Personally I Just Think It Should Be Illegal To Have More Than 2 Things Going Bad With Your Body At A

ssomedays im just really harshly reminded about how many trans kids take their lives before they graduate high school and realize just how lucky i am to have made it this far.

i lost a trans friend a year ago and while seeing videos on my tiktok fyp talking about trans youth one of them mentioned another trans kid who took her life years ago and it reminded me of what it was like when that happened and then i thought back to my own friend i lost. and its just so terrifying knowing that im lucky to be one of the trans kids to survive my middle/highschool years.

it was a really big realization the other day that i had in which i turned to my sister and said holy shit im an elder trans person now, ive survived. and thats just really sad, knowing that when i was like 14/15 and first starting my transition i looked up to 18/19/20 year olds who made it and were transitioning and now im in that position of having saw these 14/15 year old kids looking at me and how well i pass and how well i know myself and how i survived and feeling like they could make it. the amount of kids i have had tell me that just seeing me being me around the school helped them to feel safe is insane to me. like these kids deserve to just be kids. i deserved to just be a kid. but we dont get to be kids. we dont get to live out our high school years by being high schoolers, we live them out in fear. in fear of our peers, in fear of our families, in fear of ourselves. and thats just terrible. this shouldnt be how things are.

i shouldnt have had to fight for the right to just use any of the bathrooms at my school. i shouldnt have had to go into our counseling office and report slurs and threats being verbally thrown at me in the hall. i shouldnt have had to sit there in my car before the last football game a year ago crying because my best friend was dead.

I just saw some people on TikTok saying that Steven don’t have a hard life …

Excuse me?! Are we watching the same show or …? I’m not saying he is the most tragic character but stop downplaying what he is going through like before he was just treated like shit by everyone around and he was still trying his best and now his life has completely gone south and he can’t do anything. Literally, he can just watch and do nothing .

And a point that a lot if ppl don’t think about is that the guy has DID . DID is a trauma based dissociative disorder meaning he’s been through some shit . Here a quote from the Wiki about this « A person with DID does not actually have multiple personalities but rather a lack of one integrated identity. This is caused by compromised brain development, which results from chronic trauma in childhood. »

got a new penpal (theyre plural and trying to figure out the kind of plural they are which is p interesting to be able to support them through)

also i dont have a boyfriend but like the not-boyfriend didnt give me an absolute no to being my boyfriend eventually which was swaggy

just gotta both work on some stuff from our past together

struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

the peak of my art career

jake's forgetting that for the most part we have to be vegan for medical reasons 🤦

-wes

bruh fuck vegan alters in a non vegan system

like how dare you you bitch, dont get nauseous while im trying to eat chicken nuggets

i just wanna enjoy my nuggets

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babe wake up october 2024 just dropped

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“Don’t be afraid to love again. Not everyone is like your ex.”

— Unknown

my favorite part of posting on here is that i get to have the anonymity of it

like on tiktok where i have 2500 followers i dont get to vent and post just little thoughts because i feel constantly seen

but here where i have like 40 smth followers and barely any of my posts get seen i have this feeling of being anonymous and just have the ability to express myself differently