Prayforisi - Isidora 🍒

There is in every one of us, even those who seem to be most moderate, a type of desire that is terrible, wild, and lawless

- The Republic by Platos

love language

Call Me by Your Name (2017) dir. Luca Guadagnino

Audrey Hepburn in Monet's garden, 1990, via

i just don’t think people truly understand the weight that accompanies getting all of your self worth from academic validation. neglecting sleeping and eating to revise. never being able to truly escape from school even when you go home because you’re always thinking about it, even in the back of your head. wanting to throw up at the mere idea of failure. dreading getting exam results even if you think you did well. feeling like you’re nothing if not successful. the caving feeling from having everyone’s unwavering confidence but none of your own. the pressure that piles on from everyone around you. beating yourself up if you pass instead of achieve. shaking when writing essays even if you know what you’re talking about. planning your entire life around school. burning out and then getting mad at yourself for doing so. it is exhausting.

“what if I told you i am incapable of tolerating my own heart?”

── 𝘝𝘪𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘢 𝘞𝘰𝘰𝘭𝘧

“She was the kind of girlfriend God gives you young, so you’ll know loss the rest of your life.”

— Junot Díaz, The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao

girls just wanna have fun(damental rights)

Eva Green in The Dreamers (2003)

if I looked like the other prom queens I know that you loved before

idilic feeling

CALL ME BY YOUR NAME (2017) Dir. Luca Guadagnino