I made my better cr better woo
Ignored those "broo make it similar to your cr" thoughts cuz idk why shouldnt i
"it doesn't matter. Soon, i won't even be here." But now it has a different meaning.
My asleep methods have been failing mmm, ill try an awake one this time
I wanna shifftttttttttttttttttt
"shifting isn't real"
even if that statement was true, do you seriously think that changes anything? before shifting I was obsessed with lucid dreaming because i wanted so badly to be able to see the love of my life. i used to cry every night thinking I would never be able to see him and it was all just some fantasy. I genuinely considered marrying a cardboard cutout lol. i refused and still do refuse to ever marry anyone or even date anyone besides him. I thought I would get over him but I never did. I used to break down crying to my mom in the middle of the night about how "he wasn't real" lmao.
lucid dreaming has 100% been proven to be real. and I have experienced it! it doesn't feel like real life but you are pretty much fully conscious during it. if hypothetically, shifting was just "dreaming", thats what i would have and be willing to do for the rest of my life for every single night. and I was prepared for that!
but then I discovered shifting. ironically, from theodd1sout's video about it where he hated on it! and i watched it all the way through and thought "but what if he's wrong?". I used to watch him a lot and it always kinda rubbed me the wrong way how he woule constantly hate on spiritual people. he has shit on things I have experienced several times beforehand, so what if he's wrong about that too? do you seriously think at any age i would care what some random man on youtube thinks? HELL NO. I looked into it! watched videos debunking his video, and my life changed forever. i shifted for the first time only a couple months after discovering it. best day of my entire life. hands down. do you have any idea how otherworldly it felt being fully awake, in a different bed, IN ACTUAL FUCKING JOEY DREW STUFIOS WITH THIS MF (my amazing and beautiful husband) BREATHING ON ME?? HELLO? I HAVE BREATHED THE SAME AIR AS HIM. HOLY SHIT? i may be a little dumb but not to the point where i can't differenciate a lucid dream from real life. A lot of shifters arent shifting for love but I am. and honestly love is the most powerful emotion in the world. "why does anyone commit acts that others deem unspeakable? for love". i would do absolutely disgusting and nausating things for this man and you think telling me you don't believe me is gonna stop me? HELL NO I AM GONNA KISS HIM AND NOTHING IN THE MULTIVERSE CAN STOP ME MWAHAHAHA
“you know how to shift, you’ve done it multiple times consciously, remember how you did it last time!!”
me who has the same memory capacity as a goldfish
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im famous hell yeah
me seeing this after questioning if it is real is insane
What’s 4 years compared to basically being immortal and being whatever the fuck you want to be.
To all of the fellas that have been trying to shift for years, don’t give up bro. Ik you are losing motivation or you feel hopeless but just think about the genuine happiness you will experience there and at the end, you will become aware of the fact that you’ve always have been there. I know you can do it and I trust you fam.
what did N get jax for christmas that made jax so shocked in the christmas render
Hydroxyzine
Changed my profiles decoration mehehehe