(42) Plagued By Visions

mental illness is wack. "oh, you've got an anxiety disorder and depression? well here's a god complex, as a treat. on me ;)"

"congratulations! you qualify for a 4-for-1 combo! quick disclaimer: these are non-refundable 😁"

The Hilda finale was excellent, but I could not get this out of my mind while watching it

God gives his silliest clowns the most debilitating ocd compulsions (I've replayed the same scenario in my head for 4 hours now)

HEY OCD RECOVERING PEOPLE THIS POST’S FOR YOU

I’m someone who’s been diagnosed with Mild to Moderate OCD, and currently take SSRIs for meds, but I don’t think my parents will grant me full therapy access, just meds.

Are there any self therapy ways I can do erp(for now until I can afford one)? How does it work? Especially ERP for sexual thoughts cause I get that the most — Like how do I expose myself to the fear of harmful sexual adultery??

A few things ive been doing recently that help manage my adhd

Not sure if this will help anyone but i've made a list of things ive been working really hard to do to help manage my adhd and general inability to be a functional adult:

Make reminder posters! Get on canva and create personalized posters to put around your room/house to help remind you to do daily things like take your meds, feed pets, take out trash, etc.

Keep a junk notebook! Anything you think of that cant do immediately write it down. If its important it'll help you remember it, if not it saves you from getting distracted or making impulsive decisions. (This is especially helpful if you tend to get distracted when studying!)

CLEAN AS YOU GO! Whether its taking a cup out of your room every time you leave or washing each dish immediately after use. If you can develop this habit it keeps your space so much cleaner!

Have two laundry bins: one for worn but not dirty things and one for dirty things. It limits what ends up on your floor!

Make use of bins. I have several around my apartment that I use for things that dont have a home. Once those bins are full, I go through them and discard or find a permanent home for them.

Don't study/work at home. Even if it means buying a $5 coffee just so you can sit in a spot and effectively work, its much better than getting so behind on tasks you get overwhelmed.

It takes some work to develop habits and im far from perfect with all of these, but if I can do these things even 3 days a week it makes a huge difference!

does anyone have a torrent link for the memories of all humans past present and future i can't seem to find it myself

I love 'bad' mentally ill people

I love people who struggle with violent thoughts and urges

I love people with no empathy, who can't 'make up' for it in compassion

I love people who's dissociation makes them flakey and distant

I love people who's mood swings get in the way of making friends

I love people with anger issues, and psychosis, and hypersexuality, and everyone who's ever been seen as 'scary' for their diagnosis or symptoms

Guy who says uwaah! & guy who says tsk peak dynamic