Princxass - Lunatic

have you?

I want to be happy. I want to be free from being worried.

Worried about stupid things: wondering how you doing have you eaten what about the taste, is it tasty & make you happy how about your day does traffic jammed make you mad how about your playlist in the car do you enjoy it as much as i do what are you gonna eat on dinner rice or pastas and what about me have you ever think of me?

“MAY 14, 2016 12:44AM I think what hurts the most is everything that we could have been and that we will never get to do. We could have been great. We almost made it. We will never get to hug each other again. You will never get to come to my country and experience it with me. I will never be able to take you to that one city like i promised. You will never meet my family, I told them so much about you. I will never get to see your parents or your dogs again. We will never visit new cities together. You will never propose to me at Disney like you said you wanted to. We will never have our 3 kids, C, O and W. We will never have our own little apartment like the one we had for a few weeks before I had to leave and everything started to go down hill. I guess maybe we were just not meant to be. Almost, we were just ‘almost’. We will never get our happily ever after and that is what hurts the most.”

— G.P. // it is long gone now but my phone is still filled with thoughts of you.

21.05.18 [25/40 days of productivity] real Starbucks lover and never stop taking notes with pens.

she

she’s stopped eating again, she’s stopped dreaming again, she’s stopped sleeping again, she’s stopped breathing

„You brought something back to me I never thought I had missed. The feeling of being alive or even feeling something at all. I found you and I found parts of myself, reflecting in a person, who‘s edges fit in mine. Somehow you make me feel complete, like coming home after being homeless for too long. You melted my frozen heart, you have not only kindeld a fire, you burned down my walls and made me feel something I‘ve never felt before. Love that was more than just meeting, falling and a happy ever after. You teached me that sometimes someone doesn‘t need hands to touch you and that you can love a person that isn‘t even yours. Falling in love with you was a process of falling in love with life again and even if it wasn‘t enough, I‘m glad you came around to help me find myself.“

- things I want to tell you but I‘m too afraid / c.n

Me to myself: wow your music taste is so good

6.05pm > 6.15pm > 6.22pm

will you promise me one thing, darling? that whenever i forget that i am loved, that i still have a place in this world, you will be here to tell me that i will always have a place to call home, that your arms are the home to my body and your heart, the home to my soul. will you, darling, be here to remind me that i will still have you even when i have nothing else at all?

lukas w. //  (via electrichills)

stop running away from your past, you can never really outrun who you used to be.