Neoglowratz - NeoGlowRatz

sometimes your relationship is actually just a situationship/fwbs situation with your ex, his new fwb and you

catch me making them dinner tonight while we watch movies and cuddle

struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

see ive stopped crying over the fact that im never going to be one singular being due to my parents choices and now im crying over the fact that i cant tell if i love our partners or if im saying i do because its easier to give them the love they want from me than it is to think about what love means to me

yes it works for bpd

it doesnt work well for dissociative disorders though because you need to do parts work and face trauma before youre able to actually ground yourself and have a wise mind

most dbt skills temporarily calm you down but as soon as you stop actively using them youll start dissociating again

dbt isnt made for chronic dissociation

heres my wacky opinion of the day:

DBT is useless for people with dissociative disorders and i think it needs to be talked more about how and why

romeo and juliet /pos

yo seriously anyone who says shipping marc and steven is disgusting or “selfcest” are just being ableist and uneducated.

especially the “selfcest” thing like no me steven and marc arent the same person were all seperate fuckin people that happen to share a body get over your stupid singlet ideas

also calling it disgusting directly negatively affects every single system who has inner system relationships. like youre calling it disgusting when inner system relationships are literally a way of healing.

kindly stfu with your stupid ass opinions and educate yourself

-jake

got a new penpal (theyre plural and trying to figure out the kind of plural they are which is p interesting to be able to support them through)

also i dont have a boyfriend but like the not-boyfriend didnt give me an absolute no to being my boyfriend eventually which was swaggy

just gotta both work on some stuff from our past together

give me begrudging disgruntled older brother frank langdon where the entire ED crew goes out and abby meets the med students and just in tired mom mode decides that yes these are her responsibility now too

she starts packing lunches for frank to take with him to give out to them (doesnt pack frank a lunch ofc, he just grabs a granola bar or an apple mr "ill just grab smth at work")

she gives them all her number and frequently checks in to make sure theyre sleeping enough and getting enough food

for their birthdays she drags them all out to celebrate

and frank's just there for the ride, he cant say no to his wife so he starts checking on them too

so now he just has four little ducklings following him around asking him for snacks and asking to come over after shift to spend time with his kids

when you probably have POTS and then develop heartbreak syndrome on top of that like damn our heart is trying to kill us

fucking homosexual

are you gay

Absolutely not. You may be my fiance but no I am extremely homophobic /j

- Punz

Yes, he is

- Dream

I am not

- Punz