I’m Such A Hypocrite And Just Proved My First Point

Made a new tropical smoothie today with pineapples mangoes strawberries n carrots just so I can use the new flaxseeds I bought today and I was very nervous to try it because of how overpowering the carrots mights be and it actually tastes really good and I can barely tastes the carrots but the texture of it is really pissing me off but it’s fine, it’s just coz I’m not sipping through a straw.

I’m so high bro

Omg white point has been my enemy on screens

My favouri

It takes me a while to adjust to dirt and filth but Im not saying this in a way like I’m the cleanest and most hygienic person but in a way about health and safety

Wore makeup for the first time in forever and there’s so much fragrance in products, why? Why do things need to smell nice? It already messes up our natural scent. I just hate fragrance so much coz it doesn’t even smell nice and irritates my nose and head so much.

P valley is honestly so insane like my suspicions about Hayley were proved correct and I knew she was like money hungry and it just like makes me really sad about black people and capitalism. Black people would actually do their own kind especially with what Chucalissa is going through with all of these white people coming to take over their place, the whole thing basically come to gentrify place so it’s a luxury resort for rich and they ain’t got no regards or care for the area. And when your people don’t give a fuck your own kind come in and be part of them is really sad.

This is bad rep for lightskins

I just deeped that even tho bloberta is an abuser you guys don’t give her the same grace y’all give clay like i know what you guys are.

I hate the love people give clay. Idk if it’s because he’s day they dim his abuse and but there’s nothing cutesy or kawaii about a fucking abuser. And yes I’m projecting coz I doubt most of you guys even know the slightest bit about abuse besides what is portrayed in the media for your own satisfaction. Well lemme tell you that there is not an incline of romanticisation around abuse, even if the abuser has been abused before in the past and has not healed from it or is a closeted gay or even a bit comedic. There isnt anything cutsies about abuse and abusers.

It’s actually just a show until it isn’t but it’s just a show.

Tattoos

In a world where memory is porous, how do we recognize the signs of history repeating?

In this week’s new Longreads essay, Aaron Rabinowitz writes about history and memory, Jewish identity, and scars and signs:

Dry-erase ink is not similar to tattoo ink, but it is almost identical to ink from a permanent marker. And if you leave it on a surface for long enough, especially a porous surface, it will remain. The brain is a porous surface. Memory is a porous surface.

Read his essay, “Tattoos,” on Longreads.