Anxiety Was Trapped In The Depths Of My Heart, Like A Formation Of Black Clouds I Could Not Break Free

Anxiety was trapped in the depths of my heart, like a formation of black clouds I could not break free of. By living this way, what will my fortune be? There is nothing. Am I simply a sickly man? I was staggered by these thoughts. What should I do? I had no direction, nothing. I though that this reckless life of mine was only a nuisance to others and devoid of meaning. This is quite hard to bear. A talented guy like you probably doesn’t understand, but no thought in the world is worse than the realization that, ‘My life is a nuisance to others. I am useless.’

Dazai Osamu, Pandora’s Box

Anxiety Was Trapped In The Depths Of My Heart, Like A Formation Of Black Clouds I Could Not Break Free

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