Introducing My Patch Life From Now And Forever. Bismillah. All We Need Just ’lets Started”

THE THING ABOUT YOU #1

Let Me introduce my half of my soul,

I guess.

His excitement in here for re-puzzle my heart-broke

I guess

His smile so much meaning

To say "it's okay I'm here"

With some amounts of words and actions

I guess

Your intelligence, here to amaze me

I'm so happy

Your exist

Besides me,

I don't know how long it will be

But for now

You are the path of my soul,

Enlight me

You are a prince

Without Crown

Perfect for Me

[SAMAR]

Salah satu hal yang bisa aku syukuri saat jarak tempuh antara rumah dan kantor memakan waktu kurang lebih 1 jam menggunakan kendaraan pribadi. Disaat itu aku mulai mencintai dinamika jalanan. Rute yang saya lalui antara pulang dan pergi selalu berbeda. Rute yang aku lalui pergi tanggal 1 dan pergi tanggal 2 juga tak sama. Apalagi saat pulang, dikala senja, aku bisa lebih dari 1 jam untuk sampai rumah.

Jogjakarta, suatu saat anda akan bersyukur pernah mampir atau singgah bisa jadi juga mungkin pernah menjadi bagian dari hati-harimu. Benar adanya, setiap sudutnya selalu punya cerita. Dinamika jalanan jogja ? Sampai sekarang bagian mana yang belum aku lalui ? Menangis saat melewati jalan ring road barat ke timur sambil memutar tilawah atau musik kesukaan dengan volume maksimal adalah suatu yang melegakan, merasakan gang-gang penuh dengan polisi tidur yang tidak manusiawi di daerah kota yogyakarta adalah rute andalan untuk menghindari lampu merah. Melewati malioboro yang tidak pernah berkembang jalannya tetapi volume kendaraan yang setiap tahun bertambah tentu saja traffic dimana-mana apalagi saat libur anak sekolah, bus pariwisata adalah alasan utama untuk bertambah lama dijalanan,

Kini, jalanan begitu berbeda, dinamika ini membawaku di satu garis stuck yang membuat hati ini menangis setiap pulang kantor. Kendaan membuat yogyakarta menjadi lebih sepi dan kesepian. Sunyi ini menunjukan hal-hal yang biasanya samar dijalanan.

Terlihat jelas,puluhan muka lesu pedagang jalanan yang sepi pembeli, tukang sol sepatu yang ketiduran, tukang becak bermata sayu, tuna wisma yang ketiduran di trotoar. Tak terhitubg jumlahnya. Aku kaget dengan jumlah mereka yang begitu banyak? Apa karena keadaan ini mereka jadi bertambah banyak mengisi jalanan ? TENTU TIDAK ! mereka selalu ada disana. Hanya tak terlihat.

Hiruk pikuk jalanan yang selama ini membuat keberadaan mereka SAMAR dijalanan, kini semua terlihat jelas. Kesenjangan itu ada. Kapitalisme verrikal berbicara atas sunyinya jalanan. Tidak ada pilihan !

YaAllah aku tahu, jalanan ini adalah dinamika, dan aku berdoa seterusnya akan selalu menjadi dinamika berjalan secepat Engkau menggerakkan hati nurani kami.

Hanya butuh Al-Quran

I’ve been strunggling with “mental health” case because of over thingking and worrying something and someone too much. Lately i realize that it was so bad.

To against all my pressure, i prefered “wasting” my time with window shopping, going into books store, sitting in the middle of fast-food restaurant alone, escape in the beach behind my house, and others unproductive activity. I merely doing those routine, day by day I know that “ there are activities that more productive than all above that you can do and start now”. But, need a more time to courage myself , speak it out.

Recently, I just knew that, all civilizations round this age, has had same problem. Perharp people around me againts theirs but, they just pretending to be strong. Is not bad as long as you know the consequency. Both of them was so hard.

I realized that i make a big mistake by wasted my precious time, when last day I went into book strore corner to search some novels, with all various genre novels, i dont know I felt like “ it just fiction, your life more fascinating than this novel” until i found a book from Wirda Mansur. With title ( btw, correct me if Im wrong) “ Be Strong Be Calm Be Grateful”. I read that book in 30 minutes and for almost 150 pages i made one conclusion “ with all motovation , self - improvement, novels book, yoo meed Quran to console you. You dont need to escape with others, all you need has been written in Al - Quran. Read it as often as You could, and Allah will guarante your life.

Evening sharing

There was a quote from someone that i ever knew "Good Thing happened if you meet stranger😃" And this evening i proved thus sentence. I've friend from my collage , he picked same major with me in campus , now we took 3 same subject and classmate. I just started made random conversation with him. I started to complain all about my day , my mood and other . It was surprisesng when he gave me many advises. He said that " you should release and control your ego" first i disagree with him . Im sure that im good manage my emotion while ego , and then he show me some example about what i've done and that can change my thought and i re-thought i admitted im bad in control my ego . Its very nice sharing with him moreover we not too close each other Made me fight to reach my future, my big dream , my life plan Thank bro ,😃

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Semoga dimudahkan oleh Allah... aminnn

Do’a sang Nabi

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنَ البَرَصِ ، وَالجُنُونِ ، والجُذَامِ ، وَسَيِّيءِ الأسْقَامِ

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari penyakit belang, gila, kusta, dan dari keburukan

(HR. Abu Daud)

I asked Allah SWT

In a quite evening at the beginning of a gloomy day

Suddenly I sculpting by a horrible notification

Oh Allah, is not the first time

It has been a quite often

Until I felt that I should give up

By the way, perhaps is not kind of a big deal

But

I just exhauted.

I freeze e I lose hope

Im so hopeless until my soul freezed

Unease that all I felt

I pushed myself to beg Allah

Rised me up by

Istigfar All rest of day.

And I pulled myself up out

I eager to Move just make action event

10 percent posibility

But i believed in Allah SWT.

He will always help me who begged always

And Alhamdullilah I got

ALLAH IS AMAZING

Don't be loose Hope not be sad 🤲.

Wandering the love of Allah set #18ramadhan

Banyak sekali godaannya ya saat kita pengen bangey kembali pada Allah SWT. Astagfirullohalazdimmm 😟😟😟😣