you are consciousness. you are not the body or the mind or the ego or the thoughts or experiences; those are what you think you are, they are the false self because the real you is....consciousness.
nothing can exist without you being conscious of it first. things exist because you are aware of them and as consciousness, you are always aware and can only be aware. for example, you are aware of these words right now right? 10 seconds ago you were not aware of the wall or sky above you so it did not exist to you 10 seconds ago. most likely, you are now aware of the wall/sky bc i pointed it out so now, the wall/sky exists to you. you are consciousness/awareness and you are always aware of something.
"you" are looking at your screen right now and "you" read these words but what is the thing that acknowledges or notices that the screen is there or that the words are there? consciousness, awareness. look at "your" shirt or hand or an object and tell me how do you know its there. you might say its because you see it with "your" eyes or you feel it on "your body" but that would be incorrect. you are only consciousness; you are not the human body. the shirt and words are there bc you are aware of them; you (consciousness) are observing them. i use quotations on the "you" to emphasize the fact that this human body is not you, that is your false self:
let me give you another scenario: let say you cannot see anything, you cannot hear, touch, taste, or smell anything. you would still be aware and know that you are still present because you are always consciousness and you are always aware. the removal of the five senses and human body cannot remove the fact that you are awareness. the five senses do not matter because consciousness is all there is. if there was no human body, you would still be aware because consciousness / awareness is your true identity. think about it though: if there were no five senses, you would still be aware. this proves that the five senses are not you, the human body is not you, consciousness is what you really are and only are.
let me speak more about the human body and thoughts, emotions, etc. when "you" (your false self / human body) experiences pain, that comes and goes therefore its temporary. you, consciousness, is only aware of that pain and when you think you are the human body, you think that you are experiencing this pain which is false. let me give you a personal example: one day i was sitting on my couch doing my homework and everything was quiet but i got up and i kicked down my big ass metal water bottle that was on the floor and it fell over and made a really loud noise. since i forgot the water bottle was there and because i got scared of the sudden noise, i literally heard and felt my heart beating so loud. at the same time, it was raining quietly outside and i remember hearing my heart beating but i thought no, i hear it bc im aware of it so i turned my attention to the sound of rain outside (i became aware of the rain) and when i did, i literally didnt hear my heart beating anymore bc i was not aware of it and i was aware of the rain instead; my beating heart did not exist in that moment. then i became aware of my heart beating again instead of the rain and i heard and felt my heart again and not the rain.
the point of this story is that, that "pain" or "feeling" left once i was not aware of it anymore. it was temporary because my true self (consciousness) was not really feeling that pain; the false self felt the pain of "my" heart beating only because i was aware of it. same thing applies with thoughts, they are temporary, they come and go while consciousness never leaves. "you" think you are the one who thinks these thoughts which is false. why? ... because you are only awareness. these thoughts exist only bc you are aware of them. as consciousness, you can only be aware, you can only be the observer; you cannot experience pain, pleasure, etc. you only observe, be aware of that pain and pleasure. the ego is also the false self. ego = thoughts, beliefs, emotions. when you think that learning about non dualism is hard, that the ego that makes it seem hard to understand, thats not the real you (consciousness).
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“oh gosh…” you moaned as your finger nails slide down the mans back, his arm under yours as you laid on your back. His fingers having a grip on your grey pillows. Your arms had no choice but to go over his shoulders
As his lower half fit perfectly in between yours before your thighs were so far apart, welcoming him in. Both of you bare and sweaty because yall were both on the edge.
He moves his hips in circular motion, digging his fat tip on your g-spot. “Oh- choso no more! I wanna cum!” You whined and his fingers moved your braids away from your face, looking down and at your ruined makeup, mascara sliding down, false individual eyelashes still attached, gloss and slobber around your mouth from the kissing and you moaning with your mouth wide open.
“No more?” He bites your bottom lip and you tighten your pussy around his already fat ass dick. He groans and pushes into you harder, hips still attached to eachother but thighs separating from each small but deep thrust. “You wanna cum on my shit huh?” He moves his lips closer to your ear. “Want me to fucking breed that nasty pussy huh?”
“I-im cumming- ouuuu fuck!” You cried as you heart started beating a little faster, tears forming and thighs trembling. But your thighs wasn’t the only one, chose hips started getting sloppy, getting off because your getting off, he sits up moving his arms from under you and putting both of his hands on your neck, now his hips are disconnected from your just to smack down harshly the neck, “touch the clit baby, want you to squirt on it.”
And you did, you did and you felt it.
You breathing turning labored and the feeling in your stomach that traveled to your toes and spine.
His face turnt into one of hurt, biting his lips so hard as manly whimpers fall through the closed mouth, eyebrows frowning and eyes unfocused.
That was it for you. You squirted and it was to much!
“Oh, fuckfuckfuuuck yes baby.” He moans and pulls you up by your neck, he sits on his heels just so he can fuck up into you like a desperate puppy. “I-imma fucking cum, gonna breed that pussy, ov-over and f-fuckin over again i swear princess.” One hand held on your lower back while the other one gripped the back of your neck as you felt the warm nut feeling you up.
set goals for self development
plan brunch & dinner dates with friends
read 5-10 books
indulge yourself more in your hobbies. do what you love unapologetically.
have more rest days without guilt
reflect on last month. what can you do differently that’ll help your overall state of being? physically, mentally & spiritually
stay off social media
do the butterfly hug method for bilateral stimulation. tell yourself all the things you wish you were/are told. ♡
make slight adjustments to your morning and night routine. keep it interesting.
schedule routine appointments (health, pamper)
get on top of deadlines.
say affirmations every morning & night
be more kind to yourself
stay firm on your boundaries, make adjustments as needed.
stand up and show up for yourself.
walk with your head held up high and shoulders back. don’t cower.
prepare for any upcoming events
learn a new skill
try a new recipe
journal often
explore new places. meet new people and make friends.
keep your thoughts in check. what you focus on grows.
daily walks
meditate, stretch.
declutter your environment (digital, physical space, social circle)
be safe.
“mommy, can i have this?” alora asked pointing towards the fruit snacks in the candy bowl.
“after dinner bubby.” y/n said adding the beef to the lasagna.
alora huffed and walked out the kitchen to play with her toys.
she looked at her papa who was busy on his computer, doing god knows what for work.
she whined knowing she wouldn’t get what she wanted because her mom isn’t the type to spoil her that much.
“papa, can you get me candy please?” she asked putting her chubby hands on his legs, looking up at him innocently.
“of course bubs.” he said, picking her up and setting her on the couch.
he walked into the kitchen opening the pantry and grabbing two packs of fruit snacks.
“thank you papa!” alora said standing up on the couch to grab them from his hand.
“your welcome my love.” he said bending down to give her a forehead kiss before getting back to work.
“dinner will be ready in about an hour- what the hell?” y/n stopped mid sentence.
“what happened?” jack asked looking at her confused.
“why are you eating candy after i told you to wait after dinner?” y/n asked crossing her arms.
alora immediately hid in her dad’s neck. she always did that when she knew she was in trouble.
“alora you are something else.” jack said with a laugh. you just rolled your eyes and sat next to him on the couch.
“your not in trouble bub, but when mommy says no you listen okay?” jack said to the four year old.
“i’m good baby, don’t let it happen again though.” y/n said running her fingers through alora’s curls.
“okay papa.” and she turned to her mom offering her a gummy but she declined.
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synopsis: after your huge fight with jack he does everything he can to make you feel better
The argument played in your head as you stared into space. You knew you overreacted and you wanted to take back everything you said but it was too late.
Tears pricked your eyes and you lazily pulled your comforter over you hoping it would shield you from all your problems.
A knock met your bedroom door and all the anxiety you felt before struck through you.
"Y/n can we talk?" You heard jack's muffled voice through the door call out to you.
You laid there in fear but you knew it was better to talk it out now than later.
"Come in." Jack came right in with no hesitation and shut the door behind him.
"Listen..I know you've been feeling- you don't know what I've been feeling." You cut him off.
"Your right I don't. I really, really don't.." he inched closer to your spot on the bed.
"Remember when I was having trouble writing lyrics for the album and I didnt feel like going to the studio?" Jack asked you.
"Yeah. That happened more than once." You chuckled tiredly and sat up on the headboard of the bed.
"And you always showed up for me. Now I would really love to show up for you if you'll let me." You took his hand and softly caressed the ring on his finger.
"I'm not going anywhere y/n. Your stuck with me." He smiled and caressed your tear-stained cheek.
"Why are you being so nice to me? I've been fucking awful to you." You asked as you leaned into his touch to hide the tears that threatened to spill.
"I can handle it." You smiled and gave him a soft kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck.
"Hey I got you something." He gave you a bag of kfc which made you look up at him with a pout on your face.
"My life would suck so much without you jack." You laughed and pulled out the items he got for you and him.
Hello again love, have you heard slow down by skipmarley and H.E.R? It gives me reggae feeling, such a vibe
i heard she came out with a reggae album or something like that? I listened to “do to me” and i loved it! i’ll check it out 😊