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Well, another day has passed, and it would seem that a new one will begin soon, but this morning I woke up with an unbearable desire to die, right now at this moment, to tears, but ... I was able, I was able to overcome him, why am I with him I’m at war, I don’t know if there is a reason, I think yes, there is a person who is ready to listen, but he already has so many troubles, because I, this night I have insomnia, I will take a pill and put my body to sleep, and here I am lying and sniffing, I eat perfume, in places, probably strange, but today I felt the familiar smell of perfume, I don’t even know why, maybe these are my memories.

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©Mio Im

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Stress is a quiet and slow death, it is not seen or heard. Today is such an evening, with time it becomes more and more difficult to contain everything accumulated, and this makes itself felt. It is already night, but the pain in my heart does not go away, and my hand is still numb, there is noise in my ears, and I try to sleep, but I understand that I will not be able to sleep. I don't know how much longer I can hold on, but I'll try