Niniiiyyyy - Isabella Star

Paco Rabanne Haute Couture Fall/Wint 1997

Don’t Take. Give.

don’t take whatever crumbs you can get and remain yearning for more scraps.

give yourself the full result and dwell in the fact that it’s already a success.

don’t take in more and more information about the law expecting that next post to be the messiah of loa.

give yourself some inner talk, go over what you know, recite what you align with to yourself and stick with that and that only.

don’t take bullshit from the outside world because it’s not yours to take anymore.

give yourself the beautiful life, love and peace you deserve within. focus inward. that’s where the truth lies; inside.

don’t take from what no longer serves you.

don’t take what’s not within you.

don’t take from what’s no longer yours.

give yourself the full benefit of happiness.

give your inner mind the knowledge of what it already possesses.

give because you’re the only one who can.

life when you affirm, persist, ignore the 3d, don’t over-consume, stick to the basics of loa and forget about methods and circumstances while realizing that you deserve to live your dream life

“you are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe it is the only reason you do not see it.” - neville goddard

I am such a DREAMGIRL!

He’s so lucky for having such a pretty gf like me

I do love the guy dearly and quote him a lot, but I have also been exploring the work of other authors on manifestation. It's important to get varying perspectives!

If you're interested in branching out, the two I enjoy most (aside from Nev) are Ernest Holmes and H. Emilie Cady, and both have free pdf versions of their books online. 💖

HOW TO ACTUALLY FEEL FULFILLED

Hey Upper East Siders, Gossip Girl Here. Three little birds sat on my window, and they told me that some of manhattans finest elite, aren’t feeling so…elite.

And i’ll tell you, that you don’t need to worry.

People may give you advice on how to feel fulfilled, but doesn’t mean it will fulfill you.

Because little does your naive self know, that they’re just telling you what makes them feel fulfilled, not what makes you feel fulfilled.

No, I’m not talking about the fulfilment of “Yeah, I’m a God” that lasts 3 minutes. I’m talking about true fulfilment. The one that takes you places. The places you want to be. The long term fulfilment. The unshakeable fulfilment, because you know you are who you want to be.

Here’s how:

STEP 1: Decide what makes you feel fulfilled.

Is it affirming?

Is it visualising?

Is it scripting?

Is it just simply deciding that you have it?

+ more

STEP 2: Do what fulfills you every time your desire comes to mind. Fulfill yourself until the feeling of desire completely vanishes. You can compare it to your soul feeling some sort of hunger, feed your inner self until you no longer feel the need to. Because you are fulfilled.

Not sure what fulfils you?

Try to visualise or affirm or any method you’ve heard of, and whichever one(s) fulfill you, then those are the one(s) for you.

How do I know when i’m 100% fulfilled?

- You aren’t identifying with the 3D

- You aren’t waiting for your 3D to conform AKA being impatient.

- You feel free knowing you have what you want.

- You aren’t trying to get anything in the 3D.

- You think FROM your desire and not OF it.

- You aren’t viewing your desire as a desire, because you acknowledge that you can’t desire something you already have.

- You know that the 4D is realer than the 3D will ever be.

States to NOT occupy:

- State of lack (not accepting your desire in the 4D).

- State of waiting (waiting for the 3D to conform).

- State of failure (believing you’re doing something wrong).

- State of trying (trying to achieve something in the 3D).

REMINDERS!!!

- Mental health comes first

- You don’t have to fulfill yourself when you don’t want to.

- It is impossible for your 3D to not conform, you don’t have to assume that your 3D will conform.

- Your 3D reflects who you are. So give it something new to reflect.

What People Think The State Of The Wish Fulfilled Is:

- Complete bliss and happiness.

- Thinking OF their desire.

What The State Of The Wish Fulfilled actually is:

- Knowing that your desire is YOURS in imagination (4D) and standing FIRM in that FACT.

- The FEELING OF KNOWING YOU HAVE IT!!!!

A thing that a lot of people do is, they’ll affirm “I have everything I want.”

Then they’ll observe the thought, not the FEELING it gives them. The feeling of knowing. Although the whole point of affirming is to give them the feeling. Automatically putting them in the state of the wish fulfilled.

Relish in that FEELING until you are completely satisfied.

And we all know what satisfaction feels like. Like having a delicious meal and feeling full afterwards. Like taking a nice warm bubble bath on a cold winter night.

So feel satisfied. Fulfilled.

Don’t EVER go back to the undesired state.

Read these short reminders + quotes from people who’ve manifested their dream lives. (It will save your life) —>

How I Manifested $5,000 & Proof!

& how I manifested NOT to pay it back 

Things I will cover in this post

- My affirmations

- How I changed my mindset

- How I acted as if

- The sentence that changed my manifestations forever 

- How the universe tested me & how I passed

Why hello there! 

I am now going to explain how I manifested $5,000 and how I am now able to get my own apartment because of the money I manifested. 

So one morning a few months ago I was getting ready for work and doing my makeup. I felt so drained from needing to rely on my sister for a place to live and pretty much living paycheck to paycheck while working a part time job and being a student. So I looked in the mirror and said to myself “I’m gonna receive $5,000.” 

& I believed it.

And when I didn’t believe it, I forced myself to. I affirmed over and over again, “I have $5,000. I have that apartment. I am moving out. I have $5,000 in my bank account. I am rich.” Even though having $5,000 isn’t rich, I still affirmed it.  

I acted as if. I went to work and thought to myself “I don’t need this job. This job needs me. I have enough money to quit but I know they need the help and I have nothing else to do so why not?” I thought of going to work as doing them a favor and not needing to make money. Because I don’t. 

I also would think of ways I would help other people once I got the money. 

But even while doing all this, I still had the thought, “But how am I gonna get this much money?” and this next sentence is what completely changed my manifestations.

“It doesn’t matter.”

It doesn’t matter where the money comes from. I am open to receiving the money in any way the universe sees fit. I was flexible. As long as it doesn’t come at the expense of someone else and does not harm anyone, I am open to any way the money comes. 

When I had a doubt, I immediately replaced the thought with “It doesn’t matter.”

But before any manifestation, the universe will test you. Sometimes it seems like you might manifest the opposite of what you want but in reality, that is progress. And I will touch on this in a second. 

So after I affirmed and acted as if, I got the notification that I have received my financial aid rewards for the fall semester. So I logged on and saw that I had a surprising amount of aid offered to me that included grants and loans. So I said “fuck it” and accepted all of it, even the loans. 

After my tuition for the semester was paid, I had $5,555 left over. I want to stress that I have NEVER had this much money offered to me before. Usually it is only around $1,000. This was insane to me. 

I can’t even make this up. It’s the angel number for me. A literal angel number telling me, “here is the money you asked for.”

But of course, there had to be a test.

Throughout this whole process, I would find money everywhere. BUT, I would never keep it for myself. I would either give it back to the person it belongs to or leave it where I found it. I wasn’t greedy and I was honest. There was one time when I found what looked like a debit card and I called the number that was on it and it turned out to be someone’s business card that they made to look like a debit card. That was embarrassing. 

But the real kicker was one day, I checked up on my refund before it got disbursed and it said $900. I freaked out because I was wondering where all the money went. I was suppose to get over $5,000 back but it only said $900?! 

But then I stopped myself and calmed down. I told myself “It’s okay. I will make do with the $900 because it is still money and I am grateful for it.” I took the $5,000 off a pedestal and became genuinely grateful for my $900. 

A few weeks later, refunds were ready to be disbursed and I got my full $5,000 straight into my bank account. 

I literally cried. 

I was so grateful to have finally gotten the money I asked for. 

Now, when I found out the money was going to come from my loans, I thought to myself “it doesn’t matter if they are loans, I won’t have to pay them back. I don’t know how but I won’t need to.”

And then Biden announces the student loan relief which I qualify for. 

The universe works in such magical and mysterious ways. The key is to trust the universe and trust the process and stay true to yourself and be honest.

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Let my story inspire you and help you on your journey to manifesting your desires. You can manifest and have anything you want in life. 

And also, I struggled terribly with mental health issues so during all this, I would get very depressed and anxious and not once did my mental health effect my manifestations. 

Happy Manifesting!!! 

“Divine Love, through me, now dissolves all seeming obstacles and makes clear, easy and successful my way.”

I am building ecological wealth in the depths of my heart. (First, welcome to my brand redesign and re-launch of infographics! It's been over a year since planning to bring back this alive and I hope you enjoy the new series of education) Ecological wealth is a cultural framework that differs from generational wealth and attaches a true value to a set system of local knowledge, culture, and species; it's a building block to create a blueprint for the liberation of multi-species and the land. The current capital system relies on directly exploiting the land, humans, and animals. Building generational wealth is often focused on liberating the individual and the family without focusing on the collective well-being of multi-species. The war for minerals, water, and other natural resources deemed profitable disregards sacred systems and their function in life. Rocks, water, fauna, flower, fungi, stone, insects, and sand are a part of living / non-living species. These living systems are not allowed to see their sacred wealth of living within co-existence because capitalism deems them as others, worthless of value outside of its monetary system. As someone who grew up low income (aka, economically exploited), I was indoctrinated to believe in the American Dream for immigrant family success. The rhetoric that working hard and attending a four-year college would resolve family woes is untrue.  Instead, like many others who grew up in a family that pushed for economic success over not caring for your physical, especially mental health, I showcased a series of unchecked crises in my early adult years. I became deeply sick under capitalism. The long-term stress, environmental contaminants, and not having access to resources deprived me of my relationship with the land. What does it matter to build economic wealth for my family when my body is deteriorating at a young age? I found that I could not escape capitalism, nor would it be abolished the next day, but I chose to adopt ecological wealth to help reframe my values, mind, and heart. (In my recent excerpt and soon-to-be book, I'll explore the concept of ecological wealth and its modern applications even more. Full read on my blog, queerbrownvegan.com)

“I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious.”

— Albert Einstein