Sorry For Falling Off. That Was On Purpose. I Had To Become Something I Wasn’t In Order To Remember

I keep having to order Ubers to deliver me my charger I forget at my friends place

Blythe dolls are out but only because I like to deny myself joy for the sake of contrarianism (im being vulnerable)

the new pope is neither woke nor not woke but some secret third thing (american)

Swimming actually has unlocked something in mr especially with the mind body soul connection. When I kept mentioning swimming lessons to people, they all kept asking me. How are you feeling? Like how what do you think your end goal is gonna be like? How are you feeling going into it and I wasn’t too sure how to answer it because I wasn’t really looking at it as if it was like an achievement or something (very much is an achievement) but I was just literally just gonna go straight into it like just trusting instructors and following instructions and getting it just because I can and when I went to the swimming lessons instructor said something to me about how humans are meant to be flow in like everyone can vote because we’re meant to be floating, like we’re meant to flow in water and it literally I can literally feel my body being welcome to by water as like a sense of belonging and you know like the way that I grew up it wasn’t really like that water very much my enemy nature nature is calling was very much my enemy 

Chibi Jesus

Everytime I do this one stretch on my spine I start seeing this blue thing

I’ll quieten down if that’s what you want

circa 1500’s

Which philosophical school of thought do you feel closest to?

none. i read and study what is of interest to me, or things i come across that seem relevant to where i'm at. i take what resonates, and leave the rest. when i disagree i don't discard it, i just bare it in mind in case it becomes pertinent in the future. no isms no schisms, just character & principles over politics.

My head currently feels heavier than my neck can carry in proportion to my shoulders