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Made a new tropical smoothie today with pineapples mangoes strawberries n carrots just so I can use the new flaxseeds I bought today and I was very nervous to try it because of how overpowering the carrots mights be and it actually tastes really good and I can barely tastes the carrots but the texture of it is really pissing me off but it’s fine, it’s just coz I’m not sipping through a straw.

I’m carrying a new energy today

I used to hate being on my own especially to be left alone with my thoughts and would spend my waking moment surrounding my friends days and just wanted to be around familiar company, but then the break and distance needed between us was very much needed like even the universe was telling us that we need to be on our own and to be practicing solitude. And now that I’ve been spending days on my own, especially involuntarily because of my migraines bounding me to my bed, I’ve been so addicted to my own company and don’t feel at peace until I’m in my own space by myself. Like my head would be scattered and I would constantly feel at unease but couldn’t tell what it was until I got home and it was bed time, without realising I just needed to be on my own most of the time.

People need to keep their depression to themselves and stop posting abt it in meme format like it’s some universal experience. I swear so many depressed people just read shit online and get influenced by it.

are incompetent people even real

I actually can’t wait for my hair to get longer like I’m just gonna remain patient and beautiful

the most annoying and contextualising thing about humans is how special they think they are. maybe we are the “chosen ones” or whatever but we’re literally the same as everything that once was and always will be.

Blythe dolls are out but only because I like to deny myself joy for the sake of contrarianism (im being vulnerable)