Ijeoma Umebinyuo, From Questions For Ada; “Pain”

Drink tea

I will make this life large, beautiful and eventful. I will live. I will live. I will live.

Vincent Van Gogh // John Keats

“Here is something you know: I have always been a sure bet when you were looking for a night of pleasure; it is almost a given with little thought ever provided as to your current relationship status. Here is something you do not know: I have never once enjoyed that kind of intimacy; I allow it because being wanted in any capacity tricks my insecurities into believing, just for a moment, that you love me.”

— K.S. // It is a false validation //

this is way too fucking relatable

Silly you, smitten me.

Play by yourself. I have a suitcase full of fucks and I wear at least one everyday.

writing playlist: on

google docs: open

mind: ready

I live for evening drives with my dad.

Malebo gave us glow sticks and told us not to break them yet. I accidentally broke mine and put my hand over the small light on the edge and it just kept growing and expanding until it outgrew my hand. Light does that, it just grows and slowly takes away the darkness.