You know whom I’ve missed in TSC and TGR?
Nicky.
I knoooow, we cannot allow him into the Cali because Jeremy will do him, but I still need him to be friends with Laila and Cat so badly. The gossip would go hard.
actually Andrew is a quite well adjusted regular guy for a 20 yo who was dealt a shitty hand at life and made some bad choices as a teen bc of it but he consistently goes to therapy, forms support networks and surrounds himself with kind people, and actively wants to get better, so its crazy how ppl think Neil the godfather Josten who was taken out of a crime tv show, sleeps facing the wall to put on colored contacts, makes up a new persona every time he goes grocery shopping and thinks therapists are out to get him is the normal one in that relationship
neil "i love when people are mean because omg no way my turn" josten
Holding him so gently
Kevin Day you must stop. Your heart too kind. Your body too hard working. Your face too handsome. They'll break your playing hand.
andrew as that one scene in twin peaks
ppl who disappear from the fandom to live life in peace re-emerging every new book to go through every stage of grief yet again
Neil ‼️‼️
(I am waiting so patiently for tsc physical copies to come out)
Jean Moreau be like Neil Josten was supposed to be my best friend and I consider that loss to be one of the worst things that ever happened to me. He's one of the select few who I trust to take me and my problems seriously and make good on his promises to me. Unfortunately he is also the fucking antichrist and everything he does is calibrated to spike my blood pressure.
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Andrew doodle