10.31.20

10.31.20

Reading on what's under cut is deeply appreciated.

Hi guys!!

How are you doing?

I hope you're all doing well.

If you noticed, I was inactive for the past days in the middle of an event.

I actually stopped for two days so I can finish all my tasks in academic and keep my responsibilities irl checked.

I was really happy that I'm done with the tasks last night but I celebrated too early.

Unfortunately, my PC broke not my fault tho.

For the past months since this pandemic started, I decided to draw and practiced more digitally. My drawing tablet has been collecting dust for years, so to satiate my boredom, I used it.

It was fun, tiring, but worth it.

I spent my months just watching anime, reading webtoon, and just laying around. So re-enhancing my old hobby gave spice to my boring and dull days.

Revisiting my old fandom of tower of God has been the best decision of my life for this year. My drawings somehow improved and I met a lot of new friends.

I'm deeply grateful for giving me the opportunity to join this fandom, and letting me meet new people.

The last time I checked, I only draw for extra points in academic and just because I'm bored. I never realized that doing this can be my passion.

I feel like I'm a kid again. A sudden surge of hopes and dreams.

I wanted to post a new fanart for reaching 100 followers. Originally, it was supposed to be Lio from Promare and should be posted for my birthday/start of my school year, Oct 5. But i decided to put it on hold, I want to draw Khun in Promare vibrant colored style. Plus, I should start my works for the Halloween event.

But alas, in every celebration, there's an ending.

Last night was a mess.

A sudden turn of event happened.

I already know that this might occur. But I didn't expect that it could be this worse.

The last pic in this post is the last one i draw digitally.

I would like to say thank you.

Thank you for everyone who noticed my works.

Thank you for liking my works.

Thank you appreciating my works

Thank you for the people I've met here.

I would be lying if I said that my whole personality didn't change.

I'm not quite sure if I can draw digitally now neither traditionally, seems like me holding a drawing pencil will be a taboo here in my household obviously this is an exaggeration but ngl they don't like me doing this

Darn, i can't join the hype train for ToG's comeback.

I'm a mess right now. My mind is just trapped and I feel like I'm in the middle of a dark road with nowhere else to go.

It's been a fun ride.

No, I'm not sure if I'm stopping.

But i know to myself that I'll be back.

Thank you and I'll see you again.