I See Colours That Aren’t Even There

circa 1500’s

Icl I can definitely do with one more year of just everything like I just need another year.

I feel like this condition has disabled me in such a debilitating way and hindered an progress for my career prospects and it makes me so sad when I see everyone else making a move on with after uni and jobs and all I’m feeling is immense pain in my head and gut and muscles :( and I’m even so bad with managing my time as well ugh I’m just stressed but that triggers flare ups :(

My finger is literally throbbing right now

I actually can’t wait for my hair to get longer like I’m just gonna remain patient and beautiful

Death to America, israel shouldn’t exist etc. I just have to say that Ireland has a larger gdp than Israel. All of the most vehemently pro Israel media figures also tend to platform/collaborate with holocaust deniers. Israel is the genocidal arm of the west and exists the way it does to put Jews in a quid pro quo situation. I really think people need to move past this idea of Israel influencing America. It’s the other way around and it’s tragic that the descendants of a fairly recent genocide are taking the brunt for an imperial regime that has historically shown itself to “can do bad all by it’s self”

:/

I just cracked a random bone in my neck and ut was very scary and weird

I think fish is the best white protein, as well as, red meat. No offence to chicken, I really love it but it doesn’t give me the same energy and gains in comparison to fish and beef. And I feel so bad for chicken given how cheap it is and the rapid demand of their breeding sigh.