Henry winter smoking 14 cigarettes during a conversation with Richard like
this part of glory & gore i keep coming back to like i just throw my hands up in defeat bc this is such an insane ending …. brooks fumbling over his words and from reaching to cassius’ shoulder to then placing his hand over his heart as he says “i only wanted you.” you can’t make this up, like the line delivery is just a love confession to cassius and it makes me love this short film all the more!!!
got a LOT of thoughts about paratise. i feel like we're finally getting to hear more of ivan's Inner Freak(TM) rather than just seeing it animated. it's raw and and twisted like nowhere, but also kinda sexy and so desperate. he's not just lamenting the cruel reality of his existence, he's yearning. you almost get the sense that his shitty upbringing has messed up his mind so severely that he doesn't even know how to love till without feeling this.. freakish obsession with him. he's never had the safety to feel out his emotions for till healthily, so they've culminated into this all-consuming desire to be — well, consumed — by till. the lines "my wish, to live in you like parasite / you, be my own private paradise" are so full of desire, but they also come from a place of such pain. like he yearns to wholly lose himself in till, because there's no other way to love him in their fucked up little world. because of alien stage they are all constantly brushing hands with death, and their concepts of love end up equally severe. the song constantly mentions wounds, pain, darkness, shadows — and yet, it still manages to be an impassioned declaration of desire. for ivan, pain and love have always been one and the same. and as long as it continues, the way he wants till will remain just a liiiittle bit masochistic.
no no bro you don’t understand. i’m not romanticizing murder. i’m sexualizing it.
Bunny Corcoran be like “I know a spot” and then scams you with a 300$ bill in an expensive restaurant
Timelapse time baybe
does rereading the secret history count as classics revision because i have an exam tomorrow but all i can remember is that tiryns kind of looks like a limp dick
"I'm gay" "I'm straight " ...okay? I'm nothing in my soul if not obsessive
Read this book recently how’s my lineup