weird collage from my journal
I spend more time researching my condition to come up with a treatment plan than doing my assignments and studying for my exams
I think the humanities died simply because too many rich people liked hearing themselves talk and they realized nobody likes it. There’s nothing worse than a rich person who drones on about their theories and it’s the most stupid shit ever. I honestly respect the whole elitist game of taste tbh bc it seems like a competitive sport almost and not necessarily a meritocracy but it’s not like social position really buys people in it anymore. Rich people want to be cool and smart more than anything
It’s so annoying when people talk about “normality” bc what even is that but I really want to be a normal person and live like a normal person. I want to have a job that I’m proud to say I work at and actually have relevance to my life. I want to bounce out of bed and take on the day without having to have many rest breaks and naps. And I don’t want to fucking do any drug I want without having to search up if that shit will kill me!!!!!
I don’t exist
Sitting n rotting trying to make as minimal noise as possible
I have a migraine
I wanna fuck up some slimy greasy nasty chow mein rn
I don’t even mean to be rude honestly