nickofthecreek

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Ice cold takes from a Transgender Woman:

Not all Men are evil

Everyone has the capacity for evil

Transgender Men are men

Transgender Women are women

Excluding Cisgender Men from your spaces requires Transgender Men to out themselves if they want to engage (Same for Women)

Anyone can be Non-Binary, there is no "look" or requirement

Non-binary masculine presenting people should be welcome in queer spaces, many are just treated as men and predators

Non-binary feminine presenting people should be welcome in queer spaces without being seen as "Woman-Lite"

— Transmasc Early Teen Age Dreamer 🎮

This flag is for the transmascs who age dream anywhere from late childhood to early teens (11-13) 🎸 please credit @bruiserbug if you use this flag! 🕸️

Tagging @bunnelbaby for archive purposes

Can you do a boyreg with boy toys like cars and stuff?

Sure!

something something despite the all horrors and tragedies of the world, love was there and that's all that matters

This is so shiz but uhh ye idrc

how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

I want to vent for a hot minute. I want to start off by saying, as a person of Jewish decent, FUCK ISRAEL!! don't get it fucking twisted, I support Palestine and what is happening is 1000% genocide and VILE.

I'm not comparing by any means, but what i have ALSO been seeing (here and everywhere) is just crazy hate for ANYONE Jewish with the assumption that all Jews are on the side of Israel.

Not saying that some aren't but throwing so much bigotry towards ANYONE Jewish is both fucked up, and absolutely not helpful.

I've felt unsafe on certain parts of the internet and in my reality because of what's being said. and I truly can't see how anyone finds this helpful in bring peace to Palestine.

Again, not comparing, of course there is no possible way this is on the same page, let alone in the same book or even in the same library. It's just been getting into my head so much lately I needed to get it out of my head so I don't explode.

Support Palestine, donate if you can, AND FUCKING VOTE!

Sometimes i look around my room and i get this deep feeling of gratefulness for my mum, she's always done everything that she can and more to make sure i have the things i want, she's my whole world and i love and appreciate her so much that it hurts sometimes

Ok gotta talk about it.

As a Jewish historian, I fucking hate Israel in ways most probably will never be able to comprehend. I'm going to try and explain it anyways. The central creation myth of Israel is that it is Jewish, and then consequently, that Israel is a part of Jewishness. Its easy to simply state this is false, but fully comprehending this and putting it into practice in thought and deed seems rare to me.

The evil at the heart of this violence predates the recent acceleration of genocide. Israel is a colony, and more than that, an antisemitic fraud itself. After WW2, when Israel was being founded, the Jews of Europe generally did not wave goodbye to their neighbors and head to the promised land. Many were expelled from their homes. Zionism itself, as an action, was a false choice at the time. A mere excuse to place an ally in the middle east, and an excuse to complete the expulsion and destruction of the European Jew. The Zionist Jew is more than complicit in this, they actively seek the destruction and assimilation of all other Jews.

Many fail to realize, and largely because of Israel, that Jews are not inherently white, Ashkenazi, European-descended people. Our faith and culture has an immense variety that is spread all across the globe. Jewishness, in population and volume of culture, exists more so outside of Israel than within it. Israel is for a very specific kind of Jew. The kind that lets Yiddish die, that attaches themselves to European things, that makes themselves and their practices as white as possible.

And they have the nerve, the fucking belligerent GALL, to frame themselves as the necessary saviors of our people. To the Zionist, questioning Israel is to question Jewishness itself. They bake adoration for the colonial machine into their very prayers, and push them on us even as children. To *not* oppress, to *not* kill, to *not* genocide, is to invite death. This is the core of fascistic thought, of course. "Kill them before they kill us." And they KNOW this too, they really do. The truth of that irony does not matter, because as is true for all fascists, the truth itself does not matter to them. They wanted this, they wanted this even before the British saw it in their best interest to give them the land. Any excuse to RETVRN, as the neo-nazis say of Rome, or the German Empire, or whatever the fuck stupid country they want to poorly animate the corpse of. Some select Zionists even *sided with the fucking Nazis* in agreement they should abandon Europe to colonize Palestine. (Haavara Agreement)

My people have proved time and time and time again you don't need a nation state to have an enduring culture. We have protected ourselves for thousands of years without the help of these spiteful, doom-saying maniacs. I was going to post something like this on Passover, but that would be hypocritical. The state of Israel doesn't actually have shit to do with Jewishness. שְׁמַע יִשְׂרָאֵל יְה Vi tsu derleb ikh im shoyn tsu bagrobn. [my best translation] Hear Israel (beginning of a prayer in Hebrew) I should outlive him long enough to bury him. (an old Yiddish curse)

Free Palestine. Donate what you can, they need it right now.

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What if i don't go to uni and get a 9/5, like i don't mind having an office job i quite like the ideia actually ya know getting paid to sit all day and do pre determined tasks, i like the idea of a routine

I don't think I'll have a bad life in the future but i know that no matter what happens I'll always feel like "this is the best it's ever gonna get" and not in a good way. Every time i get something that I've wanted for a really long time or i get a really good grade after weeks of studying or anything good hapens to me i can't feel happy or excited, i just feel numb

Things i need to learn before my 20s

I'm supposed to be graduating in 4 months (I'm in year 13) but i think I'm gonna be held back, my depression and learning disabilities have really taken a tool on me this year and my grades have been average at best. I don't think i can make it another year in school

I'm so tired. I don't wanna get better

Starting to lose the motivation to do the things that i used to like again, haven't watched a new movie in months, i abandoned my book a couple weeks ago, music doesn't sound the same anymore, showering feels like a task instead of routine and most days are nothing days instead of good ones. Most of the time i can't feel anything. It's getting bad again

I want someone to love me softly, I'm tired of the violent love, the kind of love that makes you feel dirty and unworthy. I'm tired of hearing my father's voice in the throat of anyone who expresses even the slightest bit of discontent or disapproval towards me. I want soft kisses and hugs and light touches and quiet understanding and light conversations that make you feel warm inside. I want to feel worthy for once, feel peace for once.

It's not that i don't love you.

It's about the way that i never knew what fatherly love was even tho he was always there in my life, it's the fact that the first memory i have is of me crying because i was in pain and hiding it from my dad because even at 5 i knew better then to expect anything other then anger and disgust from him

It's not that i don't love you.

It's the summer that my first love, the boy i considered my brother and the only person to ever truly know me told me he didn't want to be friends anymore because i was too much to handle

It's not that i don't love you.

It's the fact that after meeting my dad the only way my mum could find happiness was in the bottom of a bottle

It's not that i don't love you.

It's about the way I've never felt truly worthy of love and happiness, it's about how the only way i can feel anything is thought a blade or a bottle or drugs

It's not that i don't love you, it's that i do

INSPIRED BY THE POEM "IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU" BY a-political-outcast

I have depression,adhd,dyscalculia and auditory possessing disorder, if it weren't for my friends and my better than average teachers i don't know how i would've survived school. It's hard having to make significantly more effort to do things other kids my age find easy to do and still feel like you're not doing your best , but now i realize that my best will never look like a neurotypical's best and that's ok. I'm different then most people so why should i try to act like I'm not ?

First ever testosterone tube. Maybe it does get better

Loser boyfriend Spencer mlm

No children by the moutain goats will always be about me and my dad

One day you're excited for the future and the prospect of having a family and then the other you're struck with the knowledge that you're probably gonna end up an alcoholic stuck in an abusive relashionship just like you're mum was when she had you

When your friend says something in a slightly different tone and suddenly you're with your dad again and having every single aspect of you being ridiculed and mocked wondering if you'll ever be good enough

Will i ever receive affection without having to ask for it? Will anyone ever love me without me having to beg for it?

fav episode, emily & reid’s friendship >>>

how can you not be angry

Feeling nothing and everything at the same time every day for years is really exhausting sometimes, wish i could just drink or cut my problems away