Tranquility

Lake Iseo, Italy (by Maierpic)

UPDATE: I really hoped I wouldn’t have to but I’m starting to ration my remaining doses and stagger my daily insulin intake. all I can think about is how unsafe it is n praying that rationing doesn’t kī|| me, the stress is f**king wrecking my MH. I’m scared to eat too much I’d rather just skip as many meal doses as I can. I’m literally so afraid of dÿíńg it’s actually giving me nightmares.

I’m begging everyone to PLEASE keep sharing this and please d/nate if you can— I have less than ONE WEEK of insulin left and the goal is still less than halfway filled!

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Please help me afford life-saving insulin and other meds!

hi everyone I know I haven’t been on here in a while, i’m so sorry if anyone was worried. I hate to have to ask for help again but it’s a serious health issue and I don’t know what else to do. I have type 1 diabetes that I’m prescribed human analog insulin in pen form for; there’s about 14 pens every month (one main dose of long-acting a day plus one dose of fast-acting per meal) and several medications. All these meds are extremely expensive and my parents told me the terrible insurance they receive thru work that barely covered them in part before wont cover them at all anymore. we’ve tried a patient assistance program but the application hasn’t been responded to yet and this state probably has a massive backlog of them. without actually saying they won’t, my parents are basically refusing to pay for them ‘right now’ because there are “more serious expenses that have to come first” since they affect the whole household and not just me even though I literally NEED these meds to survive and keep functioning well.

this is partly because I had to cry and beg my parents to let me start getting treatment in the first place. they still don’t like the fact that I’m even taking meds and think I don’t truly need them even though the improvement in me compared to before is so clear. they’re a little more understanding about my diabetes/insulin needs since they know it’s out of my control (I’m lucky I don’t have type 2 tbh) but they’ve still decided that it has to take a backseat. I can’t afford to wait until they feel like everything else that’s ‘more important’ than my wellbeing is taken care of, I’m really worried about the damage my MH could take if I’m off my medication for too long and missing insulin doses on top of that will just make it worse and actually puts my life in danger.

Trying to stagger my eating so I’m having less meals every day helps stretch my mealtime doses out a little longer. right now I only have enough doses left to last about 1 1/2 more weeks so if I can’t raise enough money to at least afford the insulin, I’ll probs have to start rationing them — and if I have to do that for too long it’s very likely to end up killing me. if anyone can spare anything AT ALL to help cover the cost of all my medications, any amount wld truly be so helpful and mean so much! even if you can’t support by d/nating, just reblogging this post to b00st it helps alot! please please share!

Edit: forgot to add my vėnmo (& pp)!

c*sh.app/$oblongsun

v*nmo.com/oblongsun

p*yp*l.me/gem7d

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I am taking a step to finally move away from my toxic family.

Hey guys! Anyone who follows me or keeps track on the stuff I post probably already know about this. However, I'll explain the situation again completely for people who don't know.

I am from a very toxic family. When I say it's toxic, I'm not kidding at all. People here on tumblr don't know me personally and that's exactly why I feel more comfortable about sharing my whole story here. An example of their toxicity can be the fact that the entire family likes to pretend that I have not been molested by my uncle when I was younger. Imagine a 8 year old being told that the guy was "just playing" and to "forget what happened". Infact, that man still shows up at my home on a daily basis. Yes, he never faced any consequences and my family pretends nothing happened even when he clearly looks at me inappropriately (he had the balls to ask me if I watch hentai just a few days back)

There are many more instances to how my family is completely destroying my mental health (like the domestic violence that happens every other day or the overly controlling parents to the extent that I can't lock the bathroom door for over 5 minutes). If I were to go on about it, I can go on for hours.

I always thought that if I got good grades on my A Level exams, I can finally leave this behind. That I can move abroad with a scholarship and start over. When I scored really well in my exams, I was overjoyed. When I applied in an university at canada and got into it with a scholarship, I couldn't express how happy I was. I thought I won this tiring and lengthy war against my family. I was going to be free.

And I was wrong. The scholarship did not cover all my tuition fees. Hell, I also had to pay for my residence, food etc. With a part time job, I could've easily paid for the latter but I still needed help from my family with my tuition fees. And they did exactly what I was afraid of. They refused. Suddenly, I was stuck with this one plan of getting a professional degree and a job I never wanted. I was successfully trapped into their fuckery.

That was till a few days ago, a certain situation finally made me want to give one last shot at the life I want. I'm not ready to give up yet. If reality is the fact that I could never make my dreams of moving away be fulfilled, I am not ready to face that reality yet.

Which is why, I decided to do a crowdfunding. If any of you help, even a single dollar helps, trust me, please donate at this link. I would be utterly grateful.

Thanks for reading this far. I'm sorry about using ×reader tags but since I am active on this mha community, I hoped some of you who know me could help me out. Love you guys!

focaccia in my new le creuset 💗

At home with Agatha Christie.

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Please help me afford life-saving insulin and other meds!

hi everyone I know I haven’t been on here in a while, i’m so sorry if anyone was worried. I hate to have to ask for help again but it’s a serious health issue and I don’t know what else to do. I have type 1 diabetes that I’m prescribed human analog insulin in pen form for; there’s about 14 pens every month (one main dose of long-acting a day plus one dose of fast-acting per meal) and several medications. All these meds are extremely expensive and my parents told me the terrible insurance they receive thru work that barely covered them in part before wont cover them at all anymore. we’ve tried a patient assistance program but the application hasn’t been responded to yet and this state probably has a massive backlog of them. without actually saying they won’t, my parents are basically refusing to pay for them ‘right now’ because there are “more serious expenses that have to come first” since they affect the whole household and not just me even though I literally NEED these meds to survive and keep functioning well.

this is partly because I had to cry and beg my parents to let me start getting treatment in the first place. they still don’t like the fact that I’m even taking meds and think I don’t truly need them even though the improvement in me compared to before is so clear. they’re a little more understanding about my diabetes/insulin needs since they know it’s out of my control (I’m lucky I don’t have type 2 tbh) but they’ve still decided that it has to take a backseat. I can’t afford to wait until they feel like everything else that’s ‘more important’ than my wellbeing is taken care of, I’m really worried about the damage my MH could take if I’m off my medication for too long and missing insulin doses on top of that will just make it worse and actually puts my life in danger.

Trying to stagger my eating so I’m having less meals every day helps stretch my mealtime doses out a little longer. right now I only have enough doses left to last about 1 1/2 more weeks so if I can’t raise enough money to at least afford the insulin, I’ll probs have to start rationing them — and if I have to do that for too long it’s very likely to end up killing me. if anyone can spare anything AT ALL to help cover the cost of all my medications, any amount wld truly be so helpful and mean so much! even if you can’t support by d/nating, just reblogging this post to b00st it helps alot! please please share!

Edit: forgot to add my vėnmo (& pp)!

c*sh.app/$oblongsun

v*nmo.com/oblongsun

p*yp*l.me/gem7d

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For no particular reason, here’s a short and incomplete list of CIA assets and CIA-friendly journalists that you might see in the news commenting about Ukraine and Russia

John Brennan

Ken Dilanian

Robert Gates

Steven L. Hall

Michael Hayden

John McLaughlin

Evan McMullin

Judith Miller

Tom Nichols

Mike Pompeo

John Sipher