Andrew saying this and proceeding to get walked like a dog for the next two books is deeply funny to me
i wish bias was a term outside of kpop fandoms so that when ppl send me shit like "its annoying that ur making kevin's books about andreil" i could be like "well neil is my bias" and then be understood...
in the mind of andrew minyard
hilarious to me when andrew haters are like "neil could do better!" like? you think so?? you think ANYBODY else is willing to unpack all of that???? no let andrew keep him okay i think neil would give anybody else a heart attack
people like to associate kevjean with ‘the love was there and it didn’t change anything’ but between you and me the love was there and it changed everything. the love was there and it spoke to jean in his mother language. the love was there and it held jean to his promise. the love was there and it sent jean to usc. the love was there and it got him postcards and magnets and notes and stickers and a reason to live. maybe it didn’t light all the corners of jean’s life but it burned bright enough to remind him there was still a way out
neil thinking that andrew doesn’t care about him so it’s fine if they hook up bc when neil dies andrew won’t care compared to andrew’s reaction in baltimore is something that is very dear to me
Do you think that after Andrew got off his meds he thought back to all the ridiculous shit he said and while he says he has no regrets secretly sometimes as he’s falling asleep he remembers some really stupid comeback he made while medicated that he thought was so clever at the time, and the embarrassment alone has some part of him wishing he was having a panic attack instead 💀
my favourite underrated moment in aftg is when they're all shopping for halloween costumes and neil finds like. a milk carton costume with a cutout for his face and the caption "have you seen me?" and he holds it up in front of him, only for andrew to go "oh that's perfect neil!" like lmao?? that's such an unhinged comment to make??? we as a fandom don't talk enough about how little of a filter andrew has when he does bother to speak. what a silly man i love him
Neil Josten:
as a fandom i think we moved on from "and my father comes to all my games, that is enough" far too quickly.