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12.12.20 winter study🍁: it's hot chocolate time. My final exams for Masters are starting from 28th December To 13 th January. I should study as much as possible but my body isn't cooperating right now. So I'm busy but not panicking.

Yesterday and today was all about listening to Evermore album.🎧 I'll tried to study more in the upcoming days ! Here's a song recommendation for you guys. Wishing you Merry Christmas weeks ahead ✨

05.05.2021

Day 1/11 of productivity, here's my notes on medical diagnostics. The topics are histology and Immuno histochemistry protocol for tissue embedding of lung carcinoma.

The subject is pretty interesting and at the same time it's gross!

And meet miss ipu 😌

Song suggestion:

Welcome to New York,

It's been waiting for Dr. @taylorswift 💜🎓

I've made a wallpaper of her!

When the times come for you to grow or change, the universe will make you feel so uncomfortable that eventually you'll have no choice

you are not your mistakes. you are not your mishaps. you are not your past.

draco malfoy for @snakepitnet : favorite characters

Can’t stop thinking about how attack on titan is not a romance but how its narrative hinges upon the most devastating love stories I’ve encountered in fiction.

How Ymir and Historia cling to each other under the burden of a crown they didn’t ask for.

How Eren, the definition of an “attack” protagonist does anything and everything for Armin, who shrinks away from violence (despite having to become the embodiment of war).

How Erwin gave Levi the sky, and it is a debt that Levi knows he can never repay.

How subtly yet thoroughly they work Moblit into every scene, a step behind Hanji, cautioning them and supporting them, so that you don’t even notice him until he’s gone.

How Mikasa’s “Akerbond” to Eren goes so much further, so much deeper, because he exhibited such raw, unfettered inhumanity in the name of protecting her when she was a child, when he barely even knew her, and that is all she knows of love.

How Connie feels like he’s lost half of himself with Sasha gone.

How much Carla loved her son.

How much of an impact Marco made on Jean.

How Armin could eat Bertoldt’s love for Annie and have it latch onto his own admiration of her.

How Marlowe thought of Hitch as he was dying.

How Reiner keeps going for the kids he has to mentor.

How Falco put himself between Gabi and danger over and over again.

How violently Sasha’s family mourned but how reverent of her spirit they were to forgive her killer.

Idk man I just think for a show that started off as kids fighting giants and turned into “my war crime is worse than your war crime”, it is driven almost entirely by unique, poignant and thoroughly convincing love stories.

Before/After

Happiness is crossing out your works Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ in your to-do list ..

I tried many ways to be productive but writing down your works with a time limit period works like magic. Believe me. When you cross down each works that's a marvelous feeling.

Instead of wasting paper I prefer the in build sticky note app in my laptop to jot down things and in this online days posting sticky notes on your screen works better than writing it down on paper.

Day 1/10 of being productive.

Small steps matter.

I know nobody cares and I'm not doing this for fun or something like that. I did something wrong to my best friend, I forgot to say some important things to her related to education. I swear I didn't do it knowingly . I said sorry and she said everything was fine and stuff. But now we don't talk like before, not texting at all. I tried to talk with her but she replied in one word or two. I don't know what to do anymore so I posted funnny things in my story and I rarely put any post in my story but whenever I did that she always replied. I tried that to see if she will reply or not. I posted in my story for 3 days continuously she watched them but never replied. This is the end right. I'm so easy as a person to be left behind and people always did that to me. But every time I moved on. But now, I'm thinking should I even try to make friends anymore. Because what's the point ?! I'm always replaceable.

I Am the Brother of XX by Fleur Jaeggy // the sorrow festival by erin slaughter// Monster Movie by Nicola Maye Goldberg // Unicorn by Angela Carter // History of my brief body, Billy-Ray Belcourt // Lucerys Velaryon and Aemond Targaryen, House of the dragon

23.02.22

This is a week in my life, weirdly I have been productive because most of the time I'm in a work slump( does it make any sense? ). There's some good news and some bad improvment in my life! I am fortunate enough so that I was able to get a job aka internship and this is my 2nd month on it. Tbh, sometimes I love the work sometimes not. I'm doing regular walk, just another try to get back my life in the road, 7 days in a streak! ✨The fault in our star spread is done by my best friend ( she is moving to another city 😣) and she gifted me a complete journal ! Lucky me! And finally I convinced myself enough to move my workstation so I don't get blind in a dim lighted area.

Pomodoro is working super fine and I've been productive this week long, will post my work hours someday!

Some of the sky pictures taken from my roof!

My ovaries are exploding since 2012