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âThe strongest ghosts are always the most innocent.
In the afterlife, oneâs sins pile up to such a crushing weight that it becomes almost impossible to reach through the veil. The fewer oneâs sins are, the easier it will be for them to be present in the living world. That is why we hear a childâs light-hearted giggle echo through an empty corridor more often than we hear an old manâs booming voice. That is why we hear a newbornâs cry more often than we hear an old womanâs wail. That is why we always see a poor woman on a rocking chair on some abandoned porch rather than a powerful politician haunting the steps of Parliament.
The strongest ghosts are always the most innocent.â
- Iâve had this in my notes app for about a year now and I wanted to share it, I figured here would be as good a place as any.
"it's all in the eyes i was once told"
catching the stare of someone across a crowded room
subtle furrowing of eyebrows beyond a blank facade
coldness easing into warmth
a fond mothering gaze
corner of the lip nudged upward
forced glower/glare as they break underneath
batting their lashes, playful
a boisterous laugh
intrigue piercing the stoic
proud smugness at the other's success
lingering glances
a childish joy bursting through
pupils dilate
eyelids shut in a look of peace, calm and trust
"there was once a time when they were mine"
terseness
features fold into a scowl
an urgent flinching back
coldness returns (as though the warmth had never come)
lips part then purse
invasion of shock
slow stare at the floor
the ripple effect of a swallow
frustrated breath/sigh
bitter laugh in reminiscence
dread tearing through the seams of their composure
"darkness"
mean smirk- teeth bared grimace- scowl
dismissive gaze
gaze of contempt/impatience
threat lowering the voice
sardonic goading grins verging on manic
rolling one's eyes
flicker of irritation in the eyes
stares stubbornly ahead despite distraction
gritted teeth, clenched jaw
fierce biting remarks
even measured complexions betraying no thought
strangling oneself back from violence
utter apathy
murderous silence hanging in the stare
snobbish laughter
smiling at another's downfall
Could I please just like myself a little more? Could I please like me, love me, for me and nothing else?
Will I ever like me, if I'm not larger-than life and Caesarean? Do I love me, or do I love the idea of my name on a book that Guardian called "Revolutionary"?
If everyone has a curse I know what mine is
Dissatisfaction
With everything
Please god even if I am doomed and born of sin and evil and I am terrible please I'm begging you to let me make it so I can know what it's like to love me.
everyone meet gojo "if i cannot be wanted i will be needed and if i cannot be needed let me be used until there's nothing left of me" satoru
Itâs fall so that means iâm rereading The Secret History again.
"An Excellent Thing in Woman": Virgo and Viragos in "King Lear" (1998)
Costume Design and Execution of King Lear by William Shakespeare (2010)
Depiction and Function of Madness in Elizabethan and Jacobean Literature (2019)
"Documents in Madness": Reading Madness and Gender in Shakespeare's Tragedies and Early Modern Culture (1991)
Edmund's Redemption in King Lear (1975)
Elements in the Composition of "King Lear" (1933)
Humans And Animals In King Lear (2018)
In Defense of Goneril and Regan (1970)
"King Lear" and Chaos (1991)
"King Lear" and Negation (1990)
Performing Australian Identity: Gendering "King Lear" (2005)
"Service" in King Lear (1958)
See What Breeds about Her Heart: "King Lear", Feminism, and Performance (2004)
âStruck with Her Tongueâ: Speech, Gender, and Power in King Lear (2015)
"The Darke and Vicious Place": The Dread of the Vagina in "King Lear" (1999)
The Emotional Landscape of King Lear (1988)
The Emotive use of Animal Imagery in "King Lear" (1962)
The Mirror and the Feather: Tragedy and Animal Voice in "King Lear" (2013)
King Lear at home be like
In preparation for my going to see this play, I present to you:
Goneril: Yes, Father.
Regan: Of course, Father.
Cordelia: What kind of a question is that?
Kent, post-banishment: I wouldâve built him a little terrarium. ):
shakespeare + polaroid movie posters
Incredibly useful resource
Here's THE masterpost of free and full adaptations, by which I mean that it's a post made by the master.
Anthony and Cleopatra: here's the BBC version, here's a 2017 version.
As you like it: you'll find here an outdoor stage adaptation and here the BBC version. Here's Kenneth Brannagh's 2006 one.
Coriolanus: Here's a college play, here's the 1984 telefilm, here's the 2014 one with tom hiddleston. Here's the Ralph Fiennes 2011 one.
Cymbelline: Here's the 2014 one.
Hamlet: the 1948 Laurence Olivier one is here. The 1964 russian version is here and the 1964 american version is here. The 1964 Broadway production is here, the 1969 Williamson-Parfitt-Hopkins one is there, and the 1980 version is here. Here are part 1 and 2 of the 1990 BBC adaptation, the Kenneth Branagh 1996 Hamlet is here, the 2000 Ethan Hawke one is here. 2009 Tennant's here. And have the 2018 Almeida version here. On a sidenote, here's A Midwinter's Tale, about a man trying to make Hamlet.
Henry IV: part 1 and part 2 of the BBC 1989 version. And here's part 1 of a corwall school version.
Henry V: Laurence Olivier (who would have guessed) 1944 version. The 1989 Branagh version here. The BBC version is here.
Julius Caesar: here's the 1979 BBC adaptation, here the 1970 John Gielgud one. A theater Live from the late 2010's here.
King Lear: Laurence Olivier once again plays in here. And Gregory Kozintsev, who was I think in charge of the russian hamlet, has a king lear here. The 1975 BBC version is here. The Royal Shakespeare Compagny's 2008 version is here. The 1974 version with James Earl Jones is here. The 1953 Orson Wells one is here.
Macbeth: Here's the 1948 one, there the 1955 Joe McBeth. Here's the 1961 one with Sean Connery, and the 1966 BBC version is here. The 1969 radio one with Ian McKellen and Judi Dench is here, here's the 1971 by Roman Polanski, with spanish subtitles. The 1988 BBC one with portugese subtitles, and here the 2001 one). Here's Scotland, PA, the 2001 modern retelling. The Royal Shakespeare Compagny's 2008 version is here. Rave Macbeth for anyone interested is here. And 2017 brings you this.
Measure for Measure: BBC version here. Hugo Weaving here.
The Merchant of Venice: here's a stage version, here's the 1980 movie, here the 1973 Lawrence Olivier movie, here's the 2004 movie with Al Pacino. The 2001 movie is here.
The Merry Wives of Windsor: the Royal Shakespeare Compagny gives you this movie.
A Midsummer Night's Dream: have this sponsored by the City of Columbia, and here the BBC version. Have the 1986 Duncan-Jennings version here. 2019 Live Theater version? Have it here!
Much Ado About Nothing: Here is the kenneth branagh version and here the Tennant and Tate 2011 version. Here's the 1984 version.
Othello: A Massachussets Performance here, the 2001 movie her is the Orson Wells movie with portuguese subtitles theree, and a fifteen minutes long lego adaptation here. THen if you want more good ole reliable you've got the BBC version here and there.
Richard II: here is the BBC version. If you want a more meta approach, here's the commentary for the Tennant version. 1997 one here.
Richard III: here's the 1955 one with Laurence Olivier. The 1995 one with Ian McKellen is no longer available at the previous link but I found it HERE.
Romeo and Juliet: here's the 1988 BBC version. Here's a stage production. 1954 brings you this.
The Taming of the Shrew: the 1980 BBC version here and the 1988 one is here, sorry for the prior confusion. The 1929 version here, some Ontario stuff here, and here is the 1967 one with Richard Burton and Elizabeth Taylor. This one I'm not quite sure what it is or when it's from, it's a modern retelling.
The Tempest: the 1979 one is here, the 2010 is here. Here is the 1988 one. Theater Live did a show of it in the late 2010's too.
Timon of Athens: here is the 1981 movie with Jonathan Pryce,
Troilus and Cressida can be found here
Titus Andronicus: the 1999 movie with Anthony Hopkins here
Twelfth night: here for the BBC, here for the 1970 version with Alec Guinness, Joan Plowright and Ralph Richardson.
Two Gentlemen of Verona: have the 2018 one here.
The Winter's Tale: the BBC version is here
Please do contribute if you find more. This is far from exhaustive.
(also look up the original post from time to time for more plays)
With ao3 being ddosed, it's a great reminder why it exists in the first place.
To allow people to write or read whatever they want without fear of deletion.
After the horrors of strikethrough and boldthrough we're lucky to have such a robust site.
I was left on a cliffhanger too đ
"AO3 is under a DDOS attack" ok so how do we attack back then
I wanna RETALIATE
The way that this fic broke me
The bearer of the Six Eyes doesnât perceive time like everyone else. Suguru GetĆ knows this better than anyone. Itâs how he knows that Satoru GojĆ thought about kissing him under the cherry blossom trees at lunchtime on April 3, 2006.
Or, in his dying moments, Suguru reflects on what it means for the bearer of the Six Eyes to hesitate.
A canon compliant SatoSugu fic â read on AO3 â„
I heard reference to something about how all anime are required to have good looking cabbage because of That One Time. So simply looking up "anime cabbage" I found the source.
Some harem anime way back in the day had an episode where the characters cooked, and they animated cabbage so terribly like this it left a bad mark on the anime community forever. Apparently this is part of the reason why all food usually looks good in anime, even moreso than the regular show sometimes. With cabbage being especially well drawn.
A complaint, apparently in a paper.
The first show when released internationally was reanimated in this part.
And high quality or low quality cabbage is sometimes referenced.
I learned of this because the most recent Hologra episode has noel eating cabbage, tearing apart a fine quality cabbage into two low poly halves.
So the concept was to 'kill the straight' i guess
(In contrast to all the Shakespeare-plays where the concept is to kill the gay)
With The Secret History, I think the first time you read it, you shouldnât analysis it at all. You need to truly be blinded by the beauty and characters before you start to read into it and understand the criticism.
That being said, I think people who completely ignore the messages being sent by that book are missing out entirely as the blindness you first feel only becomes significant once you realise that Tartt completely manipulated you into becoming just like Richard.
WHOA THIS IS ALMOST EXACLY HOW I IMAGINED HER
the devil knows your name now, galaxy stern
Using this as a checklist, so far Iâve read tsh, iwwv, the atlas six, and ninth house (and obvs the hp books).
These Violent Delights is next đ«¶
The title of this post is clickbait. I, unfortunately, have not read every book ever. Not all of these books are particularly âdarkâ either. However, these are my recommendations for your dark academia fix. The quality of each of these books varies. I have limited this list to books that are directly linked to the world of academia and/or which have a vaguely academic setting.
Dark Academia staples:
The Secret History by Donna Tartt
If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
Dead Poets Society by Nancy H. Kleinbaum
Vita Nostra by Maryna Dyachenko
Dark academia litfic or contemporary:
Bunny by Mona Awad
The Idiot by Elif Batuman
These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever
White Ivy by Susie Yang
The Cloisters by Katy Hays
Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
The Lake of Dead Languages by Carol Goodman
A Separate Peace by John Knowles
Black Chalk by Christopher J. Yates
Attribution by Linda Moore
Dark academia thrillers or horror:
In My Dreams I Hold a Knife by Ashley Winstead
The Maidens by Alex Michaelides
Ghosts of Harvard by Francesca Serritella
Catherine House by Elisabeth Thomas
Plain Bad Heroines by Emily M. Danforth
They Never Learn by Layne Fargo
The It Girl by Ruth Ware
Never Saw Me Coming by Vera Kurian
Dark academia fantasy/sci-fi:
Babel: An Arcane History by R.F. Kuang
The Atlas Six by Olivie Blake
Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo
A Lesson in Vengeance by Victoria Lee
The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern
Vicious by V.E. Schwab
A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness
The Betrayals by Bridget Collins
Dark academia romance:
Gothikana by RuNyx
Alone With You in the Ether by Olivie Blake
Dark academia YA or MG:
Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson
A Deadly Education by Naomi Novik
Ace of Spades by Faridah ĂbĂkĂ©-ĂyĂmĂdĂ©
The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater
Legendborn by Tracy Deonn
Crave by Tracy Wolff
Wilder Girls by Rory Power
The Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling
Dark academia miscellaneous:
My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Disorientation by Elaine Hsieh Chou
Alphabet of Thorn by Patricia A. McKillip
Saving this for later đ«¶
Since some of you asked me to recommend some IWWV fics in order to process that devastating ending, hereâs my personal thread. I vividly hope youâre gonna enjoy it :)Â
1. what is woven into the lives of others - helloearthlings - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
 I think this is the most popular IWWV fic since the first review on Goodreads has posted a link to this story, but thatâs only fair given that it is masterfully crafted. The storyâs centre is Oliver and Jamesâ reunion, and therefore Oliverâs journey to find him.
2. youâve got me wrapped around your finger (do you have to let it linger?) - orphan_account - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
This is a âwhat if..â and explores how things could have been if the night of their last party -the one in the library, talking through King Learâs riddles- Oliver would have figured out the truth in time and they would run away together.
Iâve read it an embarrassing number of times, and each time it has the ability to broke my heart in shards not only for the two of them but for the bigger picture of those six as a family (Iâm a sucker for a good found-family trope and this one didnât fail to deliver a heart-warming feeling with only using spare details, shreds of memories and careless laughter from a payphone at 2am). Â
Also, thereâs this brief inner monologue that perfectly encapsulates Oliverâs perspective and his ardent loyalty for his real-life Shakespearean Tragic Hero:
âI never blamed him. Forever, I will blame the plays. I will blame the theater. I will blame myself and I will blame Richard, but I will keep James safeâ.
 This is it. This is canon for me. Iâd tattoo it on my skin if I could, thereâs so much sentiment in these few lines. Also, can we please talk about the prose? âbut the sparrow had begun to open its eyes, and I met Jamesâ glazed eyes with my ownâ, it had me in tears.
 3. as if it were the first - Chapter 1 - crownsandbirds - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
 This is another reunion fic; it takes place two years after Oliverâs release from prison, and in this universe, we found a broken James who is living -literally- under Alexander and Colinâs wing since his failed attempt to suicide six years ago.
 Itâs written by Jamesâs pov, which allow us to know the real reach of his feelings, how pervasive is his sense of guiltiness, how broken beyond recovery he is ââJames doesnât self-harm physically anymore, but he doesnât think heâll ever stop looking for opportunities to break his own heartâ- so buckle up for some angst -but really, when itâs not angst when weâre talking about two Shakespearean lovers?-.
 Bonus point: the story gives us an intimate view over Alexander and Colinâs relationship, a criminally underrated couple in IWWV in my opinion.
4.  the dead manâs float - misandrywitch - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
 Another reunion fic -yeah, you can practically sense our desperate need of a closure whatsoever after M.L.Rio thrown us under a bus with that last line- passed with full marks not only for its peculiar use of a theatre structure which resembles the original novelâs structure -enter, final act, exeunt- but also for the honest portrait of its characters. There are not cheesy moments nor big declarations of love, which is something that represents the original characters: James and Oliver never opened up about their feelings, not even in the end (M.L.Rio once highlighted the importance of Oliverâs answers to James, a simple âyou know whyâ; not even in that moment, behind the bars, they can state their feelings for each other), theyâre only capable of Great Acts as papa Shakespeare taught âem (aka: go to prison for a crime you didnât commit. Aka: fake your own death in order to recreate the only non-tragic Shakespeare novel. Aka: ME SICK AND TIRED OF THOSE THEATRE KIDS).
 Despite the premise, I very appreciate this Oliver: long gone the insecure shy obtuse kid, we now find a practical man that knows what and who he wants, who doesnât step back in front of a confrontation with James -but still, he would blindly follow him to the end of the world-; and I deeply cherish this James Farrow who openly admits and accepts that heâs not the flawless Tragic Hero the Dellecher decided for him to be, so heâs finally free now to live his life according to his own rules and desires, that itâs okay if heâs a bit coward; human.
BONUS SMUT FIC - cuz sometimes a brief first and only kiss in the middle of a school play is not enough, no matter how poetic it was
no other companion - crownsandbirds - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
 Christmas came early this year. Youâre welcome
Now, some secondary fics, shorter but still impressive
1.    home is where it hurts - crownsandbirds - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
This is through Alexanderâs point of view, and it focuses on the weight of Richardâs death, the motifs that led him to say that fatidic and excruciating ânothingâ. Thereâs a lot of James and Oliver here; thereâs this part that to this day is still impressed on my brain:
âOliver and James were truly a pair of the kind Alexander had only seen in books, old classical books that talked about turning a river into blood and defeating Gods. The prince and his companion, Hamlet and his Horatioâ.
2. And Therefore is Winged Cupid Blind - Civilbloodoncivilhands - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
Set during the third year of Dellecher, the clique is in the middle of one of Gwendolynâs classes; Oliver is oblivious, James is whipped, Richard is a dick and Alexander is the queer queen we all know and love.
3. Merely a Madness⊠- sapphicfratboy - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
 This is a close-up on James Farrowâs private life, from his first kiss and first crush to the encounter with Oliver.
 Something I really appreciated here beside the impeccable prose is the way the author sticked to the truth of the facts: the students of his father that used to slip in the library with him, Oliverâs love for old rock band t-shirts, James addressing his own father as âProfessorâ in a sardonic way etc
4. Maybe This Is Where It Ends (Take A Bow) - fathand - If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio [Archive of Our Own]
 A brief âwhat ifâŠâ if James would have gone to prison. Short but incisive.Â
you know itâs disney movie release time when disney gets its first ever gay character for the twelfth time
I never knew I needed this. The talent !!!!
Oooooo that dosent sound Very Heroic.
Kitty Version
Kirishima wearing fantasy Kirishimaâs scarf around his ankle and then both wearing eyeliner... Itâs beautiful...
after the battle ends đ„șđđ
BNHA: one Pokemon for one character
Kirishima -> Tyrunt
Kaminari -> Pichu
Sero -> Scraggy
According to the laws of physics, a planet in the shape of a doughnut (toroid) could exist. Physicist Anders Sandberg says that such planets would have very short nights and days, an arid outer equator, twilight polar regions, moons in strange orbits and regions with very different gravity and seasons.
Read more: http://bit.ly/1kPLXGT via io9
me: i feel like reading some light fics tonight, something under 10k
ao3: shows me the perfect tags, everything i wanted, everything i love
fic:
me:
maybe if they make stucky canon kim jong un will be next
"Dean is bisexual and loves men but he thinks castiel is ugly" is by far the funniest take I've seen so far
AAAAAAAAAHHHHH
More lovely kids