Baby Sheep

why dis👫look so mad

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Donna Tartt was right.

I am nothing in my soul if not obsessive.

Because I need to have an obsession to feel alive. To act. To do. To create.

Madness fuels me. It pushes me to live. It takes me apart and puts back together like puzzle pieces.

I need to feel obsessed or I don’t feel at all.

With how busy I am atm I know I'm not gonna finish this unfortunately. (I also attempted a more painterly style, my art is all over the place atm) 😔

What I think will happen in the next chapter

i love every character in the secret history. they're all freaks. they're all alcoholics. they're snobs. they deserve nothing but the worst. i adore them. i want to study them as if i were a mad ornithologist and they were rare, cantankerous, bastard birds.

i have a fat crush on my latin teacher but it’s okay because im just a girl and im NOT henry winter

that's so understandable because in my experience all latin teachers have a general air of sleep deprivation and incredibly niche jokes which makes them great crush material

okay but like the reason that the classics group fell apart was because from the beginning they were supposed to be paired off and Richards inclusion was supposed to be Francis's partner but he upsets the balance by latching onto henry isolating bunny who becomes horrid to attempt to detach himself from them all but goes too far and henry murders him setting up henrys death in the second act because richard latches onto francis, setting up what would have been the natural order, but now because henry's logical partner is dead HE latches onto camilla, isolating charles who follows in bunny's footsteps but worse and henry was doomed to die from bunny's death because that was the only way to balance it out in this essay I will-

my favorite little cockroach man

made a little meme :þ

heard its kiss day so take chibi 15 chuu n tross i did to warm up for today 🌸