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hi everyone I know I havenāt been on here in a while, iām so sorry if anyone was worried. I hate to have to ask for help again but itās a serious health issue and I donāt know what else to do. I have type 1 diabetes that Iām prescribed human analog insulin in pen form for; thereās about 14 pens every month (one main dose of long-acting a day plus one dose of fast-acting per meal) and several medications. All these meds are extremely expensive and my parents told me the terrible insurance they receive thru work that barely covered them in part before wont cover them at all anymore. weāve tried a patient assistance program but the application hasnāt been responded to yet and this state probably has a massive backlog of them. without actually saying they wonāt, my parents are basically refusing to pay for them āright nowā because there are āmore serious expenses that have to come firstā since they affect the whole household and not just me even though I literally NEED these meds to survive and keep functioning well.
this is partly because I had to cry and beg my parents to let me start getting treatment in the first place. they still donāt like the fact that Iām even taking meds and think I donāt truly need them even though the improvement in me compared to before is so clear. theyāre a little more understanding about my diabetes/insulin needs since they know itās out of my control (Iām lucky I donāt have type 2 tbh) but theyāve still decided that it has to take a backseat. I canāt afford to wait until they feel like everything else thatās āmore importantā than my wellbeing is taken care of, Iām really worried about the damage my MH could take if Iām off my medication for too long and missing insulin doses on top of that will just make it worse and actually puts my life in dangerļæ¼.
Trying to stagger my eating so Iām having less meals every day helps stretch my mealtime doses out a little longer. right now I only have enough doses left to last about 1 1/2 more weeks so if I canāt raise enough money to at least afford the insulin, Iāll probs have to start rationing them ā and if I have to do that for too long itās very likely ļæ¼to end up killing me. ļæ¼if anyone can spare anything AT ALL to help cover the cost of all my medications, any amount wld truly be so helpful and mean so much! even if you canāt support by d/nating, just reblogging this post to b00st it helps alot! please please share!
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Hi again Itās me. Iām not doin to well mentally bcā¦. Well I wanted to live w other family and learn Spanish but itās been incredibly isolating. too much so⦠I thought I could deal with it since it would be better than being at home but itās become overwhelming so. Iāve decided to just get ready to move out for good.
For those who donāt know my family at home is incredibly emotionally abusive occasionally physically abusive. Iām a 25 year old bisexual, Mexican, woman trying to move out. far away. I have a decent amount saved up, but I also need to cover travel costs. (My mom helps me a little bit but I gotta pay for most of it.)
This wonāt be for a few months/ until itāsĀ appropriate timing for my future roommate/ but ideally I leave sooner than later and never have to talk to my incredibly abusive sister and shitty father again.
I donāt have a job lined up at this time, but hopefully Iāll have enough saved by the time I leave.
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