thinking about how richard papen was so desperate to find somewhere to belong because of the broken family he came from and he was obsessed with the exclusive class and after joining them he started resembling them, picking up their habits and their attitude, all because he wanted a family, to be included, and yet even after he joined them he still remained an outsider up until the very end. “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing” is so richard papen
Parasite's paradise
hi tumblr i got into The Secret History by Donna Tartt and it was really good, the book looks more intimidating than it actually was, 700 something pages flashed by in a week anyways i like francis, because something about his energy... i fw it, and it isnt just gay, but, am i disappointed that nothing came of him and richard? just a little bit.
Actor AU Till doodle + some random scribbles because I find this emo Till in particular just kinda cute
somebody had probably done this before but
Just some practice! This two took me like 2 hours, I think, so yeah; and yeah, it is fem! Chuuya, we all know I love to draw her.
Not much to say about this one, I did want to render it more, but I have a lot of drawings to keep up too, so, perhaps in some weeks I draw it again with more love and patience.
Rereading the secret history years after the first time reading it is sending me right through the loop.
What do you mean Richard was asleep the whole time and barely asked any questions?! What do you mean this man thought getting hypothermia was a better option than asking literally anyone for help? What do you MEAN he didn’t pick up on the fact that his whole friend group was sleeping with each other???!?
Shhhh....They're sleeping
“It was the most important night of my life,' he said calmly. 'It enabled me to do what I've always wanted most.' 'Which is?' 'To live without thinking.” ― Donna Tartt, The Secret History
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Please see the symbolism please see the symbolism I’ll draw anything you want /hj….