Anxiety was trapped in the depths of my heart, like a formation of black clouds I could not break free of. By living this way, what will my fortune be? There is nothing. Am I simply a sickly man? I was staggered by these thoughts. What should I do? I had no direction, nothing. I though that this reckless life of mine was only a nuisance to others and devoid of meaning. This is quite hard to bear. A talented guy like you probably doesn’t understand, but no thought in the world is worse than the realization that, ‘My life is a nuisance to others. I am useless.’
Dazai Osamu, Pandora’s Box
from my instagram lol at a goodwill
i would have included dead poets society but i haven’t watched it yet
which ship in tsh is this?
One of the most oddly heartbreaking moments in the secret history is how devastated Henry is after Julian leaves
"Astynax (the infant) was quiet and didn't cry when Odysseus was holding him and was even smiling and reaching out for him, because Odysseus was wearing his helmet, so he must have thought it was his father, Hector, picking him up."
Me after reading this take:
the mirror is where I look away from myself the most
but I would look at my reflection in the water for hours just because it's water and not what was
I look away from the past because there lives everything I've lost
and after all these hauntings I've grown to really hate ghosts
I thought that maybe you wanted to break me because I was too tough
yet you still did it when I wasn't even that strong
I don't know what hurts more
that you might've planned it all
or that you didn't care enough to
or that I am stronger than ever now
I wanted to make an animation based on Lenore and Annabel Lee, but I lost confidence and strength because exams are coming soon and I am preparing for them
Ehemm.... here you go anyway
this part of glory & gore i keep coming back to like i just throw my hands up in defeat bc this is such an insane ending …. brooks fumbling over his words and from reaching to cassius’ shoulder to then placing his hand over his heart as he says “i only wanted you.” you can’t make this up, like the line delivery is just a love confession to cassius and it makes me love this short film all the more!!!
I did this for the final part of my animatic but i loved it so much i wanted to post it
He would definitely own a Blåhaj and take care of it like it was his son
“Study like Henry winter” are you telling me to opt out of the SAT’s?
“they killed bunny bc he was annoying” “they killed bunny bc he was sexist and homophobic” “they killed bunny-“ they killed bunny because he deadass wasn’t breaking his back to try and fit in with the others and their weird cultish aesthetic.
its like that scene in mean girls where regina sits down and karen + gretchen are like “you can’t sit with us because you’re wearing sweatpants, its monday” (or whatever day) “so thats against the rules and you can’t sit with us”
bunny was actually liked by the vast majority of people at hampden and the greek class didn’t like that, because it didn’t fit into their whole “aesthetic”.
bunny had a girlfriend that did an education degree and he was very public about it, and the greek class didn’t like that, because it didn’t fit into their whole “aesthetic”.
bunny ate a grilled cheese and milkshake, and the greek class didn’t like this. not because he was being greedy, but because it didn’t fit into their whole aesthetic.
why do you think richard got turned away when he first showed up to julian’s class? because he didn’t fit into the aesthetic.
i love the greek class as much as the next guy, but please. come on guys. lets just…open our eyes here.