idea of developing a fic idea I had where Dean freaks out after Cas is bought back (post s15) and flees to Jody's under the guise of fixing her roof or her fence or something and just keeps finding things to fix instead of going back to the bunker, and in that time he actually learns how to unwind and set aside his soldier mentality for the first time ever, opens up to Jody a little about not knowing how to accept someone's love without thinking it will kill them, and he also begins to grow out his hair and beard because again, he's no longer a soldier he doesn't need the utilitarian cut anymore, and when Cas finally gets fed up enough to chase him down and confront him he bursts into Jody's house ready to fight it out but is blindsided by Dean Winchester, love of his life, with floppy hair, a beard, some fuckass Hawaiian shirt, bickering in the kitchen with Claire as he cooks dinner or something and the steam is taken out of him so fast because it's the softest and most relaxed he's ever seen Dean that he just kind of walks up and puts his hands in his hair and stares at him while Dean has that emotional in love with my best friend crisis he was avoiding for months in like fifteen seconds flat

So I know we all wanted them to fuck dirty nasty on screen but like… the fact that it’s cannon that Dean and Cas just loved each other so much without even the need for a physical aspect of their relationship. They loved the other hard enough to both save the world and damn it to hell multiple times without even knowing it was reciprocated. They loved each other for the sake of love and man if that’s not the most romantic shit I’ve ever seen on my tv screen

And this:

Yep. Nothing more to say.

they’re incapable of having one normal relaxed conversation

(it’s the episode Cas gets back from purgatory)

I can't decide what will be funnier if Jensen and Misha's charachters actually kiss in The Boys or if Misha's characters has a one sided crush on Soldier Boy, confesses his love and then instantly dies.

Remember when Supernatural was like: yeah, so Cas died and Dean was miserable. Like truly deeply depressed. Suicidal even. Hey, he killed himself hello! Didn't even ask to be brought back. Even though his brother was right there by his side???? But then Cas came back to him and Dean was "for the first time all season" HAPPY--

I know that many are resentful towards Richard Cameron for the betrayal, but I WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME THING AS HIM.

Same with Percy Weasley.

IT'S OK TO BE SELFISH SOMETIMES, guys– especially if it's to save your own skin or progress in life.

idk, maybe i'm a bad person...