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oh my goodness đđđâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸ thank you so much! i always extra thought into how i write dialogue, and iâm glad you enjoy what i writeâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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part i, part ii, part iii
a/n: the well awaited end to this fic is here! enjoy :)
synopsis: the three times you friendzoned Alhaitham, and the one he made damn sure you didn't.
tags: alhaitham/reader ; school setting ; valentine's day special ; reader likes sewing, miscommunication
Itâs Valentineâs Day, and the most unusual thing to ever happen to youâhappens.
A pristine white note falls out of your locker, and you never thought you would see the day. Youâd assume, being a workaholic and being relegated to tasks (due to people pleasing tendencies you canât seem to shake off), that youâd finish off the school year without falling victim to Valentineâs day sickeningly sweet confessions.
Please meet me in the homeroom lab after classes. â H
If it was any other day, youâd assume one of the teachers wrote you this note, and that you were going to be subjected to a ruthless talking-to. Yet, coincidentally, itâs that time of the year, and everyone else is getting notes like these too.
For the fun of it, you still decide to go where the note directs you. Mostly because youâre deathly curious to who this H person is. No expectations, of course.
When the dismissal bell rings, you quickly scramble out of your classroom, pointedly ignoring your friendâs confused call of your name. Leaving your bag and belongings behind. Youâll get back to her laterâbut now, the curiosity is killing you.
You navigate the sloppily decorated hallways; passing by lovestruck couples and through streamer paper decor of pinks, whites and reds. Cupid balloons and the overwhelmingly sweet scent of roses suffocate your senses.
The homeroom lab is at the end of the hallway, where all the decorations dwindle or are practically deflating with the lack of attention to detailâit irks you slightly, if this is a confession like you suspect, the surroundings could afford to be somewhat romantic. Not this cheap, unenthusiastic mess, it certainly wouldnât be helping your case.
Your eyes lock onto one heart helium balloon, it drifts aimlessly across the floorânot enough to float up but not completely deflated. You glare at it, like trying to pop it with only your gaze, then to the door.
Steeling yourself, you take a breath then slide it open.
The last person you ever expect to be there, is there too.
âAlhaitham?â you ask, breathless and puzzled.
Was it him that sent you the note?
You shake that thought away, although you got your hopes up the tiniest bit, itâs probably unrelated to anything hearts themed. Youâre pretty sure heâs been actively avoiding people confessing to him today. Maybe thatâs why he hid in here, you muse.
âItâs me, yes,â he nods. âI assume you read my note?â
You laugh, shutting the homeroom lab door unceremoniously behind you. âThat was you? Dude, you couldâve just told me, whatâs with all the secrecy?â
âThereâs something that I need to discuss with you.â
âDiscuss with me,â you repeat, walking over to lean against the working table. Which, thank heavens, is pristinely clean. âAm I in trouble?â
âNo,â he responds and you hum in faux relief. âThough there is something else.â
Alhaitham produces a sleek black chocolate box from seemingly nowhereâor maybe you hadn't seen him hold itâand holds it out to you.
âSweet!â you grin, snatching the chocolates and examining the box. âThis is some really good chocolate, Haitham. Who gave you this one?â
âNo one,â he says. Alhaitham picks at his black painted nailsâones that you yourself painted a few weeks ago in his apartment. The polish is immaculate, almost looking freshly painted if it werenât for the new nail growth starting underneath. âThose are completely from me, for you.â
You double take, taking a long lingering look at the gift. On the smack middle of the box, is the same type of note from earlier in your locker, but this has your name written in elegant cursive:
Happy Valentines. It writes, and you feel strange tingles travel down your spine. Not entirely unpleasant.
âYou shouldnât have,â your eyes widen. âI didnât get anything for you, I never thought we were getting each other friendship chocolates!â
Thereâs a lengthy pause before you hear any reaction from him. Alhaitham makes a strangled noise from deep in his throat. âFriendship chocolates?â
He stresses your name, while massaging his temples. â...I wrote you that note, I waited in here for you and have the audacity to think what I gave you are friendship chocolates. Does that sound logical to you?â
âOf course,â you snort, putting down the chocolates to rest on the low table. âThe only other reason I can think of would be because you like me, which I doubtââ
His lips flatten in unamusement. âSo what if I do?â
âWait, what?â
He inhales deeply, and you swear you see the slightest hints of pink on his ears that peek from underneath silver hair. The silence now is absolutely deafening, and the anticipation even more so. To you, the knowledge of his bashfulness makes the situation feel all the more real.
Alhaitham utters your name softly, like heâs pleading you to understand so that he neednât repeat himself. Which he never does, the damn prideful man.
Youâd make a teasing remark if you werenât so frozen with nerves, the sound of your name from his lips is causing ticklish shivers up your spine. It sounds so intimate when he says it.
Like a secret, even. Although Alhaitham might be the most self-preserving and unambitious person you know, when it comes to the things that matter to himâhe takes initiative right away.
âSo you like meââ you breathe, the button up collar of your shirt feels all too tight all of a sudden, you tangle your fingers together and squeeze tightly. âLike, like like me?â
âIâve been trying to tell you,â he sighs, low and long-suffering. âFor three whole years.â
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
Your eyes widen and you feel a low simmering heat spreading all over, even till your fingertips. You recall all the other times, past Valentine's days and recounting his strange behavior. All the dots start to connect together and you wonder how you never noticed. âWhat the hell.â
âSo that one time last year when you were offering me your buttonââ you gasp. You remember, itâs a stupid highschool tradition, a boy would offer the second button of his uniform to a girl if he liked her. Itâs the closest to the heart, but to you, itâs a thoughtless way to ruin perfectly good clothing. âHaitham, did you ask Kaveh for advice or something?â
âMatters like these are irrelevant to argue with him about,â he scoffs. Alhaitham folds his arms across his chest. âHe ran off and came to the conclusion himself. Ever since then, heâs been bothering me with trying all types of confession tradition.â
Laughter starts to bubble out of you, disbelieving and flustered to the maximum level. âDude, I basically friendzoned you and had no idea! You shouldâve told me.â
His shoulders stiffen and he gives you such a disarmingly attractive look. And if your eyes dare deceive you, he looks the teensiest bit hopeful too. Right now, you feel like your heart is beating right out of your goddamn chest. The sound is so loud, the quickening thumping sound of your chest that you swear he might hear it too.
â...I see that now,â he says, his expression is exasperatedâbut so unbelievably soft. You feel yourself melting like butter under his gaze. âThough I am disappointed in your lacking ability to identify context clues.â
âOh whatever,â you bump your shoulder against his, though you donât move back away. The warmth of him is all consuming and comforting as hell, you could burrow yourself in him and never resurface, you think. He accepts your closeness with a strong arm wrapping behind you to hold you by the hand. Your stomach does somersaults in your stomach. âItâs all your fault. Youâre an idiot for not telling it to me straight.â
âDoes that mean you reciprocate?â he murmurs, leaning closer to whisper in your ear.
You pull back enough to take the box of chocolates, opening it and popping one in your mouth. âThis chocolate is pretty good. Guess Iâll have to let you stick around for more.â
I like you too.
He nuzzles into you, leaving a chaste kiss on the crown of your head. âI guess you do, donât you?â
sweet like
word count: 1.5 k
synopsis: love confessions are not easy, having nosy neighbours isnât eitherâbut loving sam is different, itâs as easy as breathing.
a/n: samson my beloved, youre allergic to pollen but accepted my bouquet anyway. đâ¤ď¸
edit: sweet like is now on ao3! here
todayâs the day, youâre really going to do it. no ifs or buts.
you swear you will, but damn if it isnât messing with your head. itâs definitely the nervousness or heat stroke symptoms causing the overly-conscious way you regard all other shoppers in pierreâs general store. you feel the uneven, erratic thrum of your pulse underneath your skin.
your hands are cold and clammy and disgustingly sweaty as a bright bouquet of tulips, poppies, sweet peas and fairy roses is unceremoniously slid across the store counter and bundled into your arms. the smell is dizzyingly perfumed. pierre doesnât bat an eye though the knowing glint just tells you that he knows.
you and sam have been friends for as long as you started living in the valley. heâs a literal ball of sunshine compacted into a 5â10 body, and heâs sweetâmaybe at times a little sloppy and forgetful but those quirks make him all the more lovableâto you.
and you admit yes, you did have a crush on himâand after watching his bandâs performance in zuzu city, it got even worse. suddenly the ignition jump started the thrum of your heartâbeating at race car speeds at the mere mention of his name. restless and anxious
so, here you are, buying a bouquet (one you could surely make yourself, but according to abigail buying this exact one is town tradition) at 10 am in the morning, in front of all your nosy neighbours.
you clutch the flowers tighter to your chest as caroline cranes her neck to take a peek. slowing down as she restocks the shelves. shameless, these people are sharks to blood when it comes to gossip.
you shoot her a wary glare, lips pursed together. pushing open the door to the shop, the little entrance bell rings with your exit.
after your realization, you see the world through rose-tinted glasses, the skies seem brighter and clearer, with soft fluffy clouds suspended in them. the breeze is soft and refreshing, while the sun is a comforting warmth at your back.
not even a few steps past the stardrop saloon do you feel any different.
adrenaline pumps through your veins as you see a flash of familiar spiked-up golden hair in your periphery. you feel your breath stutter as you reflexively stuff the delicate bouquet in your pack and snap it shut.
you turn your back, clutching a hand to your chestâyou feel your heart racing underneath your fingertips as well as the heat rising up your skin. itâs fine, you reason, youâll play it off as sunburn.
you slap at your cheeks, encouragingly.
the aforementioned man, skates towards you, calling your attention. turning, you nod your head in greeting, offering him a less than wobbly smile.
you wait until the skateboard skids to a stop, sam stops a few feet from you. his breaths slightly labored from the effort, heâs still as bright and cheery as ever
âsam,â you cringe as your voice cracks into an awkward pitch. he perks up at the mention of his name, giving you an enthusiastic wave. you swallow the lump forming in your throat.
âhey farmer,â he smiles, sam sets one of his feet down from on his skateboard. âitâs really bright out today. whatâcha up to?â
âi was looking for you, actually.â
âand iâm here!â he replies before sheepishly adding. âthatâs a coincidence. i was going to go visit youâwell, before i forgot.â
âreally,â your stomach traitorously flutters. âwhat for?â
âto give you something,â he says breezily, sam digs around in his pant pockets, seemingly looking for something. âi swear i have the thingy in here somewhere..â
you watch as he fumbles around looking for the thingy. Your mind drifts to the scrunched up bouquet sitting in your pack. you hadnât expected running into him so soonâ
maybe, you think. you arenât as ready as you think.
âahh, here it is!â
sam fishes out a rectangular shaped object from his back pocket, its slim and clear. you tilt your head in curiosity and he smiles wider.
âa cassette of the bandâs song,â he tells you, grabbing your limp hand to stuff it into your palm. âlisten to it! you have a cassette player on your farm, right?â
the momental brush of his hand against yours has you stumbling over your mess of thoughts and feelings. it is a little pathetic, to be acting like a lovesick teenager againâyou groan to yourself. âyeah, i do.â
the cassette is light in your palm, the hard plastic case is covered in sharpied lightning bolts and smiley facesâalong with the careful engraving of your name. the hand drawn designs are wonky and childlike (you suspect he asked vincent to draw them), but itâs yours.
he made this for you.
you feel the giddy warmth spread all throughout your bodyâconcentrated in your chest and stomach which twists with some emotion youâre too confused to name.
âi couldnât find you after the performance,â he confesses. you peek up from the cassette at his faceâhis cheeks are bright pink with bashfulness. âit was too crowded, i wanted to give you the first sample recording.â
standing on willow street in front of his family house with the sun beating down on you, sweat dripping down your temple, flowers haphazardly stuffed into your backpack. youâre literally buzzing with energyâthe warmth, inside and out, is making your head spin.
you feel your mouth moving before you can even register what youâre saying, feverish words tumble out.
voice a tad strangled, you rasp. âsam.â
he looks down at his skateboard, his attention; short and slipping away. âyeah?â
âbe my boyfriend.â
âsure!â he pauses, processing what you said, his eyes whip back up to stare into yoursâwide and so, so blue. âwaaait.. wuuhââ
âi wasâuh, do you want to know why i wanted to visit you today?â you ramble on, tracing the cassette case edges with sweaty fingers. the beat of your heart is a resounding thumping sound in your eardrums. âactually, this is not how i planned things, but got nervous, you make me nervous.â
you shrug off your backpack, the heavy weight of it that once was grounding you groaned as it hit the ground. you open the flap and produce the now crumpled flowersâstems bent and broken, petals missing but the smell is still overwhelmingly sweet. you hold out the bouquet to him with shaky fingers, the cassette held in your other hand clasped behind your back.
ââi wanted to make this a little more specialâŚâ you sigh nervously, eyes squeezed shut while your bottom lip is chewed between worrying teeth. âitâs all crumpled, sorryâŚâ
âi think this is plenty special already.â
you feel as he moves closer, plucking the flowers out of your hands. now, thereâs barely any space between the both of you. your eyes snap open, mouth slightly gaping as he takes a long sniff full of flowers.
your heart sings for joy as he doesâbut the concerningly wet sneeze he lets out makes you furrow your brow in realization.
heâs goddamn allergic.
your eyes widen, reaching for the flowers. âsam, youâre allergic to pollen!â
your fingers barely brush the stems when he pull the flowers away from you. sam laughs, bright and pureâone that sounds like it came deep from his gut. you flush deeper in embarrassment, and a little in confusion.
âso? you gave me these. i like them!â
âi canât believe it slipped my mind,â you cringe. âdonât keep them! the stems are all twisted and broken anyway.â
he sneezes again, shaking his head petulantly, his nose pinkened with irritation, a small sound of mortification exits your mouth. how can you be so forgetful?
digging through your backpack, you grab the small pack of tissues you usually use to dab off sweat easily. you take one out of the pack and stretch it out towards him.
instead of your offered tissue, sam grabs you by the wrist, tugging you to him. you follow with not much of a fight, a confusing mixture of nervous and giddy energy youâve become. he holds you still against him, his arms coming behind you to wrap the both of you together tightly.
you go limp against him, head buried his shoulder. you think, you fit together perfectly.
âby the way, i like you too.â he murmurs into your hair. âa lot more than you think i do.â
âeven if i forgot you were allergic to flowers?â
he snorts, leaving a chaste peck on your forehead, you feel your cheeks flush. âespecially because you forgot, it was kinda funny.â
your head shoots up, nearly bumping his chin. âsam!â
he laughs and you canât help but smile in return. your gaze returns to the sky, and suddenly you canât quite recall what you were so worried about. really, life in stardew valley has never been so bright.
(and if you see some of your neighbors watching at the corner of your eye, you shut your eyes to ignore them.)
sweet like
word count: 1.5 k
synopsis: love confessions are not easy, having nosy neighbours isnât eitherâbut loving sam is different, itâs as easy as breathing.
a/n: samson my beloved, youre allergic to pollen but accepted my bouquet anyway. đâ¤ď¸
edit: sweet like is now on ao3! here
todayâs the day, youâre really going to do it. no ifs or buts.
you swear you will, but damn if it isnât messing with your head. itâs definitely the nervousness or heat stroke symptoms causing the overly-conscious way you regard all other shoppers in pierreâs general store. you feel the uneven, erratic thrum of your pulse underneath your skin.
your hands are cold and clammy and disgustingly sweaty as a bright bouquet of tulips, poppies, sweet peas and fairy roses is unceremoniously slid across the store counter and bundled into your arms. the smell is dizzyingly perfumed. pierre doesnât bat an eye though the knowing glint just tells you that he knows.
you and sam have been friends for as long as you started living in the valley. heâs a literal ball of sunshine compacted into a 5â10 body, and heâs sweetâmaybe at times a little sloppy and forgetful but those quirks make him all the more lovableâto you.
and you admit yes, you did have a crush on himâand after watching his bandâs performance in zuzu city, it got even worse. suddenly the ignition jump started the thrum of your heartâbeating at race car speeds at the mere mention of his name. restless and anxious
so, here you are, buying a bouquet (one you could surely make yourself, but according to abigail buying this exact one is town tradition) at 10 am in the morning, in front of all your nosy neighbours.
you clutch the flowers tighter to your chest as caroline cranes her neck to take a peek. slowing down as she restocks the shelves. shameless, these people are sharks to blood when it comes to gossip.
you shoot her a wary glare, lips pursed together. pushing open the door to the shop, the little entrance bell rings with your exit.
after your realization, you see the world through rose-tinted glasses, the skies seem brighter and clearer, with soft fluffy clouds suspended in them. the breeze is soft and refreshing, while the sun is a comforting warmth at your back.
not even a few steps past the stardrop saloon do you feel any different.
adrenaline pumps through your veins as you see a flash of familiar spiked-up golden hair in your periphery. you feel your breath stutter as you reflexively stuff the delicate bouquet in your pack and snap it shut.
you turn your back, clutching a hand to your chestâyou feel your heart racing underneath your fingertips as well as the heat rising up your skin. itâs fine, you reason, youâll play it off as sunburn.
you slap at your cheeks, encouragingly.
the aforementioned man, skates towards you, calling your attention. turning, you nod your head in greeting, offering him a less than wobbly smile.
you wait until the skateboard skids to a stop, sam stops a few feet from you. his breaths slightly labored from the effort, heâs still as bright and cheery as ever
âsam,â you cringe as your voice cracks into an awkward pitch. he perks up at the mention of his name, giving you an enthusiastic wave. you swallow the lump forming in your throat.
âhey farmer,â he smiles, sam sets one of his feet down from on his skateboard. âitâs really bright out today. whatâcha up to?â
âi was looking for you, actually.â
âand iâm here!â he replies before sheepishly adding. âthatâs a coincidence. i was going to go visit youâwell, before i forgot.â
âreally,â your stomach traitorously flutters. âwhat for?â
âto give you something,â he says breezily, sam digs around in his pant pockets, seemingly looking for something. âi swear i have the thingy in here somewhere..â
you watch as he fumbles around looking for the thingy. Your mind drifts to the scrunched up bouquet sitting in your pack. you hadnât expected running into him so soonâ
maybe, you think. you arenât as ready as you think.
âahh, here it is!â
sam fishes out a rectangular shaped object from his back pocket, its slim and clear. you tilt your head in curiosity and he smiles wider.
âa cassette of the bandâs song,â he tells you, grabbing your limp hand to stuff it into your palm. âlisten to it! you have a cassette player on your farm, right?â
the momental brush of his hand against yours has you stumbling over your mess of thoughts and feelings. it is a little pathetic, to be acting like a lovesick teenager againâyou groan to yourself. âyeah, i do.â
the cassette is light in your palm, the hard plastic case is covered in sharpied lightning bolts and smiley facesâalong with the careful engraving of your name. the hand drawn designs are wonky and childlike (you suspect he asked vincent to draw them), but itâs yours.
he made this for you.
you feel the giddy warmth spread all throughout your bodyâconcentrated in your chest and stomach which twists with some emotion youâre too confused to name.
âi couldnât find you after the performance,â he confesses. you peek up from the cassette at his faceâhis cheeks are bright pink with bashfulness. âit was too crowded, i wanted to give you the first sample recording.â
standing on willow street in front of his family house with the sun beating down on you, sweat dripping down your temple, flowers haphazardly stuffed into your backpack. youâre literally buzzing with energyâthe warmth, inside and out, is making your head spin.
you feel your mouth moving before you can even register what youâre saying, feverish words tumble out.
voice a tad strangled, you rasp. âsam.â
he looks down at his skateboard, his attention; short and slipping away. âyeah?â
âbe my boyfriend.â
âsure!â he pauses, processing what you said, his eyes whip back up to stare into yoursâwide and so, so blue. âwaaait.. wuuhââ
âi wasâuh, do you want to know why i wanted to visit you today?â you ramble on, tracing the cassette case edges with sweaty fingers. the beat of your heart is a resounding thumping sound in your eardrums. âactually, this is not how i planned things, but got nervous, you make me nervous.â
you shrug off your backpack, the heavy weight of it that once was grounding you groaned as it hit the ground. you open the flap and produce the now crumpled flowersâstems bent and broken, petals missing but the smell is still overwhelmingly sweet. you hold out the bouquet to him with shaky fingers, the cassette held in your other hand clasped behind your back.
ââi wanted to make this a little more specialâŚâ you sigh nervously, eyes squeezed shut while your bottom lip is chewed between worrying teeth. âitâs all crumpled, sorryâŚâ
âi think this is plenty special already.â
you feel as he moves closer, plucking the flowers out of your hands. now, thereâs barely any space between the both of you. your eyes snap open, mouth slightly gaping as he takes a long sniff full of flowers.
your heart sings for joy as he doesâbut the concerningly wet sneeze he lets out makes you furrow your brow in realization.
heâs goddamn allergic.
your eyes widen, reaching for the flowers. âsam, youâre allergic to pollen!â
your fingers barely brush the stems when he pull the flowers away from you. sam laughs, bright and pureâone that sounds like it came deep from his gut. you flush deeper in embarrassment, and a little in confusion.
âso? you gave me these. i like them!â
âi canât believe it slipped my mind,â you cringe. âdonât keep them! the stems are all twisted and broken anyway.â
he sneezes again, shaking his head petulantly, his nose pinkened with irritation, a small sound of mortification exits your mouth. how can you be so forgetful?
digging through your backpack, you grab the small pack of tissues you usually use to dab off sweat easily. you take one out of the pack and stretch it out towards him.
instead of your offered tissue, sam grabs you by the wrist, tugging you to him. you follow with not much of a fight, a confusing mixture of nervous and giddy energy youâve become. he holds you still against him, his arms coming behind you to wrap the both of you together tightly.
you go limp against him, head buried his shoulder. you think, you fit together perfectly.
âby the way, i like you too.â he murmurs into your hair. âa lot more than you think i do.â
âeven if i forgot you were allergic to flowers?â
he snorts, leaving a chaste peck on your forehead, you feel your cheeks flush. âespecially because you forgot, it was kinda funny.â
your head shoots up, nearly bumping his chin. âsam!â
he laughs and you canât help but smile in return. your gaze returns to the sky, and suddenly you canât quite recall what you were so worried about. really, life in stardew valley has never been so bright.
(and if you see some of your neighbors watching at the corner of your eye, you shut your eyes to ignore them.)
WHEEW i hope you guys enjoy that fic bec i wont have time for another till may đ
sweet like
word count: 1.5 k
synopsis: love confessions are not easy, having nosy neighbours isnât eitherâbut loving sam is different, itâs as easy as breathing.
a/n: samson my beloved, youre allergic to pollen but accepted my bouquet anyway. đâ¤ď¸
edit: sweet like is now on ao3! here
todayâs the day, youâre really going to do it. no ifs or buts.
you swear you will, but damn if it isnât messing with your head. itâs definitely the nervousness or heat stroke symptoms causing the overly-conscious way you regard all other shoppers in pierreâs general store. you feel the uneven, erratic thrum of your pulse underneath your skin.
your hands are cold and clammy and disgustingly sweaty as a bright bouquet of tulips, poppies, sweet peas and fairy roses is unceremoniously slid across the store counter and bundled into your arms. the smell is dizzyingly perfumed. pierre doesnât bat an eye though the knowing glint just tells you that he knows.
you and sam have been friends for as long as you started living in the valley. heâs a literal ball of sunshine compacted into a 5â10 body, and heâs sweetâmaybe at times a little sloppy and forgetful but those quirks make him all the more lovableâto you.
and you admit yes, you did have a crush on himâand after watching his bandâs performance in zuzu city, it got even worse. suddenly the ignition jump started the thrum of your heartâbeating at race car speeds at the mere mention of his name. restless and anxious
so, here you are, buying a bouquet (one you could surely make yourself, but according to abigail buying this exact one is town tradition) at 10 am in the morning, in front of all your nosy neighbours.
you clutch the flowers tighter to your chest as caroline cranes her neck to take a peek. slowing down as she restocks the shelves. shameless, these people are sharks to blood when it comes to gossip.
you shoot her a wary glare, lips pursed together. pushing open the door to the shop, the little entrance bell rings with your exit.
after your realization, you see the world through rose-tinted glasses, the skies seem brighter and clearer, with soft fluffy clouds suspended in them. the breeze is soft and refreshing, while the sun is a comforting warmth at your back.
not even a few steps past the stardrop saloon do you feel any different.
adrenaline pumps through your veins as you see a flash of familiar spiked-up golden hair in your periphery. you feel your breath stutter as you reflexively stuff the delicate bouquet in your pack and snap it shut.
you turn your back, clutching a hand to your chestâyou feel your heart racing underneath your fingertips as well as the heat rising up your skin. itâs fine, you reason, youâll play it off as sunburn.
you slap at your cheeks, encouragingly.
the aforementioned man, skates towards you, calling your attention. turning, you nod your head in greeting, offering him a less than wobbly smile.
you wait until the skateboard skids to a stop, sam stops a few feet from you. his breaths slightly labored from the effort, heâs still as bright and cheery as ever
âsam,â you cringe as your voice cracks into an awkward pitch. he perks up at the mention of his name, giving you an enthusiastic wave. you swallow the lump forming in your throat.
âhey farmer,â he smiles, sam sets one of his feet down from on his skateboard. âitâs really bright out today. whatâcha up to?â
âi was looking for you, actually.â
âand iâm here!â he replies before sheepishly adding. âthatâs a coincidence. i was going to go visit youâwell, before i forgot.â
âreally,â your stomach traitorously flutters. âwhat for?â
âto give you something,â he says breezily, sam digs around in his pant pockets, seemingly looking for something. âi swear i have the thingy in here somewhere..â
you watch as he fumbles around looking for the thingy. Your mind drifts to the scrunched up bouquet sitting in your pack. you hadnât expected running into him so soonâ
maybe, you think. you arenât as ready as you think.
âahh, here it is!â
sam fishes out a rectangular shaped object from his back pocket, its slim and clear. you tilt your head in curiosity and he smiles wider.
âa cassette of the bandâs song,â he tells you, grabbing your limp hand to stuff it into your palm. âlisten to it! you have a cassette player on your farm, right?â
the momental brush of his hand against yours has you stumbling over your mess of thoughts and feelings. it is a little pathetic, to be acting like a lovesick teenager againâyou groan to yourself. âyeah, i do.â
the cassette is light in your palm, the hard plastic case is covered in sharpied lightning bolts and smiley facesâalong with the careful engraving of your name. the hand drawn designs are wonky and childlike (you suspect he asked vincent to draw them), but itâs yours.
he made this for you.
you feel the giddy warmth spread all throughout your bodyâconcentrated in your chest and stomach which twists with some emotion youâre too confused to name.
âi couldnât find you after the performance,â he confesses. you peek up from the cassette at his faceâhis cheeks are bright pink with bashfulness. âit was too crowded, i wanted to give you the first sample recording.â
standing on willow street in front of his family house with the sun beating down on you, sweat dripping down your temple, flowers haphazardly stuffed into your backpack. youâre literally buzzing with energyâthe warmth, inside and out, is making your head spin.
you feel your mouth moving before you can even register what youâre saying, feverish words tumble out.
voice a tad strangled, you rasp. âsam.â
he looks down at his skateboard, his attention; short and slipping away. âyeah?â
âbe my boyfriend.â
âsure!â he pauses, processing what you said, his eyes whip back up to stare into yoursâwide and so, so blue. âwaaait.. wuuhââ
âi wasâuh, do you want to know why i wanted to visit you today?â you ramble on, tracing the cassette case edges with sweaty fingers. the beat of your heart is a resounding thumping sound in your eardrums. âactually, this is not how i planned things, but got nervous, you make me nervous.â
you shrug off your backpack, the heavy weight of it that once was grounding you groaned as it hit the ground. you open the flap and produce the now crumpled flowersâstems bent and broken, petals missing but the smell is still overwhelmingly sweet. you hold out the bouquet to him with shaky fingers, the cassette held in your other hand clasped behind your back.
ââi wanted to make this a little more specialâŚâ you sigh nervously, eyes squeezed shut while your bottom lip is chewed between worrying teeth. âitâs all crumpled, sorryâŚâ
âi think this is plenty special already.â
you feel as he moves closer, plucking the flowers out of your hands. now, thereâs barely any space between the both of you. your eyes snap open, mouth slightly gaping as he takes a long sniff full of flowers.
your heart sings for joy as he doesâbut the concerningly wet sneeze he lets out makes you furrow your brow in realization.
heâs goddamn allergic.
your eyes widen, reaching for the flowers. âsam, youâre allergic to pollen!â
your fingers barely brush the stems when he pull the flowers away from you. sam laughs, bright and pureâone that sounds like it came deep from his gut. you flush deeper in embarrassment, and a little in confusion.
âso? you gave me these. i like them!â
âi canât believe it slipped my mind,â you cringe. âdonât keep them! the stems are all twisted and broken anyway.â
he sneezes again, shaking his head petulantly, his nose pinkened with irritation, a small sound of mortification exits your mouth. how can you be so forgetful?
digging through your backpack, you grab the small pack of tissues you usually use to dab off sweat easily. you take one out of the pack and stretch it out towards him.
instead of your offered tissue, sam grabs you by the wrist, tugging you to him. you follow with not much of a fight, a confusing mixture of nervous and giddy energy youâve become. he holds you still against him, his arms coming behind you to wrap the both of you together tightly.
you go limp against him, head buried his shoulder. you think, you fit together perfectly.
âby the way, i like you too.â he murmurs into your hair. âa lot more than you think i do.â
âeven if i forgot you were allergic to flowers?â
he snorts, leaving a chaste peck on your forehead, you feel your cheeks flush. âespecially because you forgot, it was kinda funny.â
your head shoots up, nearly bumping his chin. âsam!â
he laughs and you canât help but smile in return. your gaze returns to the sky, and suddenly you canât quite recall what you were so worried about. really, life in stardew valley has never been so bright.
(and if you see some of your neighbors watching at the corner of your eye, you shut your eyes to ignore them.)
sam is literally the type of dad to use the vacuum hack to tie his kidâs hair
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dyk what is really crazy? sam accepts the flower bouquet you give him even if heâs allergic to pollen đ
haley and sam are childhood friends who used to get mistaken for siblings
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Uh, anyway, Shane is actually besties with Sam (he'd rather die than admit it though) and they constantly do things to spite Joja and Sam can actually get a good reaction from Shane with some of his jokes. Sam and him were kind of awkward at first, but after a while Sam saw him at the saloon one day and went "HEY!! MY BUDDY SHANE!! COME PLAY POOL WITH US!!" so loudly across the building that everyone turned to stare and Shane almost sped-walked out of the place out of embarrassment (he def stayed and played pool but kept his head down to avoid stares).
Sam constantly talks about funny things Shane does and Abigail and Sebastian are like, "??? The quiet, grumpy town drunk??" But after Sam dragged Shane into so many pool games, Shane loosened up and started a tournament with the old arcade games between the four of them (he kicks everyone's asses at it) and now Seb and Abbi are starting to get it.
There's a competition between him and Sam on who can steal the largest item at Joja without getting caught (Shane has the lead with the pizza he gave farmer)
After Shane stops drinking, Sam is adamant on getting Shane to like joja-cola with him (he's not winning, unfortunately)
One time, Sam bet Shane that he could drink a 12-pack of Joja-cola during one break at work and threw up everywhere from the crazy amount of carbination it has (Even though Shane cried actual tears from laughter, Sam still owed him a pizza because Morris made Shane clean it đ)
Shane will leave Sam maple bars in his work locker when Sam is having a hard time with his family and denies that it was him (Sam knows) His excuse when caught is that he and Jaz prefer the other donuts in the pack
Shane SUCKS at comforting others, but Sam appreciates the awkward conversation because it just means his buddy is trying to be a good friend.
They both run a secret page that basically makes fun of Morris by posting bad photos or just making a meme out of him
Uh, yeah, anyway. Sam and Shane are besties
he helps you clear the farm of leaves during fall but what he doesnât tell you is that he hides those leaves in the back to burn when you set up the bonfire later
you best believe sam is throwing random shit into the bonfire to watch it burn
you best believe sam is throwing random shit into the bonfire to watch it burn
itâs winter and samâs your secret santaâŚ
Stardew mods that fix grandpa's awful shitty bed make me so sad. That bed is part of the authentic Stardew experience. Change everything else about the game, but let grandpa have the shitty, terrible deathbed he wanted.
part i, part ii, part iii
a/n: the well awaited end to this fic is here! enjoy :)
the three times you friendzoned Alhaitham, and the one he made damn sure you didn't.
tags: alhaitham/reader ; school setting ; valentine's day special ; reader likes sewing, miscommunication
Itâs Valentineâs Day, and the most unusual thing to ever happen to youâhappens.
A pristine white note falls out of your locker, and you never thought you would see the day. Youâd assume, being a workaholic and being relegated to tasks (due to people pleasing tendencies you canât seem to shake off), that youâd finish off the school year without falling victim to Valentineâs day sickeningly sweet confessions.
Please meet me in the homeroom lab after classes. â H
If it was any other day, youâd assume one of the teachers wrote you this note, and that you were going to be subjected to a ruthless talking-to. Yet, coincidentally, itâs that time of the year, and everyone else is getting notes like these too.
For the fun of it, you still decide to go where the note directs you. Mostly because youâre deathly curious to who this H person is. No expectations, of course.
When the dismissal bell rings, you quickly scramble out of your classroom, pointedly ignoring your friendâs confused call of your name. Leaving your bag and belongings behind. Youâll get back to her laterâbut now, the curiosity is killing you.
You navigate the sloppily decorated hallways; passing by lovestruck couples and through streamer paper decor of pinks, whites and reds. Cupid balloons and the overwhelmingly sweet scent of roses suffocate your senses.
The homeroom lab is at the end of the hallway, where all the decorations dwindle or are practically deflating with the lack of attention to detailâit irks you slightly, if this is a confession like you suspect, the surroundings could afford to be somewhat romantic. Not this cheap, unenthusiastic mess, it certainly wouldnât be helping your case.
Your eyes lock onto one heart helium balloon, it drifts aimlessly across the floorânot enough to float up but not completely deflated. You glare at it, like trying to pop it with only your gaze, then to the door.
Steeling yourself, you take a breath then slide it open.
The last person you ever expect to be there, is there too.
âAlhaitham?â you ask, breathless and puzzled.
Was it him that sent you the note?
You shake that thought away, although you got your hopes up the tiniest bit, itâs probably unrelated to anything hearts themed. Youâre pretty sure heâs been actively avoiding people confessing to him today. Maybe thatâs why he hid in here, you muse.
âItâs me, yes,â he nods. âI assume you read my note?â
You laugh, shutting the homeroom lab door unceremoniously behind you. âThat was you? Dude, you couldâve just told me, whatâs with all the secrecy?â
âThereâs something that I need to discuss with you.â
âDiscuss with me,â you repeat, walking over to lean against the working table. Which, thank heavens, is pristinely clean. âAm I in trouble?â
âNo,â he responds and you hum in faux relief. âThough there is something else.â
Alhaitham produces a sleek black chocolate box from seemingly nowhereâor maybe you hadn't seen him hold itâand holds it out to you.
âSweet!â you grin, snatching the chocolates and examining the box. âThis is some really good chocolate, Haitham. Who gave you this one?â
âNo one,â he says. Alhaitham picks at his black painted nailsâones that you yourself painted a few weeks ago in his apartment. The polish is immaculate, almost looking freshly painted if it werenât for the new nail growth starting underneath. âThose are completely from me, for you.â
You double take, taking a long lingering look at the gift. On the smack middle of the box, is the same type of note from earlier in your locker, but this has your name written in elegant cursive:
Happy Valentines. It writes, and you feel strange tingles travel down your spine. Not entirely unpleasant.
âYou shouldnât have,â your eyes widen. âI didnât get anything for you, I never thought we were getting each other friendship chocolates!â
Thereâs a lengthy pause before you hear any reaction from him. Alhaitham makes a strangled noise from deep in his throat. âFriendship chocolates?â
He stresses your name, while massaging his temples. â...I wrote you that note, I waited in here for you and have the audacity to think what I gave you are friendship chocolates. Does that sound logical to you?â
âOf course,â you snort, putting down the chocolates to rest on the low table. âThe only other reason I can think of would be because you like me, which I doubtââ
His lips flatten in unamusement. âSo what if I do?â
âWait, what?â
He inhales deeply, and you swear you see the slightest hints of pink on his ears that peek from underneath silver hair. The silence now is absolutely deafening, and the anticipation even more so. To you, the knowledge of his bashfulness makes the situation feel all the more real.
Alhaitham utters your name softly, like heâs pleading you to understand so that he neednât repeat himself. Which he never does, the damn prideful man.
Youâd make a teasing remark if you werenât so frozen with nerves, the sound of your name from his lips is causing ticklish shivers up your spine. It sounds so intimate when he says it.
Like a secret, even. Although Alhaitham might be the most self-preserving and unambitious person you know, when it comes to the things that matter to himâhe takes initiative right away.
âSo you like meââ you breathe, the button up collar of your shirt feels all too tight all of a sudden, you tangle your fingers together and squeeze tightly. âLike, like like me?â
âIâve been trying to tell you,â he sighs, low and long-suffering. âFor three whole years.â
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
Your eyes widen and you feel a low simmering heat spreading all over, even till your fingertips. You recall all the other times, past Valentine's days and recounting his strange behavior. All the dots start to connect together and you wonder how you never noticed. âWhat the hell.â
âSo that one time last year when you were offering me your buttonââ you gasp. You remember, itâs a stupid highschool tradition, a boy would offer the second button of his uniform to a girl if he liked her. Itâs the closest to the heart, but to you, itâs a thoughtless way to ruin perfectly good clothing. âHaitham, did you ask Kaveh for advice or something?â
âMatters like these are irrelevant to argue with him about,â he scoffs. Alhaitham folds his arms across his chest. âHe ran off and came to the conclusion himself. Ever since then, heâs been bothering me with trying all types of confession tradition.â
Laughter starts to bubble out of you, disbelieving and flustered to the maximum level. âDude, I basically friendzoned you and had no idea! You shouldâve told me.â
His shoulders stiffen and he gives you such a disarmingly attractive look. And if your eyes dare deceive you, he looks the teensiest bit hopeful too. Right now, you feel like your heart is beating right out of your goddamn chest. The sound is so loud, the quickening thumping sound of your chest that you swear he might hear it too.
â...I see that now,â he says, his expression is exasperatedâbut so unbelievably soft. You feel yourself melting like butter under his gaze. âThough I am disappointed in your lacking ability to identify context clues.â
âOh whatever,â you bump your shoulder against his, though you donât move back away. The warmth of him is all consuming and comforting as hell, you could burrow yourself in him and never resurface, you think. He accepts your closeness with a strong arm wrapping behind you to hold you by the hand. Your stomach does somersaults in your stomach. âItâs all your fault. Youâre an idiot for not telling it to me straight.â
âDoes that mean you reciprocate?â he murmurs, leaning closer to whisper in your ear.
You pull back enough to take the box of chocolates, opening it and popping one in your mouth. âThis chocolate is pretty good. Guess Iâll have to let you stick around for more.â
I like you too.
He nuzzles into you, leaving a chaste kiss on the crown of your head. âI guess you do, donât you?â
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