Gentle Care

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

this is a small little starter or plot call I guess would be the better word for it. I know I don’t have her bio up and I am really slacking on that but I’m always willing to just chat. I have an old one on a old URL if anyone really wanted to say that. Otherwise, like this post and we could get something going.

I would like to say I am super active on discord more so than Tumblr so if you like my username, it is the same as this one here but otherwise I can also give it to you too, but that being said, I am here always lurking.

hi everyone! i don't know how much I'll be on this weekend via the computer but I will be around via im's or discord (powertobite), so feel free to message me in either place for, plotting, chatting, light threads (discord).

EIZA GONZALEZ GQ México

The only place in the house that really seemed lived in was the gaming room when she first got there, and she didn't want Tyson to think she had moved in without his consent, so she kept her things in her suitcase. "I would never change the gaming room, although." she said tapping her bottom lip, "I wouldn't mind adding one of those big plushy chairs so that I can hang out in there with you and be a little more comfortable if I'm not playing. Plus Dobby and I have talked about it, he would like that too." she teases back. "I feel like the first thing we do is actually unpack my clothes, that'll be the first little celebratory thing. How's that? We'll start small, bedroom first. Then the kitchen."

@powertobite: "don't tell anyone, but i love you."

It wasn’t the first time he heard those three words from her, but regardless it made him smile each and every time she said it, as if it had been. Throughout his time apart from wrestling, she had been there for him every step of the way, for the little things like going to the Pharmacy for him, to being by his bed side night after night, when he was in the hospital for weeks at a time. Tyson didn’t think it was possible for him to love her any more, but somehow she managed to find a way every single day, just by being her. “Since we’re sharing secrets, I have one for you. I love you too.” He leaned in a bit as he went on to say. “—and to be honest, I think it’s bout time you moved in with me.”

[msg] I am very aware of your sleep schedule, it's how we bonded.

[msg] And no, I'm awake trying to figure out sleep schedules for the Australia stuff, I'm going, I just got the call.

[msg] I just wonder why it's only 3am, is it because the entire world is sleeping and they won't notice us?

@powertobite sent — [ text ] why do you only text me at 3am?

[ sms ] because i can’t sleep

[ sms ] and you’re the only person i know who’d be up at this hour

[ sms ] you can’t be that surprised that my sleep schedule is this shitty

𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐓  𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒  .  .  .  (𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐭  𝐨𝐟  𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐬  —  𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐨𝐟  𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞)         These  prompts  draw  from  the  emotional  depth  and  symbolism  of  the  Page,  Knight,  Queen,  and  King  of  Cups.         Each  prompt  captures  a  moment  where  the  sender  confesses  their  love  to  the  receiver.          →  ∗  ⁽  ¹  ⁾  Find  the  collection  of  tarot-based  scene  starters  here!

⁽  *  ⁾   𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄  𝐎𝐅  𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐒   →  soft  &  gentle

"I’ve  cared  for  you  far  longer  than  I  should  have,  but  I  couldn’t  hold  it  in  anymore.”

“Every  time  I  look  at  you,  it  feels  like  the  world  quiets  down.  And  if  that’s  not  love,  I  don’t  know  what  is.”

“I’ve  held  these  feelings  for  so  long,  afraid  of  what  might  happen  if  I  spoke  them.”

“I  would  do  it  all  for  us.”

“You  deserve  to  be  held  with  love  and  not  such  content.” 

“Please  do  not  treat  our  love  as  a  forbidden  fruit.”

⁽  *  ⁾   𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐒  →  protective  &  reassuring 

“This  is  for  you.  I’ve  crossed  lands,  braved  storms,  and  risked  everything  because  I  love  you.”

“I  have  risked  everything  and  it  was  all  worth  it.” 

“Do  you  think  I  regret  the  way  I  feel?  Because  I  don’t.  I  can’t.  Even  if  this  is  the  last  time  I  can  hold  you  like  this.”

“You  cannot  dare  say  you  are  blind  in  the  way  you  have  bewitched  me.” 

“I’m  not  asking  for  forgiveness.  I’m  simply  telling  you  that  no  one  has  ever  touched  me  like  you  do,  and  no  one  ever  will.  You’ve  bound  my  soul  to  yours,  willingly  or  not.”

“I  killed  for  you  and  I  dare  say  I  would  do  it  again.” 

“Our  love  is  by  our  own  undoing.” 

“Nothing  will  ever  happen  to  you.” 

⁽  *  ⁾   𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍  𝐎𝐅  𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐒  →  forbidden  &  passionate

“I  know  we  shouldn’t,  but  I  can’t  keep  pretending  that  I  don’t  want  this.  My  heart  has  been  yours,  even  if  I  had  to  hide  it  away.”

“There  are  things  in  this  world  I’m  willing  to  risk...  and  you  are  the  biggest  of  them.  I’ve  never  been  more  certain  of  anything  in  my  life.”

“Release  me  if  you  truly  do  not  love  me.”

“I  love  you  so  dearly  so”

“I  can’t  hide  it  anymore.  The  fire  I  feel  when  I’m  near  you,  the  longing  in  every  touch—it's  all  too  much,  but  it's  always  been  real.”

“Do  you  think  I  chose  this?  I  didn't.  But  here  I  am,  loving  you  in  the  way  that  feels  like  i'm  on  fire  and  yet,  I  can’t  seem  to  care.”

“I’ve  wanted  you  for  so  long,  even  when  I  knew  I  shouldn’t"

⁽  *  ⁾   𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐎𝐅  𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐒  →  passionate  &  soul  bounding

“My  soul  cannot  be  free  of  you.”

“Look  me  in  the  eyes  and  dare  tell  me  you  don't  love  me  back.”

“I’ve  spent  so  long  fighting  this,  pretending  I  could  live  without  you..”

“My  heart  doesn’t  belong  to  me  anymore.  It  belongs  to  you.”

“You  think  I’m  afraid  of  what’s  between  us,  but  I’m  not.  I’m  terrified  of  what  life  would  be  without  you.  I’ve  never  felt  more  alive,  more  connected,  more  me  than  when  I’m  with  you.”

“Love?  You're  not  the  love  of  my  life.  You  are  my  life.”

i'm kind of sending out prompts to those who show up on my dash, because I enjoy throwing water into a grease fire. of course if you want to plot them out in advance too let me know. i'm going go reblog some and work on a few replies too!

my computer finally bit it and matt could not fix it. thankfully we kinda knew this was gonna happen and I had saved up to purchase a new one in the meantime.

this being said, I did lose photoshop and all my icons, I'm still undecided if I'll be getting the items off the old PC. so my already barebones style is gonna be worse. i do have some old gif icons on my external harddrive so I am using them. and I am playing around with affinity photo and I think I can make do, I refuse to do a monthly payment to photoshop. if that tells you how long I've had my copy of PS.

Ottessa Moshfegh, from "Eileen: A Novel," originally published in 2015